L.O.R.D: The good fight, in an ugly world.™️

STOP believing these liars. A bunch of privileged individuals talking about hard work, 🤣. Not just privileged but soulless individuals talking about things they couldn’t know about. I know this because good people don’t try and tear others down. I just want to be the friendly reminder that you can’t get anywhere great with short cuts. Knowing someone isn’t going to get YOU into “heaven”. Just like getting baptized will NOT automatically get you into “heaven”. Just think realistically, put your feelings and emotions to the side. Live in the moment. I have NO REASON to lie, I want YOU to go the same place I’m going when it’s ALL said and done. But that won’t be possible if you don’t put in the work I’m putting in. So that makes us unequal BECAUSE I’ve been putting in work you haven’t put in because I STARTED MY journey prior to you even knowing you wanted this journey. See, how that works. I’m just trying to break it down for who needs to hear it and understand it. I love you and I want better for you.

I just don’t want people bullshitting you guy’s. I REALLY don’t. I felt the same way with my children, that’s why I feed them what I do. That’s why I changed my whole life around and myself. Something in me came to this weird realization of who I NEED to be and why I need to be this person. I’ve literally lost everything in this process but what I’ve gained back is better than ANYTHING I’ve “lost”. The clarity is priceless, painful but priceless. If YOU want to find TRUE “heaven”, it’s within you. You find that and YOU can spread heaven here on earth. Why do YOU think they want to distract and lie to you? I have no GOOD reason to lie to ANYONE. I don’t benefit from the lie, LoL. I live in the truth, why wouldn’t I spread that. The things I speak about, most won’t and don’t. It’s a foreign concept because they haven’t lived it and quite honestly probably don’t understand it. Or maybe they do get it and they don’t want you to get it. So they lie to you and misguide you. I LoVE YOU and when I say YOU, I’m SPEAKING of Humanity. I don’t need to know you to know if you fight the good fight. I LoVE YOU because we are fighting for the same cause. It’s bigger than me and you….

If you don’t believe me, look around. Do YOU really think that ALL these shitty people walking around in EVERY DAY life are getting to heaven? If you think that to be true. You guys are more delusional than I thought. This life is a TEST for the next. I wouldn’t expect a bunch of sinners to understand but that’s why I’m trying to explain it. SoOo when I’m called home, they KNOW I’m ABOUT MY BUSINESS. EVEN if the whole world going against ME. I STOOD on business. That’s what separates me from others. I’m NOT going to accept the bullshit, you can’t lie to me. Because you don’t even have to talk for me to get your energy. That’s a nonverbal thing. Most can’t relate to that. I will continue to be a representative of Humanity because that’s what’s needed. You guys can go in and do it is that you do. Then in the end we will see who was right. I LoVE YOU. Remember constructive criticism isn’t you being attacked. I’m not saying these things to hurt people, I’m saying them to HELP. I would hate for you guy’s to be bamboozled and in those last moments not get to where your trying to go. Heaven isn’t even an option if you’re a horrible human. Especially, if you hurt children. I DON’T make the rules, I just follow them….

I accidentally deleted the last bonus episode I had because my application was fuc*ing up. I’m a little unsure about sharing this. But then at the same time, it’s REAL as hell. It’s how I feel. I don’t feel like it’s MY job to save individuals who never bothered to save me. I can’t be the bigger person ALL the time. I’ve come to terms with that. I’m NOT going to feel bad because there is NO WAY that my words are more grotesque than their ACTIONS. How are people who have no consideration, compassion, empathy, so on and so forth, going to EXPECT that mercy or compassion from others and NEVER granted it to others? If anything, they’ve been horrible to people. It’s like because they went through horrible things they want the world to pay. EeeWww, that’s sooo uncivilized and inhumane. I’m not going to play into this kind of behavior. I have every right to speak about how other peoples actions and beliefs have had a NEGATIVE effect on me, and helped mold me. Even if it’s frowned upon I’m going to speak up for what’s right….

FUCK ‘EM. I’m TELLiNG YOU from a place of love & over-standing, YOU ARE WORTHY. YOU don’t have to tear down others to be somebody. Just because that’s what others have done to you. Doesn’t mean you have to CONTINUE THE CYCLE. That’s what they want. When I say THEY, I’m talking about ANYONE who wants to steal your happiness and Soul. Don’t listen to a bunch who shitty people wanting to lead YOU down the path of destruction. It doesn’t JUST affect you it affects anybody & anything you’ve ever loved. Maybe not in this life but it will eventually manifest into something negative. The energy will definitely come back for someone connected. YOU’RE BETTER THEN THEY LEAD YOU TO BELIEVE. YOU just got to put in the work. WHY WOULD ANYONE WANT TO FOOL YOU OUT OF YOUR GREATNESS?

Just a reminder that no matter how hard things get. YOU GOT THIS. SoOo, when I want or need to relate to others. I speak from my journey. To let others know that they’re NOT alone. I want them to know I over-stand the struggle & I get how hard it is. I want them to KNOW that fighting is the ONLY option when your life and well being is in the line. YOU deserve to be loved, and happy. NOBODY has the right to abuse you or your feelings. KNOW that I think highly of you and YOU should think the same of yourself. But if you were NEVER taught, how could you know? That’s why I’m here, to show you and remind you of who YOU are….

I don’t have to know you to want to cheer YOU on. If WE on the SAME team, then I want YOU to WIN. I’m NOT going to feed you delusion but I will guide you on who you are in the dark is who you are. Actions have consequences and if YOU don’t have anybody on your team who will call you out when needed? YOUR team DON’T really fuck with you if they can’t express themselves on how you conduct yourself. Metal sharpens metal. My kids are ALWAYS checking me on how I act or my actions. Yeah, they’re my children but that doesn’t take away the fact that they have some good advice because they see me from a point of view I don’t see myself. I NEVER ask others to do something I haven’t done. A leader doesn’t throw their crew under a bus to self preserve. Because a leader has a role and that’s to protect their crew at all costs. If I have other people’s lives in my hands, I’m going to make sure they get to where they’re going with minimal harm. A leader doesn’t sacrifice others to be a leader.

Just in case you needed a reminder that you ARE loved, you’re worthy, you’re doing great things, you’re appreciated and needed. I don’t care what people have to say about you. If change is what you want, change is what you can have. When we’re called home, ALL we’re leaving behind is who we were, how we made people feel, what energy did we put out into the world, what change did we cause,and will we be remembered for positivity and love. It’s hard out here, it is. But it’s harder to have to live this life when YOU don’t even like yourself. Fuck everyone else, do YOU like yourself and go from there.

I HATE sounding like a broken record or ALWAYS repeating MYSELF. But I’m even MORE tired of shitty people. It’s NOT that hard to be a good person and if you don’t want to be good. That’s fine, but expect to get called out for EXACTLY who you are. In the most polite way as possible. GOOD people DON’T walk around causing havoc to people’s lives. GOOD people DON’T go out of their way to destroy people. I’m SPEAKING as a GOOD person. I want to have fun and be free BUT there’s work to be done. So get to it. YES, I’m talking to YOU. We ALL have stuff to work on. MONEY will NOT buy your way out of this mission.

Just a friendly reminder that your body doesn’t have to be used for sex and superficial things. That’s a sad way to live life. It’s okay to want to cover up and have some class. EVERYONE doesn’t have to see your body for you to get attention. As adults, we can do what we want but there is A LOT of youth watching the adults to understand how they’re supposed to act. Let’s stop focusing on looks and start focusing on what’s going on internally. Focusing on the internal work will TRANSFORM OUR COMMUNITIES. It STARTS with YOU.