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Charles "Pee Wee" Goldsmith is back. The former President of the Hells Angels Las Vegas chapter returns to Locked In with Ian Bick for Part 2 — and this time nothing is held back. In this episode Pee Wee goes deeper than ever before. From police raids and Tony Soprano comparisons to the untold stories from inside the club, the Hollywood appearances nobody knew about, and what it was really like going to prison as a Hell's Angel. He opens up about his biggest regrets as President, the members who never should have joined, and what the next generation of bikers will never understand about the old school way of life. This is the conversation Hell's Angels insiders don't want you to hear.

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_____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 The Police Raids, Tony Soprano Comparisons and How It All Started 01:01 What Life Actually Looks Like After Leaving the Club 01:45 The Best Moments — Traveling the World as a Hell's Angel 02:18 How Other Countries See the Hell's Angels Differently 03:03 The Politics Nobody Talks About — Support Clubs and Power 05:40 Territory Wars, Rivalries and What Happens When You Cross the Line 07:02 Violence, the News and How Social Media Changed Everything 09:02 What Power Really Feels Like From Inside the Club 11:14 Reputation, Podcast Drama and the Loyalty Problem 13:02 Where the Hell's Angels Are Headed — Generational Change 15:01 Being a Father, Club Brotherhood and the Regrets He Carries 19:01 Police Raids, Chaos and Why He Can Laugh About It Now 22:20 The Rules Nobody Breaks — Drugs, Order and Club Discipline 24:30 His Biggest Regrets as President and Who Should Never Have Joined 28:00 Women, Property Patches and the Truth About Club Relationships 31:00 Vegas, Gambling and the Members Who Got Kicked Out 34:00 Club Dues, Work Requirements and Financial Discipline 38:00 Dealing With Cops, Legitimate Work and Everyday Club Life 45:00 Hollywood Came Calling — His Movie Appearances and Famous Encounters 48:30 The Stories He's Never Told — Funny Moments From Inside the Club 53:00 Club Life vs Family Life — How He Balanced Both and Screened Wives 01:00:00 Old School Bikers vs the New Generation — What Changed 01:10:00 Going to Prison as a Hell's Angel — Brotherhood, Gangs and Survival 01:22:00 Prison Stories — Cellmates, Drama and the Toughest Times 01:38:00 What Brotherhood Really Means When You're Behind Bars 01:49:00 Surviving Prison by Hustling — What He Did to Get By 01:58:00 Healthcare Nightmares, Lawsuits and Adjusting to Life After Release 02:09:00 The Day He Stopped Riding and What That Felt Like 02:13:00 Losing His License and Keeping His Independence 02:15:00 Final Thoughts — What He'd Tell Anyone Thinking About This Life

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Steven Lee rose to the rank of sergeant in the NYPD before everything collapsed. In this episode of Locked In with Ian Bick, Steven breaks down one of the most dangerous things a cop can do — go undercover against his own department for Internal Affairs — and what the system did to him afterward. Years later an off duty incident at a nightclub ended his career and landed him on Rikers Island. He opens up about what it's really like being a former cop behind bars, the corruption he witnessed and exposed, and the true cost of speaking out against your own brothers in blue.

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_____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 From Brooklyn Streets to the NYPD — Steven's Story 04:00 Growing Up Around Gang Life and Learning Street Smarts 07:00 Asian Gangs, Chinatown and the World Nobody Talks About 14:00 The Values and Influences That Shaped Who He Became 23:00 Joining the NYPD — And Immediately Questioning Everything 33:00 The Quota System Nobody in the NYPD Wants to Admit Exists 44:00 The Harsh Realities of Police Work They Never Teach You 53:00 What It's Really Like Policing Different New York Boroughs 01:00:00 Life as a Sergeant in Flushing Queens — Where It All Changed 01:11:00 Bar Checks, Karaoke Bars and the Hidden Corruption He Discovered 01:26:00 The Moment He Agreed to Go Undercover Against His Own 01:41:00 What He Found — Corruption Spreading Across Multiple Precincts 01:55:00 Someone on the Inside Was Sabotaging the Operation 02:08:00 18 Months Undercover — Bribes, Payoffs and Living a Double Life 02:20:00 The Operation Collapsed — And Everything Fell Apart 02:40:00 Retaliation, Political Pressure and What It Really Means to Blow the Whistle 02:55:00 Depression, Mental Health and the NYPD Culture Nobody Talks About 03:07:00 The Arrest They Used to Target Him — Losing Everything 03:21:00 Fired, Fighting Criminal Charges and Navigating the Legal System Alone 03:35:00 Trial, Sentencing and the Day He Was Sent to Rikers Island 03:55:00 What It's Really Like Surviving Jail as a Former Cop 04:05:00 Transferred to Westchester — A Different Jail, Same Harsh Reality 04:14:00 Release, Recovery and What Life Looks Like on the Other Side 04:24:00 Final Thoughts — Can the NYPD Ever Really Reform?

