This episode is dedicated to Justine.

 Every Halloween she was a Disney princess and she always nailed it. 
She would dye her hair Little mermaid red or jet black for snow white. And style it impeccably. She was really talented like that. 

Bitches would complain that she took up the entire dressing room with her costumes and makeup boxes but she didn't give a fuck; she was the first to arrive and last to leave every day.
 I liked her so much. 
She had a rough life that ended terribly. 
This ones for her. ❤️ 

Stiff tits suck. 
So did being an A cup after 25.
 So I threw the dice and got fake tits April 2013. Thank God I rolled a 7 because not only did i say no to textured implants, which ended up causing cancer for many women, I was optimistic after one of my tits got hard as a rock; and after three years of punching my capsulated tit, it wasn't hard anymore. Its gave up. Even when it seems that all is lost, miracles happen. ❤️

I used to whitefish to get ahead. 
Dress and act like a white girl so that guys would see me as worth the max dollar. 

Blackfishing is when people who are not black, get a very dark spray tan, wear hairstyles associated with black people and walk around confusing the fuck out of niggas. 

Kim K, Iggy Azalea, Bhadie baby the bad teen from Maury turned rapper, whoa Vicky another Disney type hoe who went full on blackfish. Even racists like Jeffrey Star will go black for a photoshoot. 

I just wonder what their goal is? Is there some big benefit of being black that i dont know about. Cuz i can hardly name one time where being black benefited me.

When people see my husband and I enjoying a meal, or holding hands on a walk, they react as though they’ve seen their dad with his secretary.
 They cant just look at us and then look away. They point us out to their friends, they stare at me with contempt. 
They're seething.
Im wearing a  VVS diamond so it should be crystal clear that I AM  his wife but for some  reason all people see is A Sugar Baby. A Mistress. An Escort. 
But we are still here Ten Years years later.
Thats gotta count for something. 

Abortion sucks. 
But not as much as having a baby you cant afford, in a world that will give 2 years to a man that fucks your baby while you’re at work. Its a dirty world, might wanna clean it up before u force women to bring life into it. 
The neglected and unloved babies of today become the mass shooters and serial killers of tomorrow.  

The World Is Fucked Up
So Im Ready To Die 
Try To Roll With All The Punches
But A Old Bitch Is Tired.

Trolling is bad. 
But im like Dexter, I only go after the bad guys. 

Life can be really fucked up. 
Many people assume my life is great & always has been. 
But from a very young age I was carrying a lot of pain around and no one noticed. 
Fortunately, I know my Mom loves me, but she was working all of the time because she was trying to keep a roof over our heads in a decent neighborhood, on a very small budget. 
As a result of us not having any help, I got hurt.
A lot. 
Heres my story. 

Good Dick is attached to men young and old. Black, White, Latino & Asian.  Dont limit yourself. 

In 2013, Maria and I went to Playhouse nightclub looking flawless.  
MGK was performing and it was wild night. Unfortunately for me, it wasnt as wild as i wouldve liked. 
But here is the short story of my night with MGK, who is now in the press because of his relationship with Megan Fox and his pivot from Rap Music.