If you survived the holidays but feel like you’re falling apart now… you’re not alone — and you’re not doing grief wrong.

January can feel heavier than December for grieving moms. The noise fades, support disappears, and grief finally has room to surface. In this episode, I’m talking honestly about why the emotional crash after the holidays is so common after child loss — and why it doesn’t mean you’re going backward.

In this episode, we talk about:
• Why January grief often feels worse than December
• The emotional crash that comes after survival mode ends
• Why support fades after the holidays — and how that impacts grief
• Why January grief is not regression, but processing
• A gentle faith reframe for this quiet, heavy season
• What actually helps in January (without toxic positivity)

I’m also sharing an important update:

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⁠💛 ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Want the first sneak peak at Becky's Book "Joy Does Return"? Read the first chapter before it releases on January 20th! 

If you're a mom who’s ending the year with a cracked heart,a lump in your throat, and a quiet prayer that sounds like, “God… just help me get through this,” this episode is for you.

In today’s New Year’s Eve message, I’m sharing:

• Why New Year’s is so hard after child loss
• How to stop feeling like you’re “moving on” without your baby
• The science of microchimerism — proof you STILL carry your child in your DNA
• My end-of-year updates:
– Joy Does Return is releasing on January 20th, 2026
– Loud About Loss is now a YouTube channel: CLICK HERE TO SUBSCRIBE!
– New weekly episodes every Wednesday
– I’m speaking at the Called Conference (come meet me!): REGISTER HERE!
• A gentle reframe for walking into a new year
• And a prayer to help your heart feel held tonight

This episode is tender, honest, a little funny, and full ofthe hope you didn’t know you needed.

You’re not stepping into a new year alone, friend.
You’re carrying your child — always.

💛 Let’s stay connected. If this episode spoke to you, please follow the show and leave a review—it helps other grieving moms find us. And don’t forget to join the community newsletter at ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠loudaboutloss.com ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠for weekly encouragement, and updates on Becky's book. 

⁠💛 ⁠⁠⁠⁠Want the first sneak peak at Becky's Book "Joy Does Return"? Read the first chapter before it releases on January 20th! 

If you’re about to walk into a family gathering this Christmas and you’re barely holding it together… this episode is for you.

Today, I’m sharing:
• The Christmas I walked in the door and someone asked if I was pregnant (right after losing Gracie)
• Why holidays hurt so deeply after child loss
• 3 tangible things you can do to protect your heart around family
• What to say when someone asks something insensitive
• How to honor your child when no one else does
• A Bible story that speaks directly into grieving during celebrations

You are not ruining Christmas.
You are grieving and grieving is love.

💛 Watch this episode on YouTube here: https://youtu.be/cfNwbsEaXi0

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⁠💛 ⁠⁠⁠Want the first sneak peak at Becky's Book "Joy Does Return"? Read the first chapter before it releases here! 

When I sat down to write my book "Joy Does Return", I didn’t know it would change everything.
Writing became the place where I met God again.
Where grief poured out and grace poured in.

In today’s episode, I’m sharing how writing my book became my path to healing. This isn’t about moving on it’s about moving with your child’s memory, your faith, and the God who’s still writing your story, too.

If you’ve ever wondered where to begin healing after child loss, or how to use your story to connect with God again, this episode will meet you right where you are.

💛 Let’s stay connected. If this episode spoke to you, please follow the show and leave a review—it helps other grieving moms find us. And don’t forget to join the community newsletter at ⁠⁠⁠⁠loudaboutloss.com ⁠⁠⁠⁠for weekly encouragement, and updates on Becky's book. 

⁠💛 ⁠⁠Want the first sneak peak at Becky's Book "Joy Does Return"? Read the first chapter before it releases here! 

If you’ve ever felt your faith shake after losing a child—this episode is for you. I’m sharing the honest truth about my own doubts after Gracie died and what helped me find my way back to believing that God is still good. Together, we’ll talk about what Scripture really says about questioning God, how He meets us in the pain, and why your doubt doesn’t disqualify your faith.

💛 Let’s stay connected. If this episode spoke to you, please follow the show and leave a review—it helps other grieving moms find us. And don’t forget to join the community newsletter at ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠loudaboutloss.com ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠for weekly encouragement, and updates on Becky's book. 

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A listener recently wrote to me and said,
“I wish I could say that each loss made my faith stronger, but this one has left me with doubts I’ve never faced before. What helps you believe?”

This episode is the first part of my answer to that question. Part 2 is coming.

Because after my daughter Gracie died, I didn’t come out with unshakable faith. I came out angry, heartbroken, and asking, “Where were You, God?”
But over time, I started to see that faith isn’t about certainty—it’s about holding on when you don’t understand.

If you’re struggling to believe God is still good, or even still there, this conversation is for you. You’re not alone, and you’re not failing at faith.

If you have a topic or question you'd like answered on the podcast, send me a message on instagram! @imbeckyhunt

💛 Let’s stay connected. If this episode spoke to you, please follow the show and leave a review—it helps other grieving moms find us. And don’t forget to join the community newsletter at ⁠⁠⁠⁠loudaboutloss.com ⁠⁠⁠⁠for weekly encouragement, and updates on Becky's book. 