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Jeremy Hutchinson was an Arkansas State Senator and successful attorney from one of the most powerful political families in the state. In this episode of Locked In with Ian Bick, Jeremy breaks down how it all collapsed — the case that led to his federal conviction, what it's really like facing charges as a public figure, and what nobody tells you about going to federal prison as a politician. He opens up about white collar crime, the political pressure that surrounded his case, the mistakes that changed everything, and what accountability actually looks like when you've lost it all.

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_____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 From Arkansas State Senator to Federal Prison — Jeremy's Story 00:17 Growing Up in One of Arkansas's Most Powerful Political Families 01:11 The Values and Upbringing That Shaped Him 02:13 How His Family's Legacy Pushed Him Toward Law and Politics 03:35 From Economics Student to Criminal Defense Attorney 05:48 Building a Successful Legal Career From the Ground Up 06:38 Seeing Both Sides — Defense Attorney and Prosecutor 08:06 Fighting for Criminal Justice Reform From Inside the Senate 09:19 The Day He Became a Federal Defendant 10:36 Plea Deals, Sentencing and the Regrets He Can't Shake 12:58 The Impossible Choices the Legal System Forces on You 15:02 Why He Decided to Run for State Office 16:05 How His Political Career Actually Began 18:24 The Criminal Justice Reforms He Fought For — And Never Got 20:27 What It's Like Coming From Arkansas's Most Famous Political Family 23:11 Senate Pay, Legal Work and Where the Allegations Started 25:02 The Bribery Charges That Changed Everything 27:14 How the Federal Investigation Actually Began 29:32 The Indictment — and What It Did to His Personal Life 34:00 Resigning From the Senate While the Media Watched 36:53 Losing Everything — Career, Identity and Purpose 39:00 Years of Uncertainty Waiting to Find Out His Fate 44:51 Preparing to Go to Prison as a Former State Senator 49:54 What Federal Prison Was Really Like — The Surprises Nobody Tells You 53:58 Connecting With Inmates and Seeing the System From the Inside 01:00:26 What Incarceration Taught Him About Politics and Power 01:05:00 How Disconnected Lawmakers Really Are From the People They Serve 01:09:40 How the Legal System Gets Weaponized Against People 01:13:01 The Presidential Pardon That Changed Everything 01:16:18 Rebuilding His Marriage and Family After Prison 01:18:34 Starting Over and Finding New Purpose After Losing It All 01:21:16 Fighting to Get His Law License Back 01:22:04 The Humility and Honesty Prison Gave Him 01:26:00 Final Thoughts and the Lessons He'll Never Forget

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Jacob Bittner was a teenager from a good home when a series of bad decisions led to 12 years in the Arkansas prison system. In this episode of Locked In with Ian Bick, Jacob breaks down how it all unraveled — from his first robbery, to going on the run, to pulling off another one and paying for it with over a decade of his life. He opens up about surviving the violence and harsh realities of Arkansas prisons, the lessons he learned the hard way, and the twist nobody saw coming — after his release, he fell in love with and married a prison guard.

