Alright I'm on another challenge here to produce tons of content on a daily basis and live to the fullest every single day. Going to be on this for 90 days to begins with, and I should have a system figured out by then. Here I am just past 2 weeks in.

I have been on a little vacation after wrapping up my last gig as a camera assistant. That TV show isn't renewing this year so I'm pretty well unemployed. So I'll have plenty of time to be yapping with y'all here.

I'm happy about that.

Now I'm back to real life after returning from Japan, and ready to start this new unemployment adventure. Let's start with this encounter with a beautiful girl in a cafe.

I'm going to make this available on YouTube too now.

I'm going to do my best to align everything I'm doing, to be as authentic as possible. I have a feeling that I can make this EASY.

This song made me cum and forget everything. I just had a perfect day.

First of all, Merry Christmas!!!! ❤

I became self-aware lately of some attachments that are so automated and programmed into who I think I am that are so wrapped up around my identity that could be let go. Even this podcast. I have the urge to do it, but why? lol I could go on forever. I really don't need to. I could just be private and go make money and start a family and find peaceful bliss somewhere. I could do that. But here I am.

It's so quiet. I love this time of peace. Loving the time to get to think. Soak in everything that happened in 2024. Align. And put it into 2025.

Stream will run clear again.

Another unhinged title but it's pretty tame relative to some of the most unhinged episodes. I've been feeling locked in lately. Simplified and at ease. Spiritually aligned. I'm chasing that natural high.

I realize that I have been missing the feeling of "damn, I wanna see that girl again," in like a YEAR. Yeah. I didn't really even have the WANT to see a girl for like a YEAR. Girls would like me and I would feel triggered. I was fucked up. Now I can be infatuated by a girl again. I'm starting to feel that again... and WHAT A RELIEF. I literally forgot how it feels.

I think I'm back.

I fell off. But I was reminded recently why I need to do this. It aligns to everything I believe in. I have to just keep doing it.

General catch up talk.

I'll change it up for the next one.

I hope y'all doing well.

Much love.

Ginga.