Love, Loss & Hallucinations with Scott Schumaker

Love, Loss & Hallucinations with Scott Schumaker

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Love, Loss & Hallucinations with Scott Schumaker episodes

  • Ep8 - Marisa Radha Weppner: On Healing with Psychedelics, Self-Compassion, Shadow Work & Ram Dass

    In this transformative episode, Marisa Radha Weppner, a somatic and psychedelic therapist and a yoga and meditation instructor, and I explore the emerging role of psychedelics and ketamine therapy in the realm of healing. We look at how these modalities are offering new hope for those seeking healing and personal growth.

    We also dive into the intriguing world of shadow work and talk about how confronting and integrating our hidden selves can lead to greater self-awareness, emotional healing, and lead to a more authentic and fulfilling life.

    Together, we delve into the healing power of self-compassion, discussing how embracing self-love can lead to profound personal development and a more satisfying life.

    Last but certainly not least, Radha and I also delve into the influence of Ram Dass and his timeless spiritual teachings. Through Radha’s captivating stories and insightful discussion, we uncover the essence of some of his teachings and their impact on modern spirituality.

    (This plant medicine content herein is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.)

     

    Marisa's Links:

    Patreon | Website | Instagram | Podcast

    Ram Dass' Timothy Leary story on the Here and Now podcast

     

    Scott's Links: Instagram, Tiktok, FaceBook, website

     

    MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” 

     

    Chapters:

    00:00 The Power of Self-Love and Hope

    01:06 Marissa Rada Wepner: A Multifaceted Journey
    01:57 The Story Behind the Name Rada
    05:58 Ram Dass: Bridging East and West
    11:57 Embracing Vulnerability in Relationships
    18:01 Navigating Independence and Interdependence
    19:59 The Importance of Shadow Work
    28:02 Integrating Modalities for Healing
    32:23 Transformative Power of Yoga
    41:26 Exploring Ketamine Therapy
    50:06 Psychedelics: A Journey Beyond
    56:25 Integration and Healing Through Experience

    1 hr 3 min
  • Ep7 - Andrew Munz: The Healing Power of Art from Navigating Identity to Family Tragedy

    In this engaging conversation, Andrew Munz, founder and director of Tumbleweed Creative Arts in Jackson, WY, shares how art has helped him heal from an intense family tragedy. The discussion digs into the impacts of personal tragedy and the complexities of navigating relationships afterwards with honesty and vulnerability. We also talk about if beauty can be found in death and tragedy, the double-edged sword of the American dream, and the legacy of love that can persist after loss. 

    In addition, by sharing his journey as a writer, comedian, and actor, Andrew and I explore the intersections of art, identity, and community via his experiences in Wyoming and Iceland. We look at how art serves as a powerful tool for education and personal growth and talk about the symbolism of tumbleweeds, where there is more than meets the eye. Andrew emphasizes the importance of authenticity in art and the role artists have in advocating for their communities.  Finally, we discuss the future of Tumbleweed Creative Arts, emphasizing the importance of community, collaboration, and expanding voices within the arts for the state of Wyoming.

    (This plant medicine content herein is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.)

     

    ANDREW'S LINKS:

    Tumbleweed Creative Arts | Tumbleweed on IG | Andrew Munz on IG

     

    SCOTT'S LINKS: Instagram, Tiktok, FaceBook, website

     

    MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” 

     

    CHAPTERS

    00:00 Intro
    02:00 Hallucinations and the Creative Process
    07:11 Discovering Iceland: A Personal Connection
    11:51 The Impact of COVID-19 on Identity and Community
    15:46 Exploring Plant Medicine and Self-Discovery
    20:06 Tumbleweed Creative Arts: A Space for Voices
    30:52 Navigating Loss and Its Influence on Art
    32:03 Navigating Tragedy: A Personal Journey
    40:03 Finding Healing Through Art
    49:45 Community and Connection in Grief
    55:31 The Future of Tumbleweed Creative Arts

    1 hr 1 min
  • Ep6 - East Forest: Making Life About Love & the Healing Potential of Music, Nature and Psychedelics

    In this deep and captivating episode, I talk with the renowned and groundbreaking artist, East Forest. Together, we explore the profound connections between music, nature, and the human experience, as well as the transformative world of psychedelics, and how all these areas can foster personal growth and deepen our understanding of love. We get into why he decided to take on the mammoth task of creating his new documentary, Music for Mushrooms. East Forest also shares intimate stories from his own enchanting musical journey as we delve into how melodies mirror the rhythms of the natural world and how these elements together shape our emotions and perceptions. This is an enlightening episode that is sure to resonate with your soul. Tune in. 

