Midnight Wisdom

23:15 12.10.2025

I had a walk after eating on the 9th in the evening and it was great for going through all my topics.

A lot of changes now all of sudden. Makes me think I’m living in a sit-com.

I’ll have to record about it soon.

Good night.

1. ​10.2025 21:26 My best hurts but i’s fine. Im getting to see my heart in an entirely different way. The leopard in me is howling, and it’s hungry for life.

I have a new hoodie and t shirt from my muay thai gym. They’re nice. Asked for red and white and got white and red. Accepted it.

20:34 28.09.2025 dressed in white. The ecoist subscription in my hand. Crossing the road. Red shoes and red feathery necklace.

Tram still needs 20 minutes. Withdrawing cash, eating and going.

I dont want to end my night because of a commitment that keeps me locked in place.

Atm is here. Warschauer on a sunday.

22:35 21.09.2025

Resting in bed. Remembering to remain compassionate.

14.09.2025 23:48 Sunglasses on in my room. After theater and dinner at my place. Baba in the hospital. Mom lonely and lost. Me, lonely and lost.

I want to choose where to go and get there. I don't want to stay in circles. No amount of meditation or fighting and working out is going to get me to where I would like to go.

I want to get there through myself and hard work. I know where that is.

Passport and 2k+ passive income. This is doable, and that is my goal within the next six months.

23:42 07.09.2025 About to fall asleep. One week since Lila game. Back in Berlin from my travels, to figure myself out again and what I truly want.

Close to finishing Casanova Memoires

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2 steps

Four by four pillars

3 rolls

I toyed with cooper while this was uploading.

22:52 24.08.2025 Left Eindhoven to Faro. Hope it’s a good decision.

17.08.2025 23:53 Im in bed, a bit tired. Lovely day with the children at Einhorn yesterday. Had an intense situation with a woman who needed too much too quickly and had very little grounding.

She told me she felt my masculine energy as soon as she saw me. That she feels God between us. From the moment she saw me.

I saw in her a love addict that does not know that she is addicted. Or maybe she was actually just in love? After a day.

I share all of that in the episode, and share how I ended contact with her.

We all deal with ourselves.

Rec: 08.06.2025

Up: 11.08.2025