My Madness METHod with Jason Fareas
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My Madness METHod with Jason Fareas episodes

  • Episode 14: Ride or Die

    Jason is exposed to the other dealings going on with Bear and his family. After running things non-stop, he and his friends decide they need to take a vacation and head out of town to take a break and reset.

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    34 min
  • Episode 12: Just

    Jason takes this time to step back and focus on the purpose for telling his story, how his actions impacted those he loves, and the struggles he still deals with today.

    22 min
  • Episode 11: Black Widow

    Jason has a gut feeling things are not right with the hustle Chris has going on. Things begin to look like they’re turning violent, and Jason chooses to arm himself in order to protect his friends.

    24 min
  • Episode 10: Promotion

    Now back in NorCal and in full swing Jay walks us through his path from consumer to dealer to manufacturer of methamphetamine.

    30 min
  • Episode 9: Homecoming

    Jason and his girlfriend return home from Phoenix to help with damage control since the arrest of their friend, Chris. Upon their return, they discover how much things have changed and how much more dangerous the dope game has become for their friends.

    30 min
  • Episode 8: “I Don’t Think You’re Down”

    Despite the severe consequences Jason and his friends experienced during their venture into the dope game, things were not always bad. In this episode, Jason reflects on some of the fun and crazy times he and his friends had growing up in NorCal, but also how that demeanor led them into the path of the dope game.

    24 min
  • Episode 7: crAZy

    Jason and his girlfriend escape to Arizona to start a new life, but the demons he was trying to escape reappear in new friends and new circumstances.

    30 min
  • Episode 6: Writing on the Wall

    Jason comes to grips with the manipulation he’s caused, the tensions between the team, and the need to escape. Only when he tries, the demons he tried to run from come back with a vengeance.

    36 min

About My Madness METHod with Jason Fareas

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The weekly autobiography of a young man from Northern California’s Central Valley, and a look back on his participation and influence over the 1990s methamphetamine epidemic. He sorts through decades of descent into addiction and mental illness and how self-realization, acceptance, and unconditional love eventually saw him to recovery.