    (This plant medicine content herein is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.)

     

    EAST FOREST’s links:

    Music for Mushrooms Documentary | Website |
    Instagram | Ten Laws Podcast | Patreon 


    Voodoo - D'Angelo 
    The Miseducation of Lauryn Hill - 

    Koln - Keith Jarrett

     

    Fall 2026 Tour Dates

    09.12 Santa Monica, CA 
    09.14 Ventura, CA 
    11.06 Woodstock, NY 
    11.07 Washington D.C.
    11.08 Springfield, MA
    11.09 Brooklyn, NY
    11.10 Boston, MA
    11.12 Columbus, OH
    11.14 Minneapolis, MN
    11.15 Madison, WI

    CHAPTERS

    00:00 Introduction
    02:56 Exploring Love and Its Many Facets
    05:48 The Journey of Psychedelics and Self-Discovery
    09:02 Finding Love in Everyday Life
    11:58 Navigating the Balance of Love and Suffering
    15:02 The Role of Masculinity in Love
    17:55 The Impact of Psychedelics on Personal Growth
    20:47 Cultural Challenges in Expressing Love
    24:12 The Future of Humanity and Technology
    27:01 Creating Music for Healing and Connection
    31:37 The Emotional Aftermath of Creative Projects
    34:27 Navigating Technology and Self-Promotion
    37:35 Letting Go of Goals and Embracing the Present
    41:37 The Role of Music in Connection and Healing
    44:15 The Importance of Inspiration in Art
    48:53 Challenging Perceptions of Plant Medicine
    51:27 Music as a Universal Connector
    56:58 Facing Future Challenges with Resilience

     

    SCOTT'S LINKS: Instagram, Tiktok, FaceBook, website

     

    MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” 

     

    1 hr 2 min
  • Ep5 - Julie Mahoney Thomas, MA, LPC: Navigating Loss and Grief, Personal Stories and Universal Lessons

    In this compelling episode, we delve into the difficulties of navigating grief, exploring both personal stories and universal themes. Join host Scott as he sits down with Julie Mahoney Thomas, a therapist with over 25 years in hospice care and grief counseling. Julie shares her personal journey through loss and how it shaped her professional path. Together, they discuss the distinctions between grief and depression, the role of rituals in healing, and the transformative potential of psychedelics. This episode offers a heartfelt exploration of how grief touches all of us while providing insights and support for those on their own healing journey.

    Join us for an episode that promises to resonate with anyone who has experienced loss in any of its many incarnations, seeks to understand its healing potential, or is looking for wisdom on how to support grieving loved ones in the best way possible.

    (This plant medicine content herein is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.)

     

    JULIE'S LINKS:

    The Gentle Way Healing 

     

    SCOTT'S LINKS

    Website | Instagram | Tiktok | Facebook    

     

    MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” - https://ffm.to/surefirepiano

     

    CHAPTERS

    00:00 Introduction

    03:09 Personal Journey into Grief
    05:54 Understanding Grief vs. Depression
    09:11 The Complexity of Grief
    12:08 Cultural Perspectives on Grief
    14:58 Healing Through Grief
    17:58 Guidelines for Navigating Grief
    20:56 The Role of Ritual in Grief
    23:50 Psychedelics and Grief Therapy
    33:12 The Healing Power of Psilocybin
    36:00 End of Life Experiences and Acceptance
    42:05 The Process of Healing and Integration
    44:44 Understanding Grief and Loss
    48:20 Psychedelics and the Grieving Process
    55:45 Supporting Others in Grief
    01:02:06 Embracing Grief and Life's Impermanence

