Midnight Wisdom

23:19 02.04.2023 new housemate from Tunis, life moves on. Holding on to things from the past? I spent today reading the prophet from Khalil Gibran, and Senecas essays and letters on the shortness of life. His friend Serenes seems to have verbalised something I feel about myself too.

23:09 26.03.2023 writing about control. Now at 3,339 words. Read a bit of Brothers Karamazov today, and listened to the podcast make art not content.

23:55 19.03.2023 The last weeks I’ve been messaging Slavian differently and I’ve been feeling much healthier because of it. Sometimes the person who caused the pain needs to know it. Or you should be able to see that you’re willing to communicate the hurt. There is a fine line though and we should be empathetic and loving. All in all, this person doesn’t know me. I’m healthy and loving and continually growing.

Can there be any action outside of time?

23:06 12.03.2023 Es ist super wichtig positiv mit dir selbst zu sein. Ich werde eine der besten Toastmasters diese Welt sein. Wurde offiziell am Dienstag akzeptiert und habe groß unterschrieben. Knee Übungen, Welt Frauen Tag und Yoga mit Zen am Mittwoch. Eine neue Whatsapp Gruppe für USC Leute.

22:23 05.03.2023 i was coming back home from Alex’s after spending time with Ashraf. Spoke to a cab.The dreams I had.

01:37 26.02.2023

٢٠:٠٥ ١٩.٠٢.٢٠٢٣ الاحد قمر جديد و حساسية اخذتني الا الافكار الصحيحة

07.02.2023 Tuesday 00:35 I started a beautiful kind of daily journaling. With specific points in the morning and in the evening (with the right amount of flexibility). I hope to string the meaning of things together so the picture becomes clearer. May I know my wisdom. And may I be like water, as I know I am air, in a world of fire and rock.

23:51 05.02.2023 Let’s see how the full moon fades. I see more clearly that the quality of my life is really based on the quality of my attention. When my attention feels meaningful, full of love. It’s a feeling worth learning, looking at and allow oneself to cultivate. I spent some time on discord this week on the German server. It was also nice.