Update.
We all carry pain. Physical and mental. My left knee has issues. The middle of my shoulders is always tight & sometimes it hurts a lot. I feel hurt when I think about my dad or how neglected I was as a teenager. It doesnt hurt everyday but we all have pain stored in our body and trauma in our mind.
  Wanting to have a baby and it taking extra steps is frustrating more than painful-but there is pain; a tug on my chest, when i think about my teenage pregnancy. Id have a lot more pain if i was a poor single mother so i don’t  regret a thing. 
Doesn't mean there isn't pain. Every big decision comes with a major pros and cons and you might feel bad either way but which decision will negatively impact you more? Choose wisely. 

I realized I've been living in fear. I haven't done what I wanted for so long that I don't even know what that is anymore. What do I want? What do you want? And what steps are necessary to get what you want? 

Thanks for listening. 

Forgive me nudies. 

Cum like a man and Top notch hoes are the next episodes but for now here is an update. 

The only way to stop the Asian hate is to indefinitely lock up psychos who are attacking women, asians,  children and all other vulnerable groups. 
Nobody is safe; because for too long, criminals have been allowed to repeat and escalate their crimes. Three strikes had its issues but It could have been a good policy to eliminate the people attacking asians; who are always repeat offenders who should've never been released. 

The media and our government perpetuate problems for profit. Rather than focusing on getting criminals off the street; and informing us about policies being pushed through under our nose like no bail, the news wants us to hate each other and we fight as they continue to let rapists and murderers - literally rapists and murderers - out of jail. 

Those criminals who will strike again for no good reason BUT they let these people out. That's the cause of the almost all of the random violence: repeat criminals. If our government or the news cared about our health and it wasn't about profits they would make us aware when violent criminals are released or discuss how to stay mentally healthy and strong. Or  talk about eating healthy and specify vegan dishes that aren't vegan burgers but actual salads. They wouldn't  promote bullshit products and gurus that are ineffective. 

Lia Thomas stop it. 
Fallon Fox should be forced to fight men. Lets see if she's cracking skulls when its a natural born man fighting her: a natural born man. 

Stop pretending like it is not a scientific fact that skeletal remains can be identified as male or female because we are different outside of the blatant fact that only female born women can have babies. Men having babies were born female that fact is undeniable and its also science. 

I don't like lies and bullshit. Men and women should be treated equally that does not mean they are equal in that they can compete on the same level. women don't play football for a reason. I'm with Desantis and I believe he may be a candidate for President for taking a stand against the pandemic for profit and trans athletes taking the titles from natural born women. 

Jussie Smollete hurt black people.
 He diminished the seriousness of what is happening in America and what has happened in America's past by pretending to be attacked by white men and incorporating a noose into his attention seeking fantasy of being attacked by Trump Supporters in the middle of a freezing cold night.

He did the equivalent of faking a rape. Niggas hate when a white bitch fakes a rape; but this is okay? 
Black people face racism every day. In the store, at Libbit park, out walking my dog, at the Village in Topanga. 
For anyone to fake that-to the extent that he did, incorporating the most horrific symbol of torture for a Black American (A NOOSE)  is unforgivable, unfathomable and unconscionable. 

His pathetic fist in the air, his declaration that he is a black man and not suicidal while actually demonstrating an inability to understand what that even means if you would put a noose around your own neck. What a loser. But you support him like a fucking clown. Stop it. He made it look like WE lie about hate crimes and we don't need to they happen every fucking day. So he can sit his bitch ass down for 150 days. I'm glad. I wouldn't be mad if they gave his ass life.