No Flowers In This Attic

I rant about this every two months. Here’s another episode about that.

First 20 minutes is being frustrated by being triggered by things I wish I wasn’t. The rest is more EMDR work having to do with how my Mom parentified me to the point of shaming me for having emotions.

Also discussion of Roe v Wade stuff. A lot of this ep discusses child sexual abuse, abortion, miscarriages. Please take care of yourself if that’s too much for you.

Anger is our key but its fucking hard.

This weekend was exactly what I needed.

I have no idea. But EMDR this week, which included lots of crying, had me confronting this. Cover art is so true to me making art its scary so I had to share. Made by milkstrology on YT Twitter IG Tiktok.

TW for talk of CSA DV etc etc

First 40 minutes is a marvel rant. Last half hour is an astrology rant. Enjoy living off my vicarious annoyance.

TW for mention of CPS, DV and the mess that is all of that. A very painful EMDR session this week.

Big TW for mention of big suicidal ideation. I talk about the process of getting into it, getting short term disability at my job and what kind of treatment we did.