1. ​09.2026 23:37

I reflect on how I feel before my second fight.

A bit angry right now in bed.

I fight for me. For my future. For my resilience. For my intuition and trust in myself.

I don’t fight for anyone else.

06.09.2026 18:48

No USC.

I was at UHU on Tuesday with a date and did a wonderful shift. Got there early and helped set up.

SpyxFamily is a good show. Watching it in German.

I booked a Goethe Evevning 12 week Course for 799 euros.

I confessed to a trickster move and that was still me being a trickster.

22:39 30.08.2026

I love you.

20:12 23.08.2026

I had some thoughts I wanted to share as well.

Not sure what they are now.

Love and peace.

Instagram is really the randomist shit. I feel much cleaner in my head not viewing all that random stuff, not that I regret my viewing in the past.

1. ​08.2026 21:15

I am demon.

Let is all burn.

With l-o-v-e.

09.08.2026

Fej is waiting for me to go to the sauna!

02.08.2026

We’re in august already. The year begins to

Mature.

I am loving it.

23:48 26.07.2026

Home. Grateful. Tired. Reflecting.

Some people will never be able to see you.

Most people won’t.

The key is to see yourself.

And see them.

You give too much room for people as well.

A part of me desires downright being an asshole in the wrong and being alright with it.

Sorry to the lady I bumped into and dropped her coffee.

I could have (regarding the girl with the broken foot):

Taken my bag off

Put her bag in the first compartment I saw and left

Went in before her

Told the conductors we needed time

Asked someone inside to help her

All is how it needs to be.

People blow up countries and don’t care.

I bump into someone and do.

19.07.2026 23:03 Recorded this yesterday after the shroom trip.

22:59 19.07.2026

On my way to Ashraf to eat Mlokhiyeh. Drinking self made cacao on the way. Reflecting.