The Neurodivergent Creative Podcast

Managing Scrupulosity: OCD Is Not Just Washing Your Hands | #153


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This is a real one from Caitlin–not that all the episodes that came before weren’t “real,” but after realizing they have OCD, Caitlin is on a journey of self-discovery and breaking the fourth wall of their brain in previously unknown and unimagined ways. This episode is very raw and real and has a lot of crying. 


💬 “I thought that OCD was for germs. And OCD was for straight lines. This is straight lines. This is the straight lines of my behavior.” - Caitlin Liz Fisher


When their blog post The Gaslighting of the Millennial Generation went viral in 2016, Caitlin started building a matrix of rules that would keep them safe in this new, visible space. It affected the way they wrote their book. It has affected the way they’ve run their business. And it’s finally out in the open.


Let’s talk about OCD:

  • Scrupulosity OCD is a subtype of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder with extreme obsession about sinful or immoral thoughts and actions.

  • Having standards and ethics is, of course, a good thing… but it can become disordered when you start Never Doing Anything that isn’t clearly defined as a “good” thing. 

  • OCD isn’t always about hand washing and germs–in the case of Scrupulosity, the obsessions and compulsions stem from the idea of one’s spiritual Goodness. 


  • Links and resources mentioned in this episode:

    Read what Caitlin’s been writing on their blog: 

    • My OCD Journey Begins

    • How I Scaled Myself Broke

    • Seam Rippers

    • I Live In a Simulation


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