⁠💛 ⁠⁠Want the first sneak peak at Becky's Book "Joy Does Return"? Read the first chapter before it releases here! 

If your baby isn’t here, are you still a mom? I’ve wrestled with that question more times than I can count. The answer is yes—always yes. But living that truth out loud in a world that doesn’t understand grief can feel complicated and lonely.

In this episode, I’m sharing what it’s looked like for me to reclaim my motherhood after loss and find peace in the truth that my role as “Mom” didn’t end when my daughter died. Together, we’ll talk about:

✨ Creating a realistic rhythm for your days when everything feels impossible
✨ Shifting the focus back to yourself (and why that’s not selfish)
✨ How God still calls you a “Mom” even when the world forgets to

Your motherhood is forever. It’s holy. And it’s seen by the One who gave it to you.

💛 Let’s stay connected. If this episode spoke to you, please follow the show and leave a review—it helps other grieving moms find us. And don’t forget to join the community newsletter at ⁠⁠⁠loudaboutloss.com ⁠⁠⁠for weekly encouragement, and updates on Becky's book. 

⁠💛 ⁠Want the first sneak peak at Becky's Book "Joy Does Return"? Read the first chapter before it releases here! 

After losing my daughter, one of the questions I couldn’t stop asking myself was: “What if I never go back to the person I was before?”

Maybe you’ve thought that too. I used to think if I just worked harder, smiled bigger, or hustled more, I could somehow claw my way back to “before.” But here’s the truth: we don’t go back. We go forward. And forward can actually be good—because forward is where God is.

In this episode, I’m sharing the messy, honest truth about chasing your “old life” and why God isn’t calling you back—He’s calling you forward. I’ll walk you through some practical things that helped me, like journaling with God, letting go of the “before me,” and trying small new things that remind me I’m still being made new.

If you’ve ever felt stuck in the ache of missing who you were, I hope this conversation helps you take a deep breath and remember: your identity isn’t in your grief, it’s in Christ. And the new life He’s creating in you is worth stepping into.

💛 Let’s stay connected. If this episode spoke to you, please follow the show and leave a review—it helps other grieving moms find us. And don’t forget to join the community newsletter at ⁠⁠loudaboutloss.com ⁠⁠for weekly encouragement, and updates on Becky's book. 

⁠💛 Want the first sneak peak at Becky's Book "Joy Does Return"? Read the first chapter before it releases here! 

Have you ever walked into a room and felt like you didn’t belong? After child loss, that “out of place” ache shows up everywhere—at church, at work, even in conversations with friends who once felt safe. It’s like the world kept moving, but you’re stuck wondering where you fit now that your baby isn’t here.

In this episode of Loud About Loss, Becky gets real about what it means to live in that uncomfortable middle space. She shares her own story of walking back into church after losing her daughter Gracie, and how God reminded her she still belonged—not because she had it all together, but because she was His.

💛 What you’ll hear in this episode:

✅Why grief makes bereaved mothers feel like outsiders

✅What the Bible says about belonging when you feel out of place

✅Practical ways to find connection and community in the messy middle

✅Why your child’s love still shines through you, even in spaces that feel heavy

This episode is for every grieving mom who has ever tugged at her shirt in a room full of moms and thought, I don’t belong here. Friend, you do belong—to God, to your child’s legacy, and to this community that refuses to whisper about grief.

💛 Let’s stay connected. If this episode spoke to you, please follow the show and leave a review—it helps other grieving moms find us. And don’t forget to join the community newsletter at ⁠loudaboutloss.com ⁠for weekly encouragement, and updates on Becky's book.

💛 Want the first sneak peak at Becky's Book "Joy Does Return"? Read the first chapter before it releases here!

What do you do when the very thing you wish wasn’t your story—becomes the one thing God keeps calling you to share?

In this episode of Loud About Loss, I’m talking about the part of my life I’ve wrestled with the most: grief being the centerpiece of my story. After losing my daughter Gracie, my podcast, my YouTube, and so much of what I create revolves around grief and child loss. And honestly? Sometimes I hate that. It’s heavy. People avoid it. And it makes me feel small, unseen, and unheard.

But here’s the truth—God doesn’t waste our pain. He weaves it into purpose. My story isn’t just about grief; it’s also about finding new joy after loss, reclaiming my identity in Christ, and choosing to live out loud instead of hiding.

🎙 In this episode, you’ll hear:

• Why talking about grief still matters (even when people avoid it)

  
  

• How silence can actually deepen depression and isolation

  
  

• Where God shows up in the calling you didn’t want

  
  

• The reminder that your story is bigger than your pain—it’s about joy too

  
  

If you’ve ever felt frustrated that grief is such a big part of your story, I get it. This conversation is your permission to wrestle with it and to trust that God is still writing more for you.

💛💛 Let’s stay connected. If this episode spoke to you, please follow the show and leave a review—it helps other grieving moms find us. And don’t forget to join the community newsletter at ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠loudaboutloss.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ for weekly encouragement, updates on Becky's book, and a free gift from Becky. 💛

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