Naturalized Podcast

I was on edge for like the last 2 weeks. Maybe more. A convergence of work, no sleep, injury, and unhealed heart.

I didn't feel myself for a while and I was thinking, "oh this must be what aging feels like."

But I think I've just been stressed out.

This is the only time I talk hockey. I sound like a morning show.

Don't let the summer pass you by. Have an adventure.

I finally have some time off so here I am celebrating by recording an episode in a park.

Have you ever seen a total eclipse of the Sun? I have! The sun was perfectly hidden behind the moon yesterday, on April 8th, 2024. I witnessed this celestial event and I was really shook. I trembled and my mouth wouldn't close as I stared at the ring of fire in the sky. It was fucking magical. I wanted to cry right there and then because I had just seen the girl that defined 2023 or me for the first time in like 4 months. High emotions. Cosmic dance. Life is life.

Gang gang.

In this episode I tell you how much St Patrick's Day Parade made me happy, and muse over the absence of chemistry when meeting someone new.

This is a true rant lol. I just pressed record and started ranting. I talk about how to get your Tinder working, even if you ain't a Chad, and how online dating still sucks if you care about your time.

I fall in love easily. Not with anyone. But with some people. I just love them. I see beauty in them. Beauty moves me like nothing else. We need more beauty. We need to create beautiful things. Everybody should experience the awe of beauty in their lifetime. Everybody needs to get their heart broken by beauty.

I'm starting a 30 day vlog challenge. I've hired a young man to follow me around with a camera and just document my life. I'm going to live epicly and push what I think is possible.

I also met a couple of cuties at the mall. They were fun.

Kanye's new release with Ty Dollar Sign, Vultures, is finally dropped! This episode is an appreciation episode for Kanye and the new music. F the Haters. Go get yours. Believe in yourself.

Oh and happy Valentine's day (recorded on that day. released later.)

Much love.

Ginga.

Link to Sam Vaknin's video:

Promiscuity: Psychology of Self-Soothing with Sex (oh, and relationships)

https://youtu.be/LhA8HGz_VqY?si=ktw1qj9_dhlJ99ib

I'm not against casual sex, but I'm more aware of the consequences of it now that I've been pretty much doing the single life on and off for about 4 years since my last long term relationship ended. I see it hurt the people around me and I can see how it can hurt me. I see people around me who are promiscuous seemingly empowered by it, but I can see how it is making a lasting impact on them that will have negative consequences in their psychology, belief systems, relationships, mental health, spiritual fulfillment, etc etc. It doesn't have to be all negative, but it can be if you lack self-awareness. There is a life consequence. Every decision in your life has a price.