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_____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 From Good Kid to Armed Robber — Jacob's Story 00:14 Growing Up Between Idaho and Arkansas 01:36 Moving Around and Never Fitting In 03:23 The Moment School Stopped Mattering 04:44 Culture Shock, Bad Influences and First Mistakes 05:08 The First Time He Crossed the Line 06:22 How Deep Into Crime He Really Got 07:57 Why He Did It — Money, Rush and Belonging 09:36 The People Who Pulled Him Further In 10:33 Gangs, Excitement and the Point of No Return 13:00 First Time Getting Caught by Police 14:25 The Arrest That Should Have Stopped Everything 15:15 The Birthday Weekend That Changed His Life Forever 20:22 Getting Caught — The Arrest He Didn't See Coming 22:47 Facing Charges and Navigating the Legal System 26:00 First Taste of Jail and What It Really Feels Like 29:03 He Made Bond — Then Committed Another Robbery 31:20 On the Run as a Fugitive and What Followed 33:46 Returning to Arkansas and Facing the Music 38:32 The Day He Was Sentenced and What Came Next 41:00 What His Family Went Through While He Was Inside 44:00 The Mindset Shift That Saved Him in Prison 46:14 What Arkansas State Prison Is Really Like 49:57 The Unwritten Rules of Surviving Prison 51:46 Hustling Behind Bars — Business, Fights and Survival 56:00 The Moment He Decided to Change 01:00:00 Transferred to Idaho — A Completely Different Jail 01:03:40 Learning to Fit In and Move Forward 01:06:00 The Phone Call From His Grandfather That Changed Everything 01:08:06 Finding Purpose — Programs and Plans Inside 01:10:58 The Prison Program Where Everything Changed 01:13:01 How He Met the Prison Guard He Would Marry 01:16:12 Final Years Inside and the Road to Work Release 01:23:01 Life After Prison — Family, Work and Building Something Real 01:25:00 What He Would Tell His Younger Self 01:27:07 Final Thoughts and the Lessons That Stuck

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Rusty Pangburn joins Locked In with Ian Bick to share how he went from selling candy as a kid to becoming involved in large-scale meth trafficking. Raised by a single mother and growing up between Missouri and California with his father out of the picture, Rusty was always searching for acceptance and a way to fit in. That mindset led him from small hustles into the drug world, where he became a key player working with major meth networks. In this episode, he breaks down how he got pulled into drug trafficking, what life was like on the inside of that world, and how it all came crashing down when he was arrested and sentenced to 5 years in federal prison. Rusty also shares his experience behind bars, including losing nearly 300 pounds during his sentence, and what it took to survive, change, and rebuild his life after prison.

_____________________________________________ #FederalPrison #DrugTrafficking #Meth #TrueCrime #PrisonStory #ExInmate #CrimeStory #lockedinpodcast

_____________________________________________ Connect with Rusty Pangburn: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/rustypangburn/ Website: https://www.whynotmindset.net/about-rusty LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/rustin-pangburn62276?trk=public_post_follow-view-profile

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_____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 500 Pounds, Meth Dealer, Federal Prison: Rusty's Story 00:20 Never Had a Home: Growing Up on the Run 01:19 No Dad, No Rules: Where It All Started 02:56 The $100 Kid: How It Started with Candy 04:41 From Candy to Cigarettes: Taking Over School 06:32 The Day He Quit School and Never Looked Back 08:03 When the Money Got Real 10:03 The First Time He Touched Meth 12:47 Running His Own Meth Operation 13:33 The Connect That Changed Everything 15:20 Moving Hundreds of Pounds: Leading a Trafficking Ring 17:01 When He Started Using His Own Product 18:49 The Day the Feds Knocked on His Door 21:10 Cash, Cars & the Life Before It Crashed 23:12 Facing Federal Charges: What the DA Offered 26:29 First Day Inside Federal Prison 29:24 500 Pounds in a Prison Cell: The Wake-Up Call 34:00 How He Survived Federal Prison Every Day 39:39 Walking Out After 5 Years: The World Had Changed 44:08 No One Would Hire a Federal Felon 47:40 Building from Zero: His First Legit Dollar 52:58 The People Who Didn't Give Up on Him 58:48 How He Stays Out: Life After the Gates 01:05:48 What He'd Tell the Kid Selling Candy 01:09:48 His New Mission: Why Not? 01:11:12 Where to Follow Rusty

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Charles "Cadillac" Anderson joins Locked In with Ian Bick to share his story of spending over 20 years in the Arkansas and federal prison systems. Growing up in a rough neighborhood surrounded by gangs and violence, with his father in and out of his life, Charles was raised by a mother who did everything she could—but the streets pulled him in. Trying to fit in and be accepted led to a robbery charge that landed him 13 years in the Arkansas prison system, where he was sent to a max unit and exposed to extreme violence on a daily basis. In this episode, he talks about being stabbed in prison, witnessing brutal attacks, and what it takes to survive behind bars. After his release, he developed a drug addiction and began dealing, which ultimately led to a federal prison sentence. Charles opens up about hitting rock bottom, the cycle of crime and addiction, and how he finally turned his life around after serving decades behind bars. This is a raw, unfiltered look at prison life, violence, addiction, and redemption.

