L.O.R.D: The good fight, in an ugly world.™️

DESPITE my people NOT riding for ME or MINE. I’ve ALWAYS rode for them. Especially, in the dark. Because I love the people, well the youth. I KNOW this system and how they play. I got the game from Montana. I really soaked it in and ate it up. I made sure that HATE they fed me became everything they would be scared of but not in a physical sense. More of an idea, they can’t comprehend or touch. See, I had to be better on SoOo many levels. Financial is the LOWEST level. That’s where Montana resides. Even below that. It’s the PRINCIPLE. It’s not being petty or not being able to let things go. It’s the fact that who you are in the dark is who you are. You CAN’T act as if you’re a good person when you’re not. MY PEOPLE get crucified for that but for european americans it’s a way of life. Make that make LOGICAL sense. Remember, you aren’t god and YOU don’t have the right to judge as so. See, I’m an associate of Creators. I was appointed certain jobs by them. I’m more than qualified to speak on what I speak on because I was shown by Creators for this reason. I’ve walked the path that they created for me, EVEN WHEN I DIDN’T WANT TO. I played MY ROLE and followed the rules & laws that they asked me to. I showed them TRUE loyalty and HUMANITY. I showed them some of us ARE different and respect Humanity. Some of us have a Code of Conduct….

You got to get that negative thought process away from you. Start distancing yourself from EVERYTHING negative. Start speaking LIFE into yourself. Go find positive things to be around and FILL yourself with. Even if that’s NOT your environment. Change IS possible, it just takes work. I love you and you got this. I’m rooting for you if nobody else is.

I decided to invite others in this healing journey. It wasn’t intentional. It just kind of happened like that. I was needing some kind of life line and it came in the form of social media. I just thought I can get my shit out there and it’s SoOo big. Nobody will notice. I started healing myself, children, bloodline. It’s overwhelming when you take big leaps of faith. Especially, when nobody is backing you up. I had ONE person backing myself & children up. at one point and time and I will FOREVA be grateful for her. She was the only one to be like, “you got this”. I needed that desperately because I felt the farthest from, “I got this”. So yeah, that’s some of the reason why so do what I do. Maybe it’ll spark a movement towards Humanity or maybe it will just help someone who desperately needs a reason to move forward and I’m okay with either of those. I’m also okay with just helping myself and children. Either way, I’m going to see this through. I love you & you got this.

I’m healing and sometimes I just need to get stuff out. The more I heal, the more I see how messed up this system TRULY is. Especially, when I’m in this healing space and truly healing myself and seeing things for what they really are. Living in the present. It breaks MY heart because we are really dealing with demons in human form. Keep your eyes open and your senses on point. It’s a spiritual war out here. Don’t be fooled by the devil. Fight it but the fight STARTS within you FIRST. YOU can’t fight demons if YOU don’t know YOURSELF. That’s why I’m here, to help this process. To make sure the Warriors that need to be woken up are. If you want to fight the good fight, you have to be stronger than EVERYONE. You have to be able to stand alone and stand against the world and your supposed “loved” ones. It’s not for the weak of hearts but your Soul will thank you. I love YOU and you got this.

Just a reminder that just believing isn’t enough. YOU don’t have to believe me. Just do YOUR OWN RESEARCH. One thing I DON’T play about is the Soul. I would NEVER intentionally guide someone down the wrong path. EVER. It’s NOT who I am. Something in me wants to feed people live & love. No matter how corny that may sound to the masses. Something in me, won’t let it go. I have to follow that and be curious. I’m here to help and bring light to the GOOD. It seems impossible but I’ll ride until I’ve done what I promised I would do. NOBODY else has to get it because I do and Creators get it. I gave my word and I’m going to stand behind that.