     

    1 hr 7 min
  • EP4 - Eli Marienthal: Rites of Passage Transform Teenage Lives

    In this episode, Eli Marienthal, co-founder of Back to Earth, a premier youth wilderness immersion and rites of passage organization, discusses the transformative power of nature and rites of passage for youth, particularly teenage boys. But, regardless of your age, this is an inspiring approach to connecting with oneself and those around you on a deeper level. ​Eli emphasizes the importance of connecting with wilderness, the heart, and community to foster personal growth and emotional healing. ​​Through shared experiences and ceremonies, participants are encouraged to explore their unique purpose and cultivate a deeper understanding of themselves and their place in the world​.

    Eli and I also explore the challenges and transformations faced by today's youth, particularly in the context of wilderness therapy. We discuss generational disconnection, the importance of empathy and love in guiding young people, the need for understanding and support from adults as youth navigate their identities and relationships, and the profound lessons learned through shared experiences in nature. If you have or know someone with a challenging teen then this episode is not to be missed.

    (This plant medicine content herein is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.)

     

    ELI'S LINKS:

    Back to Earth | Instagram

     

    SCOTT'S LINKS

    Website | Instagram | Tiktok | Facebook    

     

    MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” - https://ffm.to/surefirepiano

     

    CHAPTERS

    00:00 Introduction

    02:58 Understanding Rites of Passage

    06:06 The Importance of Nature in Development

    09:08 Connecting with the Heart

    11:55 Creating a Safe Space for Expression

    15:03 The Threshold Moment: Solo Ceremony

    18:00 The Power of Dreams and Personal Growth

    20:55 The Journey of Self-Discovery

    23:59 Reflections on Love and Service

    35:28 Generational Disconnection and Understanding

    39:10 The Role of Love and Compassion in Teaching

    43:04 Rite of Passage and Personal Growth

    48:43 Building Connections in Wilderness Programs

    52:22 Loss and Transformation in Nature

    56:42 Navigating Change and Family Dynamics

    01:01:02 Exploring Consciousness and Adolescent Challenges

     

    1 hr 9 min
  • Ep3 - Erika Wright: Embracing Vulnerability and Escaping Codependency to Live an Authentic Life

    In this transformative episode, we delve into the journey of embracing vulnerability and escaping the chains of codependency. My guest, co-dependency counselor and ceremony guide, Erika Wright, shares her journey from codependency to embracing vulnerability, highlighting the importance of being true to oneself. She also discusses her profound experiences with plant medicine and ceremony, revealing how these practices have guided her towards living an authentic life. Discover how  vulnerability and emotional honesty can lead to deeper connections and a more fulfilling life, and the role of plant medicine in fostering genuine self-discovery.

    (This plant medicine content herein is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.)

    ERIKA'S LINKS:

    Website | Instagram | Healing Codependency Podcast | Made of Stars 

     

    SCOTT'S LINKS

    Website | Instagram | Tiktok | Facebook    

     

    MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” - https://ffm.to/surefirepiano

     

    00:00 Introduction

    01:05 Understanding Codependency
    02:53 Cultural Influences on Relationships
    08:06 Navigating Modern Relationships
    12:13 Intimacy and Authenticity
    14:19 The Curse of the Rom-Com
    16:55 Defining Moments in Codependency Counseling
    22:40 Lessons from San Pedro Medicine
    25:34 Love as a Portal of Liberation
    28:48 Asking for Help and Softening
    32:30 The Journey of Love and Learning
    34:31 Navigating Parenthood with Love
    36:58 The Challenge of Accepting Love
    38:38 Instilling Values in the Next Generation
    40:59 Confronting Racism and Truth
    44:08 Acceptance vs. Boundaries
    46:00 The Role of Loss in Love
    51:58 The Interconnection of Love and Loss
    58:58 The Power of Choice in Love

     

    1 hr 2 min
  • Ep2 - Max Rainer of Wilderado on the Melodies of Life: Music, Self-Discovery, Love and Loss

    In this heartfelt and insightful episode, we delve into the profound intersection of love and loss, music and parenting, and the challenges of practicing selflessness and being present. Join us as Max Rainer, the lead singer of Wilderado, opens up about his journey of music, self-discovery and the challenges of prioritizing others while nurturing his own development. Through engaging dialogue, Max shares how his experiences in a band and family life have shaped his understanding of selflessness, revealing the lessons learned along the way. You won’t want to miss this thought-provoking discussion on how to grow as an individual while remaining connected to those we love. 

