let me tell you about a narrative I've crafted for myself

Let me tell you a think or two about insecurity

It takes bravery to suck

This is actually a pretty fun one. I start out with a deep dive on a problem and wind up with my head in the clouds thinking about tv shows and how they relate to pull request writeups.

blown I tell you

listen, I gottta tell you about this system crap

99.9% of my consumption is passive. I'm trying to change that.

That thing you're nervous to post? Just post it and walk away.

I hit a bug and was surprised

I'm in a good place now (work competition wise) and it feels good