No Flowers In This Attic

I’m having to switch to a new therapist in June. Here I discuss that process.

I talk about how hard it is to hear stories where someone was able to report their abuse to the Police when I was never able to.

Yeah I did an episode like this two weeks ago but I still wanted to add onto this already.

I got sick (not covid) this week and my sleep sucked so here are some tips from me of what to try when Insomnia is killing you. My spotify playlist of calming songs: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/25fKDzRbiHt19hmdfSs1qz?si=dXsXS7oxSV2m6k92UEKwcg and the youtube channel I like: https://youtu.be/jVKEcUPEF8M

And how weird that is to figure out. Today’s the 8th anniversary (??) I suppose that’s the word for it of my Dad dying. I discuss the journey I went on since then and how the grief I feel has vastly changed.

This is discussing the MLM Monat and how their abusive tactics have been on full display this week which I find fascinating. Angelique interview here: https://youtu.be/qlecgOYZsAQ

Me being honest about that process and how frustrating it can be.

Coming from someone who was abused while reading HP and did not enjoy this at all.

TW for mentions of CSA throughout this. I go through how I had a big breakthrough remembering again why certain things happened in session this week. I can’t tell this without some details for fair warning. Its awful but worth it to talk about how validating this is. Cover art is a painting by me.

TW for talk of suicide. This is my yearly episode on Chester’s birthday of discussing why I love him so much and how despite his death, he is someone child sexual abuse victims can hang onto.