    Max's Links:

    Instagram | Surefire (piano) | Wilderado's Instagram 
    Wilderado links

    00:00 Introduction

    05:38 Musical Moments of Transcendence
    11:54 The Connection Between Music and Presence
    15:03 Music as a Teacher of Love
    23:51 Exploring Loss Through Music
    26:13 The Cost of Being a Musician
    29:06 The Journey of Parenting and Letting Go
    30:38 Embracing the Present: Life's Transitions
    31:15 Sharing Powerful Moments with Family
    34:12 Lessons Learned from Love
    37:22 The Bonds of Brotherhood in Music
    40:39 The Importance of Shared Experiences
    44:52 Navigating Loss and Its Impact
    55:35 Hallucinations of a Musician's Journey

    Scott's Links: Instagram, Tiktok, FaceBook, website

    1 hr 3 min
  • Ep1 - Tiffanie DeBartolo: Navigating Love and Loss While Begging the Universe for Wisdom

    In the inaugural episode of LOVE, LOSS & HALLUCINATIONS, host Scott Schumaker talks with award-winning novelist and indie record label owner Tiffanie DeBartolo, who also happens to be his wife, about the multifaceted nature of love, loss, and the experiences that shape our understanding of these concepts. They discuss the evolution of their perspectives on love, the balance between devotion and personal freedom, and the spiritual dimensions of their relationship. The conversation also delves into the challenges of navigating relationships, the impact and lessons of grief, loss and heartbreak, and the ongoing commitment required in relationships. Scott & Tiffanie also dive into the transformative experiences of plant medicine. They discuss the profound impact of psychedelics on personal growth and the misconceptions surrounding their use. The dialogue emphasizes the importance of intentionality in healing practices and the necessity of integrating experiences into daily life.

    (This plant medicine content herein is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.)

     

    TIFFANIE'S LINKS:

    Instagram | website | Bright Antenna Records |
    Dream for an Insomniac | Bookshop | Amazon 

     

    SCOTT'S LINKS

    Website | Instagram | Tiktok | Facebook    

     

    MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” - https://ffm.to/surefirepiano

     

    CHAPTERS

    00:00 Introduction 

    02:56 Exploring the Nature of Love
    05:53 The Evolution of Love Perspectives
    09:08 Defining Love: Reverence and Devotion
    11:58 The Balance of Freedom and Devotion in Love
    15:12 The Spiritual Dimension of Love
    17:54 Navigating Relationship Challenges
    21:03 Understanding Loss and Grief
    24:06 Lessons from Heartbreak and Death
    32:10 Exploring Love and Loss Through Plant Medicine
    39:40 The Healing Power of Psychedelics
    46:20 Misconceptions About Plant Medicine
    51:01 Navigating the Journey of Self-Discovery
    56:31 The Commitment of Love and Relationships

     

    1 hr 1 min
  • Introducing the Love, Loss & Hallucinations Podcast with Scott Schumaker

    What is the Love, Loss & Hallucinations podcast all about? Host Scott Schumaker hopes to create a community for those who have experienced profound moments in life, exploring various types of love, what can be learned from loss, and the insights gained from hallucinations. These deep conversations will feature diverse guests sharing their wisdom and experiences, tragedies and triumphs. Check out the trailer to learn more!

    Find Scott on Instagram, Tiktok, FaceBook and his website.

    3 min

About Love, Loss & Hallucinations with Scott Schumaker

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Welcome to Love, Loss and Hallucinations with Scott Schumaker — a podcast where we start with those three themes and see where the conversation takes us. This podcast is about the beauty and pain of…