My Madness METHod with Jason Fareas
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My Madness METHod with Jason Fareas episodes

  • Episode 5: Behind the 8-Ball

    Tension begins to rise in the dope game, and Jason describes the emotional suit of armor he built for himself that ultimately affected his mental health.

    25 min
  • Episode 4: There are Rules

    There are rules – rules in life, rules in nature, and rules in an industry that lives outside the rules. In this episode, Jason recollects on the rules he lived by in the dope game, which ones his team kept in line, and which ones were broken. He looks back on how these rules also impacted his moral compass at that present moment, and also the events where broken rules began to change who he was and his outlook on life.

    27 min
  • Episode 3: Throw-Away

    Jason takes a break from the story to explain how past relationships with friends, family, and dating impacted his choices venturing into the dope game. And what lessons he took from them looking back.

    21 min
  • Episode 2: Rosebud

    Business gets bigger, stakes get higher, and friendships fade away. Jason dives into more details about how the lifestyle quickly consumed his group’s lives and the consequences faced along the way.

    22 min
  • Episode 1: Happy Daze

    Jason looks back on his life throughout the Central Valley of California, how crystal meth became the drug of choice amongst himself and his friends, and how it was only the beginning toward a downward spiral of madness and mayhem.

    26 min
  • Welcome to the Madness

    Join Jason Fareas on a ride through his first-person plunge into the dark realities of drug abuse and unchecked mental illness as he finds his calling and path to finding redemption.


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    4 min

About My Madness METHod with Jason Fareas

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The weekly autobiography of a young man from Northern California’s Central Valley, and a look back on his participation and influence over the 1990s methamphetamine epidemic. He sorts through decades of descent into addiction and mental illness and how self-realization, acceptance, and unconditional love eventually saw him to recovery.