Today is the 5th day of Lent. 
 
The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with your spirit. 

Take a moment and quiet yourself. Take a deep breath. Welcome God’s presence. And say, “Come Holy Spirit.”  
 
Today’s reading is from Psalm 32.

 
Blessed is the one
whose transgressions are forgiven,
whose sins are covered.
Blessed is the one
whose sin the Lord does not count against them
and in whose spirit is no deceit.
When I kept silent,
my bones wasted away
through my groaning all day long.
For day and night
your hand was heavy on me;
my strength was sapped
as in the heat of summer.
Then I acknowledged my sin to you
and did not cover up my iniquity.
I said, “I will confess
my transgressions to the Lord.”
And you forgave
the guilt of my sin.
Therefore let all the faithful pray to you
while you may be found;
surely the rising of the mighty waters
will not reach them.
You are my hiding place;
you will protect me from trouble
and surround me with songs of deliverance.
 

This Psalm shows two ways of dealing with our sinfulness. We can keep silent… Or, we can ‘acknowledge our sin to God’. Which of those is more natural to you? Do you have a regular time and safe space for confession? Or, do you tend to hold those things in, keeping them private, or even secret?
 
As you listen to the psalm again, pay attention to the weightiness in the first few verses… describing what happens when we ‘keep silent’… and to the change in tone when the psalmist describes what happens after he acknowledges His sins, and stops covering up…

We often think that by covering up, by hiding, we will feel safest. But that’s not true. When we speak out what is real… even the difficult things… we find ourselves experiencing more intimacy with God. Christians throughout the centuries have found incredible freedom in practicing confession with others. James tells us to “confess our sins to each other and pray for each other that you may be healed.” Today, you may want to ask for courage to practice confession, not just to God, but through a trusted friend, or pastor, or priest.
 
Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me. Cast me not away from your presence, and take not your holy Spirit from me. Give me the joy of your saving help again and sustain me with your bountiful Spirit. In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. Amen.

Music: Pour it Out - Vineyard Worship - (YouTube)