I was feeling good today. Wanted to speak about MY truths and healing journey. Maybe I can help others. That’s the goal for ME. It’s one of MY love languages. I want to see the best in people and for that to happen. I have to speak up about my journey and process. Even if I have to speak about unfavorable parts of my story. Trust me, the LAST thing I want to be doing is telling everyone my business. Especially, the dark parts. The parts MOST will not speak about. I’m going to speak about because I want to help on a molecular level. I want to help you find the version of yourself that is genuinely happy and comfortable, on and in ALL levels of life. If the foundation is solid, who knows where you can go and be. I believe in you BUT YOU got to believe in you. I love you.

Ey, let me be that light/glow. I’m a representative of Humanity. Let me do my job. I’m going to feed YOU with everything you’ll need for this journey. When it gets scary, remember that you can beat the dark. It’s just going to take some building. You got to figure out who YOU are so others can’t make you feel small. Be confident in yourself & if you’re not, YOU got to build that up. YOU have to BELIEVE it more than I do. Figure out what you’re good at, quietly. Then build. Remember to keep the words you speak to yourself & others positive. There spells you are telling yourself and invoking. Even if you believe those things are evil or not real. You’re STILL a part of it because it’s the system we live in. Be careful who you THINK you’re praying to. People like to lie to make sure others will go where they go when it’s all said & done. I may seem crazy but I’m not. I know what I’m talking about because I’ve lived it. Just be cautious and aware of what’s going on around you. Ask questions. If they don’t want to give the answer or you’re not satisfied with those answers. Go do some research. I LoVE YOU. Till the sun blows up & beyond.

Since it’s MLK day. I figured what a good day to speak about the state of THIS country. How racism is very much so alive & well. I know first hand of the damage it does and the lies it spews. I’ve been fighting it for some time now. As a one Woman army. So I would consider myself knowledgeable about the matter. It’s crazy how they will spew lies to you and most believe the lies. It’s probably because A LOT of people are indoctrinated to being treated like shit as if it’s normal. It isn’t. I got sick of hearing the lies, so I decided to debunk them. Unintentionally. I went and decided to get myself together BUT most importantly. I decided to get MY Soul together. Life changing. I decided to be the change I wanted to see. I made a plan and went through with it. Got a lot of field research. I’ve been healing for some time. I’m ready to start speaking more about it and sharing what I know. I want to remind everyone to ask questions, be kind, think, be able to comprehend the subject at hand, KNOW thyself, spread love & knowledge. I love you & that’s why I speak about what I speak about.

No, like for REAL-REAL. Do you know who you are without ALL the noise and can YOU stand on that when YOU need to? Or do you crumble under the pressure? These are serious questions. Why would they( WHOEVER is keeping YOU away from a better YOU) want to keep YOU away from self? I just care because I don’t want anyone to be unhappy. Happiness is something YOU have to manifest. I’m just here trying to help pull it out of you. I didn’t have anyone helping me and I legit thought I was losing my mind but I wasn’t. I was finding myself and what I wanted out of life. Others didn’t like that. But I didn’t care because I wanted this vision SoOo DEEPLY. Even when the world was clowning and trying to stop me. I didn’t let it and now that I look back. I’m glad I stood MY ground and played how I wanted. I keep my integrity and morals because that means everything to me. Even in the dark. I care about what will reflect in my children’s faces, I care about representing myself right, so I represent my loved ones with respect and eleGance. I don’t want to embarrass them but most importantly. I don’t want to bring shame to myself. I want to be able to walk with my head high knowing I stood for something GREATER than me. I may be alone on this journey but it’s worth it. I hope you can feel and say the same. I love you and I’m ALWAYS rooting for you. (I have another episode from years ago, titled the same thing. I was going to change it but I believe it’s good to do check in’s on the journey to self improvement).

I’m just giving a quick description of what I believe a woman is. How I believe we should conduct ourselves and why. It’s an unfair world and it’s up to us to make a difference. Sometimes we have to stop pointing the finger and do the work. I’m a representative of Humanity and I believe as Women and Men we have roles to play to make it better for the youth. I stand on this and will continue to.