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John Allen is back to face what is.
What am I?
Suffering is not a glitch. It’s a call to pay attention to what you are having an argument with in reality.With what is. With God. And guess what? You will lose every fuckin' time if you go toe to toe with God. LOL Just saying
John Allen makes a deal with "what is". Once again 'what is" pulls the football away.
Dare to be pretentious
Ash Wednesday.
6:10 Falling out with the therapist
6:30 Always willing to give it a shot.
8:00 Sin in original Aramaic means to miss the point.
10:00 Lots of cool shit is going on when you pay attention
12:45 I was going to talk about loving
13:30 It's so...That made me laugh. For real...good joke
15:25 Glory holes
15:45 I do crack myself up
16:00 Giving Irving a blast...
16:47 Gapped out.. What did I say? I am back now..oh exposure therapy...or denial...
19:50 I laughed at the mean dog joke. I did laugh listening to it again...
23:40 So two narcissists walk into a bar...
33 old guy sport joke...decided to leave it in..even though it makes me sound line an old guy...
John Allen loses yet again to what is. This time he doesn't even make it to the end of the round.
Shakespeare starts Hamlet AFTER the king is dead. That’s drama. The reaction.
1:50 Because I have nothing to lose I am free to talk but it’s shocking that most people don’t have that freedom.
2:30 Freedom of speech is in serious danger. Danger! Danger! Will Robinson
4:50 It’s not that they will lose their jobs for speaking; now it’s even standing next to someone who says something can get you fired.
9:37 Joe Biden Am I still alive?
11:00 Don’t take away my words.
12:00 A safe space in my day was being able to say what you wanted without consequence.
13:00 A push pull relationship with success
15:05 Mark iv panther tank pulls up in front of house.
16:05 I’ve grown up to be a weird troll.
17:50 Did I say the quiet thing?
18:00 I mean Joe is ahead 8 points not Donald.
18:30 I crack myself up.
20:00 Holding on by Chief Justice Robert’s fingernails and Justice Ginsburg’s pancreas
23:00 Monitor yourself.
26:00 What can I tell ya? LOL
34:00 It’s a metaphor ladies and gentlemen
33:30 I aint no Guru I only play one on TV
36:30 Ask yourself what the fuck is happening and then investigate
38:04 Take two minutes and just shut the fuck up.
40:00 These people have really let us down
41:45 How are you spinning this?
42:00 What I never tell in that story.
45:00 You have everything you need in this moment or you would be dead
46:00 The Dogs Bark and the Caravan moves on
John Allen losing to what is...again.
I thought I was the guy making the joke; but it turned out, that I am actually the joke. A dark place Giving up Sir Galahad Guys turning their girlfriends into Mommy We want them around making us a sandwich but not actually... I got a prostate like an Idaho potato but I am still a good stick man- Marlon Brando Last Tango in Paris. The teeter totter Should I bother talking about the cancel culture and how stupid it is? Am I brothers and sisters in the left wing really going to tank this? Defund the police? Really? What do you got in there? Sawdust?" Cassandra part 2- Dudes! There are Greek soldiers in that horse. I kid you not. The Film Festival and the Day Care No More Process Getting the shit kicked out of me Come on man- Joe Biden about everything The Supreme court turned into a bunch of pussies. Big Surprise It was 8 zip in the Nixon Tape case not 9 zip.
John Allen survives yet another battle with "what is".
meditation, questioning,critical thinking,
what the fuck is happening now?
who am i?
who cares?
Fuck it
LOL
Prospero and what is.
All suffering is an argument with what is.
Suffering is not a glitch.
Allow suffering to be.
Investigate.
Space.
Party down.
Repeat.
Let your indulgence set me free
John Allen and what is.
00:09 Deconstruction of musical mirror. Brown Sugar cultural time capsule.
01:45 Don't want that in the mirror. Don't want that in the mirror
02:33 Groundlings demanding a different ending for Hamlet.
4:00 Cinema Verite: Taking a sip of coffee.
06:36 So much for Cinema Verite
07:47 People think Trump is the epitome of an American businessman because he played one on TV.
09:00 A little aside about ex girlfriends. Yuuch. Cinema Verite
10:15 We've been really good friends but I had to have a heart attack.
11:00 Walking the walk and talking the talk.
11:45 Feeling better is taking a pill
13:16 Maybe this is the one. One what?
14:05 I get these little periods of bliss and then they just kinda run out of gas.
15:44 Every once in a while one of them will come off the ground that I haven't seen before.
!5:45 I really am a horrible lying hypocritical asshole.
15:46 Oh and a leech.
17:08 Wait for thunderbolt. No thunderbolt.
19:40 It's like being a parent again. Ooops. Again. Still. Right. I am a parent still.
20:20 I have to be responsible. Is it true?
21:27 Amateur Lesbian Porn
24:15 The worst for a guy. It's okay.
24:40 Viagra. The boys on the bench.
26:00 I knew a guy who blew a guy's head off with a shotgun.
26:05 Wrote a play about it.
27:00 Upper Canada boys.
29:15 Engagement theory
30:41 Boys run them like dogs
32:00 Homework. Worthless.
33:00 1971. I thought that was what the world would always be like.
34:33 The Stones.
37:00 We the people couldn't handle it.So we gave it back
39:35 Sounding tired. Sorry
40:24 OJ Simpson trial. The Usurping of public power. Monarchy is back.
42:00 Going into hope and I dont want to go into hope but...