_____________________________________________ #PrisonStory #ExInmate #TrueCrime #PrisonLife #BehindBars #LifeSentence #FederalPrison #lockedinpodcast

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_____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 How He Lost 20 Years of His Life 00:19 Growing Up in Southwest Little Rock 01:19 His Childhood and Family Life 03:37 Trouble Started Early 04:46 First Crimes as a Kid 05:56 Addiction Took Over Fast 07:55 Dropping Out of School 09:49 Missed Chances That Changed Everything 11:07 First Robberies 13:11 Getting Caught 16:13 First Time in Jail 17:46 Learning How to Survive 19:19 Sentenced and Sent to Prison 21:26 Life in Maximum Security 23:33 Violence Inside Prison 26:34 Solitary Confinement 30:56 Getting Out and Starting Over 33:43 Relapse and Losing Everything Again 36:53 Second Arrest and Federal Charges 42:12 Back to Prison 50:33 Prison Politics and Survival 56:12 Finally Getting Out 01:03:43 Turning His Life Around 01:10:10 What He Would Tell His Younger Self

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Kirk Lane joins Locked In with Ian Bick to share what it's really like after spending over 33 years in law enforcement. From starting out as a young officer to becoming a police chief and later a drug director, Kirk has seen every side of the job. In this episode, he breaks down how investigators get confessions from suspects, the reality of interrogations, and what actually happens behind closed doors. He also dives into the war on drugs, how it has changed over the course of his career, and what he learned from working narcotics and leading drug enforcement efforts. Kirk opens up about the most memorable cases, the challenges officers face, and the mental and emotional toll that comes with decades on the job.

_____________________________________________ #LawEnforcement #PoliceLife #TrueCrime #CopStories #PoliceOfficer #CrimeStories #BehindTheBadge #lockedinpodcast

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_____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 Kirk Lane's Law Enforcement Journey 00:18 Childhood & Family Life 01:32 Growing Up with Deaf Parents 02:34 Early Influences & Aspirations 03:13 Choosing Law Enforcement 03:56 Military School & Early Career Skills 04:40 Undercover Skills from Childhood 05:07 Military Training & Wild Youth 05:28 Developing an Anti-Drug Stance 06:08 Early Views on Drugs 07:01 Peer Influence and Personal Choices 07:47 Family Influence and Purpose 08:13 Stepping Into Law Enforcement 09:16 Early Law Enforcement Roles 11:36 Dispatch & Jail Experiences 14:03 Small-Town Policing Differences 15:39 Lessons from Retail Security 16:58 Becoming a Small Town Police Officer 18:19 First Days as an Officer 19:10 Narcotics Enforcement Interests 19:24 First Undercover Experiences 21:03 Facing Danger Undercover 22:02 Maintaining Undercover Identity 23:02 Impact on Family & Personal Risk 25:22 Death Investigation & Advanced Roles 25:55 Missing the Impact of Overdose Cases 26:59 Targeting Dealers vs. Addressing Root Issues 27:00 Drug Enforcement & Asset Seizure Culture 28:18 Evolving Drug Trends & Jurisdictional Challenges 30:00 Rise of Clandestine Labs & Meth 32:00 Cartels, Youth, and Violence 33:22 What Happens After a Drug Bust 34:38 Motivations and Psychology of Big Dealers 35:45 Marijuana Enforcement & Observations 37:05 Leaving Undercover Work & Career Changes 39:42 Transitioning Roles and Maintaining Community Trust 42:42 Learning from Death Investigations 46:06 Community Expectations & Public Perception 47:41 Leadership as Police Chief 48:42 Challenges with Public Image and Media 50:01 Confessions & Interview Techniques 52:21 High-Profile Cases & Handling Evidence 55:41 Roles of Courts vs. Police in Justice 01:00:01 Building Community Trust 01:00:34 Drug Views and the Opioid Crisis 01:02:01 Moving Into Statewide Drug Policy Leadership 01:03:11 Developing & Expanding Peer Recovery 01:06:03 Recidivism and the Power of Recovery 01:09:00 Shifting Standards & Maintaining Ethics 01:10:48 Transition to Overseeing Opioid Settlement Funds 01:13:14 Retirement Reflections & Succession Planning 01:14:14 Final Lessons and Takeaways

