Bless y'all I'm welcoming the New Year in Japan, but wherever you are I wish you a Happy New Year for 2026.

I'm starting a tribe of people who are super generous, benevolent, always winning, having lots of sex and wish everyone in the tribe to be happy. You must pass vibe check to enter.

I dreamt that someone I don't know that well IRL, but in the dream felt like I knew this person all my life, died. I woke up very very upset.

Feeling grateful for the little things in my life today. I'm opening up to being more available to get to know my coworkers more. I had hard boundaries with how close I get with my coworkers, but I'm changing my mindset around it little and I think it's a positive shift.I also got to be an actor yesterday for the TV show I work for. definitely uncomfortable, but glad I did it.

One of the most powerful mindset I had while I embarked on a conscious decision to totally transform myself about 5 years ago is that there is NOTHING set in stone about me that I have to blindly adhere to. Everything is up for scrutiny. Everything is up for change. I believe anything is possible, and if I have the picture in my head, I believe that there is a way to get there.

A quick rant before I go to work about how not to be a loser man who think women are being difficult. Shut up and go for what you want.

I accept it now. I'm not young no more. Last night made me realize something as truthfully as I ever have realized anything. It's the first time it hit me for real that I'm getting older, and I was able to articulate it tonight. More truthfully to myself than ever. So that's good. Glad I went to the show. Matt Good is great.

Hey guys. I used to feel sorry for guys that couldn't fall in love, or get into relationships. Just go jump in, fuck around and find out, I'd say. I am surprised to find that I have become those guys I used to feel sorry for lmao. Watch me turn it around.

I'll be yapping here everyday this week as an attempt to get myself back on here. I've fallen off majorly. I intend to fix it.

Been a minute.

Today I'm sharing my feeling that the world is going to shit, doing good things in real life, and my ambitions coming back to me. I gotta admit I've felt like my fire was kinda out, or I wasn't focused. Well I feel that fire coming back.

I'm going to come back here more often and talk about whatever irreverent thing I wanna talk about. I hope you'll join me and enjoy our time together.

Peace.

I rant about this morning when I saw my ex unfollowed me on IG.