Midnight Wisdom

Midnight Wisdom

By Khraim Hamadeh OmraniSociety & Culture
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Midnight Wisdom episodes

  • Midnight Thoughts: Pissing me off

    10th of June. 2 days till 24. 

    I woke up early, in a time period where it's always bright. And I hate the lack of balance in that. I hate a lot of the patterns I've been going through lately, of thoughts, in work, with the phone, with things. 

    I see this rage reflecting into damage that goes straight into me.

    I cut my hand breaking a plate. 

    Fuck everything.

    I didn't even care to record something about how I felt about turning 24 soon. Who cares really. I am what I am.

    I plan on writing a letter to myself or to my heart but even that feels like a waste. Or limiting. Maybe I could find something else to write about. Why do I think that doing that has any value or importance?

    Anyways, I'm going to be in Hamburg then. Let's see what I feel then.

    21 min
  • Midnight Thoughts: Back Pain

    It's the 6th of June 2020. And the main circulating topic in my being right now is my back. It's been hurting for so long now. 3 and half months of not moving properly, not being able to stretch completely and wholeheartedly, not being able to exercise completely, getting tired quickly and feeling a damn stinging pain at the core of being so often. 

    At first I prided myself for being able to handle the pain as I tried to work it out by stretching and massaging the area. 

    Now I'm just sick of it. 

    I talk about other things too. I'm going to listen to this one tomorrow morning.

    24 min
  • Midnight Reflections: The Branch

    01.06.2020

    I was a little high in this one. Fell off a chair from the start.
    That's what reflections are about. That's what all these are about. My states at certain moments, certain memories. 

    They pass, they change, they fade. But I'm still me.


    I decided I'm going to start a community. The Branch.

    I met some wonderful people, Eric and Charla. 

    I'm here.

    40 min
  • Midnight Thoughts: Internalizing States

    24th of May 2020. I noticed I tend to try to internalize different states that I find relevant to where I am at the moment. Right now, it's presence and being able to hold on to larger amounts of tension without being fazed by any of it. Without flinching. Let freedom reach its form because of your ability to contain it. 

    13 min
  • Midnight Thoughts: Pure Core

    Internalizing the state. Pure of being. Of awareness and truth. 

    I write it down, I react to it no longer. I remove my shackles, and I find myself pure with momentum, pure with force.

    A core burning with inner-peace. 

    "Keep your attention. Boredom is a lack of attention." 

    "It's fine."

    "It'll come back to you."

    "I don't know what I won't."

    "I will no longer hold on to sand."

    13 min
  • Midnight Nothing: Arabic, breathing, and systems
    21st of May 2020. I breathe. Sitting on the bench behind my apartment in Oberland after throwing the trash. Wearing my grey long sleeved T shirt. I started with Arabic, and ended with thinking about how we can really fundamentally change systems, to no fruitful conclusion. Prophet Mohammed began his message at 40 and died at 63. If I asked Alan Watts he’d tell me I worry too much. Jesus would tell me to love. Krishnamurti would tell me it’s moving in the direction it’s moving with or without me. I breathe, feeling every moment ad the air passes in and out.
    26 min
  • Midnight Thoughts: Holding on to Sand

    17th Of May 2020

    I went to the old guys place yesterday, he almost forgot who I was, but then made it clear he didn't want much to do with me. 

    Finished filling an entire notebook with dreams. Insane. I always think about how I could write them differently, because words can only say so much. I draw the space the dream happened in a lot of the time. Let's see. 

    I wrote in my green (bio)leather dear notebook for the first time. I liked how it felt and I like what was written. I am writing, and therefor the words are.


    No longer will I try to hold on to sands that I know not. For this is all sand slipping through my fingers. I will instead spread my arms and swim in the ocean of sands.

    26 min
  • Midnight Reflection: Own Your Shit

    14th May 2020

    And stay with it. 

    No matter what you feel, when you know where you are is right, you learn and you find a way. Sometimes you feel you can’t breathe, other times all you find is air. What’s the difference between the two really. In and out. In and out.

    I was holding a leaf when I recorded this, I usually do when I'm taking walks. Makes me feel centered and calm again somehow.

    Like I'm safe. 

    40 min

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