23:15 25.06.2023 That’s what my mom said to me right after I ended the episode. She came into the kitchen to get two dark chocolates for baba. I’m loved. I don’t have to be seen to know my qualities. I continue to grow and create.

21:34 18.06.2023 I talk about a lot of things. To add: I met a greek woman who writes really shitty poetry and she’s so excited about it. Lsned to it on spotify and it was horrible. Candy sucks. I hate this cancer feeling and I don’t want it. New season of rick and morty and black mirror. Amazing.

23:09 11.06.2023 realised im recording in the Bose headphones and they have shitty mics. Hope it’s alright. I talk about the movies, tantra events I was at ecstatic dance and a ritual night. Glad to be where I am. We move on from patterns. Awareness sets me free, right?

04.06.2023 23:11 blood moon tonight. Waning 99%. Refocusing on my core. Am I only worth loving for my attempt at fixing myself?

28.05.2023 21:49 talked to Jo han in Barcelona. Ali says hi.

Recorded 20.05.2023 around 10 pm uploading 21.05.2023 at 8:03 pm I smoked, listened to music, moved by body, shadow boxed and repeated karate moves I’m learning. And I thought. I thought a lot. And it was beautiful. Planned things with my job, thought of books to read, thought of who I want to be for my future and how I can be that. Hurt is a place that can help us operate and find something different.

14.05.2023 16:58 smoked a little and talk about what I’m going through. Just 6 months ago I thought I didn’t have a personality.

22:47 05.05.2023

23:07 30.04.2023

19:56 23.04.2023 where’d the month go.