Maria.Loving.World

By MariArts Books

Maria.Loving.World episodes

May 05, 2022 War is an abyss
Burning in the eyes, blocking up the sun,
among the echoes of the screams of yesterday's children,
We are strangers
in a crowd of people with guns,
like armless lambs in the eyes of bloodthirsty beasts and their grasping fingers.
A hindrance...
Let it be just a nightmare,
Let it be just a nightmare,
Only a mist...
Covering each other
at the corners of our homes,
in the cold cellars and empty stops,
We're reading, we're whispering prayers,
forgetting about the sharp nails
in our own hands...
There's no one who understands
Until they go through hell themselves...
It's tense...
Our future has become a fog -
a white door that we cannot enter...
But there's no hatred anymore,
No hatred!
We poured love into jars,
splashing the last drop
from the bottom to the ruins of the path...
Undressing each other,
Reflecting the scars,
We live, we leave, we pass...
Away like stars
in the abyss of the black pupils...
2 min
May 05, 2022 No
Listen, no, you have nothing to do with me
I'm not good, nor sensible,
nor cooking lunch or dinner -
I am a reckless dreamer...
A random traveller,
who's going from one 'nowhere'
to another...
I am a loving woman,
I am a beloved mother...
I am a womb,
I am a heart,
I'm here to call you
To restart...
To start from scratch,
To start from love
To read the sacred signs coming from above
I'm on the rooftops catching shooting stars...
I'm satellite flying to Mars
I will repay you with my novels, rhymes and poems,
just don't ruin your life -
Strive to restrain, or please, resign.
2 min
May 05, 2022 You're brave
You're brave. You can do anything -
You pass and overcome, you reach the top
You find and give, you share,
forgive and bring
Your mind to understand,
Your soul to comprehend...
You're brave, even though
you're afraid to wait,
Rushing from entrances to exits
Being so painfully tormented -
You run, you stand -
It comes the worst -
You are confused
in empty corridors
You burst into te-ars...
But...
You can do anything,
Obtaining freedom in your art
You always listen to your heart
That's why your courage is so obvious...
1 min
May 05, 2022 A bow and arrows
I need a wooden bow and arrows...
I would protect you bravely,
never hiding in the narrows...
A pair of thin-soled sandals
and ripped jeans
A leather belt -
To show what my rebellion means...
I need a voice...
quiet and precise -
I'd sing you tender lullabies...
At night you'll know the taste of my delight,
You'll see the naked moon without shadows
You'll savour it till afternoon without any measures, but with much pleasure
and much pride.
I need a hunger...
teasing and so soft -
satin and velvets, summer wine with petals...So oft
I've recreated the mosaic of my world
I've read the hidden ornaments of life
In passionate and accurate sincere rhyme...
The rhyme of my love...
I need a town -
Calm, dark, ancient, with the brown roofs
I need a house that you choose,
A piano and sheet music, and a door
to leave my fears behind...
Make tea and whisper in an undertone...
Be mine, be yours, be mine...
Your snow-white shirts, my dressing gown
I need a wooden bow and arrows... Tenacious thoughts and a strong body
Feminine? Boyish? Maybe none?
I need a lot with You,
Nobody else, but You...
2 min
April 22, 2022 Treasures of the Earth
We used to run and always barefoot
We ate everything what we ever could -
up to the mood
Lilac with rare five petals
Somewhere in our neighborhood
Acacia with its dubious sweetness...
Some peas and surely with the green pods,
Green apricots and apples,
Gooseberries and cherries
Along with cherries we ate cherry pits...
And even resin, just some bits ;)
In summer rains we jumped
over the puddles...
In winter frosts we used to crunch some icy snow
We wanted everything, that doubled
Our happiness, that only used to grow...
We were nursed by the Earth and protected
She played with us and spoiled like a kind grandma
And treated us with love from early morning
Until the velvet darkest night...
We washed our braids with the rainwater,
The wounds were treated with plantain...
How I want to go back to that life or a sort of
What the happiness is - I can explain!..
Where the Earth opened Her palms to us,
Filled with wonderful gifts and treasures
And treated generously and lovingly
With dusty, but clean fruits without measure.
We didn't use to clean
We didn't use to wash anything,
We simply used to eat and go...
Well, when was it? Long time ago
When all the trees were very tall...
2 min
April 20, 2022 Hello, my Ocean
Hello, my Ocean,
Echoes of my steps
How many years
Have I been waiting for a meeting?!..
My heart's been beating with the waves
Being embraced so warmly by sunrises,
