Midnight Wisdom

23:49 Sun 06.07.2025 I'm with Ashraf in my room after billiards and a walk.

Glad I got to upload in time (recorded earlier in the day).

I'm not sure what I want to do for next week but it's good to have some goals.

I care about this relationship.

21:26 29.06.2025 You are the most confident mother ...... I know. I love you, and hey, enjoy what you are right now.

You go through your transformations, you go through your stories, but yours is to break through them. You are growth. You are life. You are growing. Pain is natural in growth.

But even if you are growing, it does not mean that you are not enough.

Remember this always. You are enough.

You are confident.

You are great.

There is nothing to escape, or nothing you need to do to realize that, besides realising it here and now.

15:33 Smoked a little bit. Breathed, sat and recorded this.

I managed to come to articulated terms with many things in my head. It's good to take a bewusst day to restart. But it does not feel like a restart. But a moving foward.

I'm grateful for this. I feel committed and good. And trusting myself to do the right thing to move this forward.

GL

15.06.2025 15:46 I talk about my night clubbing last week, and how I'm feeling since. The bike ride I took to the lake a a beautiful girl I saw. The dance we did yesterday, and how I was sadly one point of key.

Let's focus more of our energy on ourselves buddy. Time is precious and this world needs you to be the best of yourself.

That's truly the only conclusion. And good will happen.

One fear I have: Doing cold calling to drive my business. And I will persist on this fear until I succeed.

23:50 08.06.2025 Lovely period. Dancing, sisyphos. Spoke to mama and she was beautiful today. Told her I went partying yesterday.

I see a side to Berlin that’s lovely.

I am lovely.

23:42 01.06.2025 Finally back home in Berlin. Really tired. 2 out of 4 housemates moved out and expecting a change at that front. Let’s see.

Sunday 20:32 25.05.2025 in Orgiva Benevicio

I woke up early and went on a walk in Granada on Wednesday the 21streflecting on my life, my money situation, my job hunt and I’m glad I did.

Tried to see how I could break into Al Hambra because I didn’t manage to get a ticket. But Imm glad I didn’t it would have been another 20 euros (or a 3k fine).

18.05.2025 22:47 I'm in Seville for the first time. Lisbon was nice, with its ups and downs. It was an adventure regardless. I had a cold the last four days that I tried to still fight against and make the most out of my vacation. There's a lot I'll sit and reflect on later. Right now, I need to sleep and wake up early to go to the Real Alcazar.

This one is recorded on the beach at night. The tide made room for me and I had the beach for myself. It was lovely.

That morning I struggled with a lot more negative emotions that I sat with, but after a talk with my father, eating something and going through the Lisbon Oceanario that perspective quickly changed.