Naturalized Podcast

This song made me cum and forget everything. I just had a perfect day.

First of all, Merry Christmas!!!! ❤

I became self-aware lately of some attachments that are so automated and programmed into who I think I am that are so wrapped up around my identity that could be let go. Even this podcast. I have the urge to do it, but why? lol I could go on forever. I really don't need to. I could just be private and go make money and start a family and find peaceful bliss somewhere. I could do that. But here I am.

It's so quiet. I love this time of peace. Loving the time to get to think. Soak in everything that happened in 2024. Align. And put it into 2025.

Stream will run clear again.

Another unhinged title but it's pretty tame relative to some of the most unhinged episodes. I've been feeling locked in lately. Simplified and at ease. Spiritually aligned. I'm chasing that natural high.

I realize that I have been missing the feeling of "damn, I wanna see that girl again," in like a YEAR. Yeah. I didn't really even have the WANT to see a girl for like a YEAR. Girls would like me and I would feel triggered. I was fucked up. Now I can be infatuated by a girl again. I'm starting to feel that again... and WHAT A RELIEF. I literally forgot how it feels.

I think I'm back.

I fell off. But I was reminded recently why I need to do this. It aligns to everything I believe in. I have to just keep doing it.

General catch up talk.

I'll change it up for the next one.

I hope y'all doing well.

Much love.

Ginga.

I'm been making an effort to simplify and spend more time with beauty. I have been sucking at it. I've made things more and more complicated in recent times. I was lucky enough to remember how easily I can be moved by beauty. Lucky enough to have done it. Done it once, can do it again.

It's a hot summer night.

I'm picking up old people behaviors as I advance in my age. These behaviors get picked up naturally. It isn't even conscious. Perhaps it is hormonal changes with time.

I should make some babies. But I think I'll buy an RV van instead.

I sound bitter but I promise I ain't.

I'm not that serious. I swear.

If your house ain't clean, you're dumb.