mirror monologues

hi, friends! wala lang, nasad lang ako bigla tapos nagka-epiphany, "hala, ganto pala talaga 'pag mentally unstable!" ayun, idk where this was going pero it led to deeper sadness + tears ahu. pero it ended naman na oki and may random chika hahaha u can skip naman as u wish :> that's all. sana okay lang kayo & please don't fall into my quicksand! love you all so much <3

hi! this is not a mirror monologue :') i walked with my dog this morning & had a few things on my mind regarding humankind. you can hear external noises here, but most of them are serene <3 aaa i used too many senses and imagery here & kinda lost my thoughts over and over, but i hope you still get something from this fusion of two worlds! :') i miss you all. i love you.

[reposted bc i impulsively unpublished this series // 03-15-22]

hey, friends! this is part two of a mini personal nostalgia series called ‘down the memory lane’ :)

for this second episode, it's the notes app's time to shine! it's been my friend ever since, and so almost all these came from my heart (except from things to do & other school reminders hahaha). i cried in this episode just bc... tysm, little me!

judge my grammar with me in this episode! enjoy these random notes, my existential crises through essays, and eme poems mwa

[reposted bc i impulsively unpublished this series // 02-12-22]

hey, friends! this is part one of a mini personal nostalgia series called ‘down the memory lane’

first up, i dug into my old clear book. laugh, cringe, and reflect with me as i go through my hs + summ elem projects :D really enjoyed this aaaa!

hello, friends! these are three random kwentos lang ng mga sinusupress kong little things pero paulit ulit ko na nao-overthink kaya labas ko na rin hmp. as in smol things, super babaw lang :<

anyway, i've been trying to shrug these off, rationalize things para 'di ako masyado mabother, pero ayun... mind & feelings & all other shit.

literal na skl episode 'to. i did my best para may onti ring advice / message sa dulo huhu. yun lang naman HEHEHE. ily all!

hi! ofc, i'm not a love expert... i'm way too far from that aaaa. i just feel (and cry!) so much whenever i watch a movie but could never properly record a podcast ep on one. this one's finally a success yay! i just watched on your wedding day, and this is pretty much a reflection on love & a little reality check on the things that come with it. it's fun, it's sad, and it can be so unfair. i hope love is kind to you! :')

hi. sharing my pain (and guilt) here just because i have no one. i'm sorry i can't give an advice bc i'm pretty shitty at this as well, but i hope you feel less alone.

you cannot be everything all at once for everyone — that's what i learned from my breakdown session today. you can only give according to your capacity, and that's okay! with my love language being acts of service, this is a hard pill to swallow. but also, let's acknowledge people who were actually there for us :') come listen to this exhausted yet grateful human being + a little more on the pop culture (yep, i'm addicted) on this episode of mirror monologues

it took me so many good days, bad events, lingering thoughts, and lives lost just to realize ~truly~ how big of a blessing life is. at this point, it's not a right anymore; it's a privilege. come listen to this episode to delve deeper into this thought, and i hope for you to live your life more. happy new year, guys! love you all x

hey hey, it's a super short and random episode. just a mind dump from the observations i've been seeing in the media lately. there's still a loooong way to go before the world becomes the best place for women, no? still got so much to say about this topic but this'll do for now. anyway, hope you're having a wonderful holiday season. ily all!