We share our personal "gay awakenings" and coming out stories as two Scottish boys navigating queer identity. From secret late-night TV watching to awkward family discoveries, we explore the universal struggles and hilarious moments of accepting yourself.

• First realizing attraction to men through late-night adult channels and feeling "something different"
• Celebrity crushes like Lee from Steps, Justin Bieber, and Zac Efron as gay awakening catalysts
• Different coming out experiences – from a calm conversation in Paris to a dramatic door-barging incident
• How families react differently to learning about sexuality versus career choices
• The importance of finding your "chosen family" when coming out
• Discussing OnlyFans careers with parents and the evolving conversations around adult content
• Reflections on industry pressures and changing expectations in adult content creation
• Scottish slang word of the week: "Bawbag" and its various meanings

Tune in next week for another entertaining and revealing conversation!

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Two Scottish Boys, a decade of love, and an unexpected journey into the world of adult content creation. This episode takes you through our complete relationship timeline, from that first awkward meeting (spoiler: we were supposed to be part of a threesome that never happened) to building our lives as OnlyFans creators.

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Xander & Jay (also known as Two Scottish Boys) are social media sensations. 'My Bf On Of' tells their story; how they got to the top on OnlyFans, sharing their relationship online as well as entertaining millions across TikTok, Instagram, X and YouTube with their skits. 

In Episode 1 Xander talks about how it all started for him, and Jay recounts sharing his partner with the world via the internet. With their usual humour and charm this is a listen like no other. 

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