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Hayden Dougan joins Locked In with Ian Bick to share his story of spending over 15 years trapped in addiction, in and out of jail and prison. Growing up in Arkansas in a middle-class household after his parents split, Hayden was exposed to drug use early on—even while his parents maintained successful lives. Everything changed after a motorcycle accident left him hooked on drugs, sending him down a spiral that would cost him everything. In this episode, he opens up about losing his sister to addiction, blowing a $500,000 inheritance on drugs, and the reality of being stuck in the cycle of arrests, jail, and prison. He shares what rock bottom really looks like, the mental battle of addiction, and how it slowly takes over every part of your life. Now working to rebuild, Hayden reflects on the mistakes he made and the lessons he learned the hard way.

_____________________________________________ #AddictionRecovery #DrugAddiction #LostEverything #TrueStory #ExAddict #RockBottom #LifeStory #lockedinpodcast

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_____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 How Hayden Dugan Became Addicted to Drugs 00:19 Growing Up in a Broken Home 01:42 His Relationship With His Father 03:38 Insecurity, Bullying, and Self-Image 04:49 How School Started Falling Apart 05:13 Addiction in His Family 07:00 The First Time He Tried Drugs 08:36 Getting Into Crime at a Young Age 12:56 First Arrest and Family Reaction 14:15 What Jail Is Like in a Small Town 15:46 First Time Going to Prison 17:15 Losing His Sister to Addiction 19:47 Grief, Isolation, and Getting Worse 21:05 Losing His Inheritance to Drugs 24:34 Rock Bottom Moment 26:33 Who's Really to Blame? 28:33 Final Arrest and Consequences 32:32 Detox and Entering Recovery 37:02 Life After Rehab 41:08 Turning His Life Around 43:18 Regret and Looking Back 45:03 The Swastika Tattoo Mistake 49:49 Long-Term Effects of Addiction 53:34 Finding Purpose After Addiction 55:00 Mentorship and Helping Others 56:32 Speaking Out and Giving Back 57:12 Advice to His Younger Self 57:51 Changes in Drug Laws and Recovery 59:00 Final Thoughts

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Hayden Dougan joins Locked In with Ian Bick to share his story of spending over 15 years trapped in addiction, in and out of jail and prison. Growing up in Arkansas in a middle-class household after his parents split, Hayden was exposed to drug use early on—even while his parents maintained successful lives. Everything changed after a motorcycle accident left him hooked on drugs, sending him down a spiral that would cost him everything. In this episode, he opens up about losing his sister to addiction, blowing a $500,000 inheritance on drugs, and the reality of being stuck in the cycle of arrests, jail, and prison. He shares what rock bottom really looks like, the mental battle of addiction, and how it slowly takes over every part of your life. Now working to rebuild, Hayden reflects on the mistakes he made and the lessons he learned the hard way.

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Jamel Stevens joins Locked In with Ian Bick to share his story of being sentenced to 50 to life in the California prison system at just 14 years old. Growing up in a single-parent household after his father was sent to prison, Jamel turned to the streets and got involved in gangs at a young age. A gang-related murder charge led to him going to trial as a teenager, where he ultimately lost and was given a life sentence. In this episode, he breaks down what it was like entering prison as a kid, how he survived nearly 15 years behind bars, and the reality of facing decades in prison before his life even started. After changes in the law, Jamel was given a second chance and released, and he reflects on the lessons he learned, the mistakes he made, and how he's rebuilding his life today.

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_____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 Jamal's Early Life & Family Upheaval 03:00 School Troubles & Acting Out 07:30 Junior High and First Gang Activity 11:00 Downward Spiral: Crime & Arrest 14:30 Facing Adult Trial at 14 17:00 Juvenile Detention and Adapting 19:30 Prison Life: High Desert State 24:00 Prison Politics and Lockdowns 28:00 Turning Points: OG Advice & Positive Changes 32:00 Programs, Education & College Inside 36:00 Documentaries & Self-Help Transformation 39:30 COVID-19's Impact & Prison Chaos 43:00 Legal Battles & New Hopes for Release 47:00 Victory, Release, and Reentry Challenges 51:00 Post-Prison Struggles & Family Life 56:30 Mistakes, Custody, and Personal Growth 01:01:00 Giving Back and Community Efforts 01:06:00 Reflection, Accountability & Advice 01:11:00 Redefining Gang Influence 01:14:00 Advice to the Next Generation & Closing

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