Genuinely, I want YOU to know you matter and YOU deserve to be here. Life is hard and most of the time it’s not nice or fair. But that’s okay, because we got each other. I’ve been in the darkest of darkest places. High, drunk, just all around fuc*ed up. With no out, surrounded by people who apparently hated me. That’s the worst, being around people who secretly despise you. But I got out of that lifestyle. I took a chance on myself, and started to love myself from the inside out. I want that for you as well. It is attainable BUT you got to be willing and ready to put the work in. I love you, you got this.

And on this Human experience, I’m trying to help my fellow humans. Somebody’s got to do it. So I stepped up to the plate and accepted the job. It’s a lonely one and people think I’m crazy but it’s SoOo worth it. It’s worth it because I can see how much it’s impacted my children. In the right ways. From me becoming more aware, it’s made them more aware. Which is priceless. What I asked for was internal and I wasn’t sure how I was going to measure it but I see it NOW. I’m forever grateful and blessed. Which is why I do what I do.

I’ve been doing a lot of shadow work, and work in general and what I’m learning is I need to limit who I share things with. I give love to everyone but it’s not reciprocated. So, I’m going to take the hint and start distancing myself from others as I did in real life. It helps weed out the disingenuous people or the people who want to suck up your energy. I’m trying to reframe EVERYTHING in my life to connect with who MY tribe is.

Ey, beautiful souls just a reminder that I love you and you’re worthy. I got a question yesterday and I wanted to answer it. Sometimes I ask myself why I have this podcast or why I post on social media because it feels real Book of Eli. But it’s part of my purpose, I don’t have a full answer to why I do what I do. It just feels right, even when I don’t want to do it. Something is ALWAYS calling me back to the people. I don’t understand it at times and I’ve tried to walk away but I can’t. So to me, that’s saying this has something to do with MY calling. I’ve tried to self sabotage MORE times then I can count but here we are. I’m just trying to open the mind to get you guys thinking, asking questions, standing up for yourself and others. I’m just one Woman trying to save the world through self development but it started with me trying to save myself. I don’t have to know others to know I love them because I love myself. If I love myself enough, then I should be aware that NOT everyone is that blessed and the actions are telling me what the truth is….

I’m back, LoL. I’m sorry, life has been lifeing. It’s been beautifully chaotic. I’ve come to all these realizations and inner standings. I’m finding parts of myselfI thought I lost, I’m letting go and over standing that this is MY life and it’s going EXACTLY how it should. I’m not fighting what I used to fight so deeply. This is such a beautiful experience for me, that I want others to share it if they feel inclined to. I’m not a gatekeeper and I’m NOT worried about others being better than me or taking my glow because MORE THAN ONE PERSON CAN GLOW. It doesn’t have to be a competition. Honestly, I’m not in competition with ANYBODY because I don’t see or look at others as a threat or as if they have something I want. If I want it, I’ll go get it. I don’t need to steal it from another because if I have to do that. It was NEVER MINE IN THE FIRST PLACE. I’ve NEVA been this comfortable in my skin and I want that same thing for others. I love you, YOU’RE WORTHY, other’s opinions of you doesn’t define YOU, and THEY CANT TAKE SELF LOVE AWAY FROM YOU. If ANYTHING, it’s a kryptonite to the inhuman and nonhuman. I hope I can help build that armor up for you to be ready for the battles that are coming.

Just because I’m gone or M.I.A, does not mean that work is not being done. I’m ONE Woman, trying to do what villages by MYSELF. It’s a lot. I get tired & burnt out. I don’t have hype men or sh*t like that. I’m the hype man, I’m the one who pulls myself out of the gravel, all bloody & tore up. I nurture those wounds back to health. I remind MYSELF that I’m a Goddess. I remind MYSELF that I’ve been doing this since a youth: with NOBODY. I would HATE that for others. I’m always around, it’s the least I can do. I love you and you got this.

Life is hard but so is death. Just a reminder that you are worthy, you deserve to be here, and I love you. We are all in control of OUR own ships. YOU have the right to set boundaries and not deal with people who don’t respect you. You CAN cut people off who don’t respect you or your boundaries. One thing I learned in life is people will USE you for their benefit. They will use you till you can’t be used no more then throw you in the trash. Don’t be that person. Worrying about others will kill YOUR dreams quicker than anything. I love you & you got this.

I’m just HELLA happy and feeling good again. I got this new outlook on life, and I want to share and use MY time wisely. I want to make others feel good and love themselves. Call me corny or lame, I don’t care. The people NEED this. I’m here for the PEOPLE. Like genuinely. I love you & you got this.

I feel like a lot of us have been indoctrinated but just because you were made to believe certain things. Doesn’t make them true. There is free will & everyone has a choice. You are nobody’s slave, remember that. You are worthy of respect, boundaries, and love. You are capable to start new cycles. I believe in you, I love you, and you got this.

That’s ALL I want. To be some sort of benefit to myself and others. I want to use my space, energy, & time in some kind of meaningful way. I don’t want to be just taking up space. I love you, you got this.