43:00 Trump as a trip wire waking up the people; The beauty of the American system
46:00 I always wanted to be a cop when I played as a kid so I could be in charge.
47:00 Friendships are tough.
48:00 Slipping into senility.
48:23 Bad reading of the Hollow Men. Indulgence.
John Allen and what is.
00:30 You say you want a revolution
1:55 I like the battle of Stalingrad as much as the next guy
2:22 True confessions.
3:08 My friend Dave
4:00 Another Cassandra moment
4:35 Terrific bang...Yuuch...I didn't like the way I said that. At all
5:05 No no no we are just friends.
5:50 Lets face it Old Guys are not great.
6:30 I'll just dance by myself and look at the floor.
7:00 Snitch culture
7:45 High falutin'
9:03 I just don't talk to anybody. It's easier.
9:45 When they take over they aren't going to be very nice to the people they take over from...Just guessin'
10:50 Okay not cheering about somebody being shot. Making a point about the media acting like a squirrel on speed.
14:00 Lets rat each other out.
15:30 They are showing you who they are...
17:20 Purity test
18:15 You are the one who is high and mighty
19:00 We come in wholes not parts
20:00 PTSD dating flash back
21:50 Jazz baby jazz
23:00 The Soon Come
25:02 Those gals they brought it down
26:15 Sex clubs and dancing.
29:25 I don't want to know anymore.
30:20 This is actually funny
31:00 Dick farm
32:00 The dream: Commenting about myself commenting about myself.
32:30 Snitch culture
33:15 Ooops...raised my voice...
34:00 If I say chick and it just makes you fucking crazy...
39:00 Don't die for your country let the other poor dumb fucker die for his.
41:00 Twinkly lights. My origin story
42:00 I had to find out. What happened? Where did those people go? Where will I go?
45:25 There is nothing as horny as a married guy.
47:00 That Soon Come feeling.
48:07 I didn't get to talk about how I feel like I am going to die all the time. Too bad.
49:00 Speaking about dying...
49:30 Quick Dad story.
51:00 Where was I?
John Allen takes on what is. Its a draw. Nah. What is always wins.
And of course Amateur Lesbian Porn.
0:50 https://www.amazon.com/Self-Illusion-Social-Creates-Identity/dp/0199988781
2:17 Requiem for the Pandemic
05:58 Amateur Lesbian Porn Revisited
6:50 If ya gotta rub one out for sleep I get it.
8:30 I'm going to be living in a maytag box
9:10 I am not who I think I am. I am not who you think I am. I am who I think you think I am.
10:30 The looking glass self
11:30 The past is created from here
12:45 Breaking News: We are all going to die. We are always in the present.
13:30 It seems so fucking obvious.
13:45 After a certain age you got no fucking excuse.
15:15 We are going to defund the police force. Bad marketing idea.
15:45 Mr and Mrs. Anywhere: What the fuck? You want to get rid of the police force?
16:25 Have any of you met anybody who is a really bad guy?
17:30 Freaking out about saying "you know" while I talk about my Dad going to jail.
18:30 I don't want your blood money. Just let me get in my Jaguar.
19:40 The Fugue. Do the fugue.
20:00 Most people want to talk about how to feel better. I want to talk about getting in their pants.Bummer.
20:45 Repeating myself. Triggered memory of old girl friend hating me for repeating myself. That's three times you told me that.
23:30 Shocked out of your thoughts. Shocked out of your yourself.
24:40 Am I having a heart attack?
24:50 How would I do these notes?
24:30 I'll show you. I'll give it to you for free. Fuck you Return on Investment culture.
26:00 Defence Mechanism Alert: I was a good parent because I didn't want kids.
27:30 You know what I mean Jelly bean.
28:04 Investigations. Yoga. Ex girlfriends.
29:00 If you feel bad about the protest.
29:10 I am Cassandra. I dont look good in a dress.
29:00 Best sex Apollo ever had.
31:00 Awful confession. Among many.
31:30 Hard time on the blower.
32:00 The thing that you see in the protests you can see in yourself.
33:00 Democracy is the worst form of government, except for all the others. Churchill.
36:00 Nice sweet story about a stoned cold killer.
37:30 Should I tell that story? The Mr. Peanut story. No. But then I did. Figures.
38:45 A red neck tie
39:30 Memory...a compost heap of a poetic image.
43:00 Memory are episodes and are constructed from here.
44:50 John says hi.
John Allen and what is.
Tie goes to the runner.
1:45 Hassle
2:23 We gots no balls... no offence to eunuchs
3:20 Eclectic guy
3:45 Rioting is kind of a gas
4:20 Putting porn in all the titles.
4:50 lesbian porn
5:24 I've gotten awful Zen. I hit a three wood off the carpet.
6:30 Elephant in the room
9:23 Empathy is an act of imagination
10:30 The don't know place
11:45 Wooo hoo the call...wake the fuck up
12:40 Man that's work
14:00 Go to the worst place right away
17:30 If I did that today they would take me out to the ditch and shoot me like a dog
19:00 If you reward people for greed. Big surprise when they act greedy.
21:00 Not a war...not when you can get take out
22:30 How can I go dancing?
23:15 Boring myself here...who the fuck cares what I eat...fuck off...I hate this guy
24:00 How do we deal with racism? Look inside. There is a place inside you that despises you.
26:15 Shut the fuck up man...I was just thinking that...
27:02 I was addicted to a woman and I guess I always have been.
28:45 Why is this guy laughing?
29:50 Let's start with being battered.
32:30 Terrible job. Keeping the status quo static.
32:45 Bad singing
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