No Love in War: a story of Christian nationalism

"To break any of these rules risked revealing that most important and carefully guarded of all secrets: the existence of female desire." This episode contains Chapter 15 of No Love in War.

"At some point, I was identified by Mrs. Pastor’s Wife as a

potential model of ladylike subordination in our multi-level

misogynist marketing scheme." This episode contains Chapter 14 of No Love in War.

"In and amongst so much vicious noise, as I sank into the pit of myself, I early on began to look around for other neglected and unknown things." This episode contains Chapter 13 of No Love in War.

"In this cruel community of my childhood, there seemed to be no rest between episodes of conflict. To be sure, we were no different than any other school in many respects—in our drug use, sexual assault, teenage pregnancy, abuse of alcohol—yet the additional spiritual burden we carried, our façade of sacred exceptionalism, this was something else." This episode contains Chapter 12* of No Love in War. *Please note that this episode contains depictions of violence against children. Listener discretion is advised.

"Some of us were somehow selected as those who would bide our time in chastity, wait in the wings, hands folded patiently like carefully preserved meat. Bodies trussed for the taking." This episode contains Chapter 11 of No Love in War.

“Today we will be talking about the ladder of promiscuity.” This episode contains the first chapter in Part 2 of No Love in War: a story of Christian nationalism.

This episode contains Chapter 9, the last chapter in Part 1 of No Love in War. Here, my church-school participates in an anti-abortion rally at the GA State Capital. And in my trip to sport camp at Bob Jones University, one sect of Christian fundamentalism meets another, creating a conflict of laws.

"Please, girls, this has to stop. Whoever is doing this, please stop. I command you to stop. I didn’t stop, there was no stopping in a place like this, no one was stopping anything." This episode contains Chapter 8 of No Love in War: a story of Christian Nationalism.

This episode contains Chapter 7 of No Love in War: a story of Christian Nationalism. Here, my childhood pastor runs for US Congress, securing an endorsement from President Ronald Reagan.

This episode contains Chapter 6 of No Love in War.