Caressing dreams, and feelings, conversations...
My memory still stores all observations
with tender young and everlasting passion...
Both - inner peace and inner storms, compassion...
In the backwaters of emotions
The lighthouse...
Looking for someone...
While in the farest turquoise Ocean
An abandoned and lonely boat
Hopelessly seeking for a harbor...
Where is the quiet land of God?
Sometimes it seems,
it's never been much harder...
That heavy earthly load...
Behind the broken rocks
Quietly the surf roars
Whispering, and even whistling windy songs
While unreliable my steering wheel
Is leading me to You...
Somewhere the distance...
and the horizon
is dividing sunsets in a half
Echoes of my steps...
Echoes of my heart
With all the sense of motion...
Hello, my dear Ocean...
Hello, my Ocean, let me start
my quiet conversation with an Angel
2 min
April 20, 2022 A golden-winged bird
Here the glow of the stars
is slowly turning into rust
the eyes are covered with cataracts...
You are immobilised but still alive
Just laying in the grass...
Imagine
better not
what is the thought?..
I've hold a moment in my chest...
An echo in my soul
"You've lost your nest,
You've lost your nest...
Your nest"
Is there a chance?
There is no chance...
Forget the past, forget the rest,
Forever broken is your heart,
it's hard,
too hard...
how to restart?..
I'm burned...
A dream,
which just in vain will not come true:
While I am going through...
A golden-winged bird's swinging
on a rowan branch...
A century ago
One sage once told me...
Hold your dream -
In hot in cold in frost
just hold it.
What am I capable to handle?..
One freezing night...
No more delight...
Again...
One more...
The war is going on
somewhere inside in parallel with me
And I can't stop it.
Stop it
Stop it.
A little frost
the branch is trembling,
the juice of berries oozes to the ground...
The golden-winged bird is afraid of sound
The bird of peace is terrified by view...
One move of tired wings...
Maybe, a few...
Away she is...
Am I renewed or resurrected?
And when I finally exhale,
I'm all dried up, evaporated.
I've hold a moment of that joy
in my chest...
And I can't breathe
I am alright with this...
Is it a dream, reality or mist?
What is the gist?
It's waiting for its time.
You'll see the sign...
The inner calling.
There, where the glow of stars
is slowly turning into rust
I saw again in parralels of rain
The golden-winged bird...
And I heard
Its magic singing...
If not so,
why am I living?..
3 min
February 15, 2022 Foreseeing miracles
The winter cold won't set -
The door to the house is closed.
Milk, cinnamon, honey, the petals of rose -
Her coffee is sweet after roast,
Her coffee for those, whom she met...
The young god is sleeping in the crib -
The night is calm and moonless...
Sit at the window, dear Goddess,
And gently touch the strings of harp
As if the branch is touched by falling star...
They will respond, just touch -
Warming the month of She-Wolf,
Your melody is raising high above the roof,
Awakening the living rule,
The Universe is quietly swaying...
The song is gently sung to the end -
Song of the seasons: winter, spring and summer
The gift of love to hearts is to discover,
The rhythm of purifying rain - the drummer
Is coming to the land...
The winds of February are prickling.
Only a candle shining in the window,
The ancient clock is quietly ticking
The Earth is breathing the new air...
Dreaming of a new spring is fair...
Foreseeing miracles...
2 min
February 15, 2022 Love-maps
Every day without you is empty,
Every hour without you is lost...
I live and breathe your magic scent
In the power of feelings -
sometimes like a ghost...
I were without you like a ghost...
I were lost.
I'll give you everything without looking back
For you I will take the burden of track,
And I'll follow you in your footsteps
Creating the infinite love-maps
Love-maps!
1 min
February 15, 2022 How I loved...
🌫️
How I loved, how I longed
what's a thing!
For the name of the love
I forgot everything...
Life was filled with his Soul
We're one heart
We're the whole...
Dissolving the ambition
as it was just a smoke
With the firm decision
To catch his dreams awoke
To catch every his breath
Every his touch and gesture
Expression of his face
To love without the measure
And soften with caress
Every occasional protest
While turning from a walk
On cool and chilly days
Warm with the hottest breath
His cold but melting hands
To love so much and kiss
Do not demand the truth
While sitting at his knees
Waiting for glance, that's smooth...
To love so much and go
Along the cliffs in row
To sacrifice one's soul
To love without control
To overcome the danger
You need to be an Angel
You need to be an Angel...
2 min