MORE!! they scream

In a world where I’ve tried so hard my whole life to be less, smaller, quieter, skinnier, demure

the exhilaration of dancing for a roomful of full bodied, full hearted, bad ass bitch women who celebrate my wildest expression is

Utterly

Intoxicating

Every single time I’m on the dance floor,I’m deconditioning myself

Claiming the courage to be a bigger more expressed Jen

I venture with hot pink paint further outside of society’s coloring book black lines, my heart flip flopping inside out, expanding in ecstasy and then shuddering in contraction

but it’s spaces like these full of permission and inspiration that light my soul the fuck up

Doing the Dance is one thing.

So Wild in Itself

The feeling of being so exposed while so expressed

I care. I strive. I practice, leaning into the discomfort that is stretching my body heart soul

Devoting myself to grow to be the best dancer and performer I can become, so many years after I thought I missed my dancing“prime”

GOING FULL OUT

expression without apology

ButThe sharing of my Dancing publicly

And on social media particularly

anyone and everyone to see…

It’s just a whole nother level

A mini heart attack. every. time

(le petit mort)

both terrifying and orgasmic

I’m not gonna lie, every time I click share I have two contradictory parts battling within

It’s sooo deep, this Madonna/Whore imprint

Will I be devoured by the tribe for being so unashamed

My ego pleads, you can’t be THAT girl

How can you be a mom and dress like that? How will a respectable man want to be with you when you’re dancing this way? What will your clients, your peers, your kids think?

Will I be hated, judged, ostracized, abused, raped, cast out, killed?

It feels dramatic to even speak these words

But we all know there are so many places in the world where it’s not safe to be a woman

Period

And certainly not safe to be a woman in her sexual articulation and sovereignty

But

I Intrinsically

Inescapably

Undeniably

Am both

Saint and Sex Priestess

and so many other shades of the rainbow that is woman

I can’t hide

Or pretend

these archetypes aren’t alive in my DNA

Destined and begging to be made manifest

through this body, in this lifetime

And really, what is the point

I ask myself daily,

What is the purpose of any of this

If it’s full of regrets, half hearted attempts

How boring

How meaningless

How wasteful of this precious life I get

If I don’t fully live it

Before I learned my sensuality could be dangerous

Before I was taught to have shame for my body and the way she loves to move

I was a little girl who loved to dance

naked in the sunshine

To play dress up with my friends

To flirt with life

To feel pleasure

To know what it is to be ecstatically alive and turned on in every

cell

I read this the other day, and boy did it hit:

“Being a leader

Doesn’t mean

You have

Followers

It means

You go First”

So I take the next step into the magic darkness

One sexy heel striding in front of the next

Who knows where this dance journey will lead me

Its already transported me to joy. To bliss. To connection. To sisterhood. To self love. To silly silly fun. To my essence. To my nectar. To my light. And I’d say that’s not a bad start :)

…See the full dance and spoken word film on our Mermaid Cove Substack: https://open.substack.com/pub/lequeendom

What happens when we strip away the need to perform, please, or fit in? When we show up as our real, raw, and unapologetic selves, we create the deepest form of sisterhood, one built on truth, trust, and full acceptance.

Join Tatiana + Ashley with me in this beautiful conversation on how leaning in to our personal wild, weird, shining authenticity led each of us to attract meaningful community, the kind that sees you, holds you, and loves you exactly as you are. Through personal stories, reflections, and insights, we explore how vulnerability strengthens our bonds, why being truly seen is the greatest gift, and how embracing your full self leads to the soul connections you’ve been craving.

Join us in sisterhood for Awake in Magic—a deeply transformative feminine embodiment retreat in the breathtaking paradise of Florianópolis, Brazil!

www.awakeinmagic.com

Ashley and Tati are devoted guides in yoga, movement, breathwork, and feminine awakening. Their mission is to create sacred spaces where women can step fully into their power, embody their radiance, and reclaim the divine wisdom within.

This retreat is a portal into your most magnetic, fully expressed self. Through sensual movement, breathwork, sound healing, and deep sisterhood, you’ll awaken your feminine essence, release what no longer serves you, and embody the goddess that you are.

With incredible guest teachers—powerful women who will guide you through sacred rituals, embodiment practices, and healing arts that will amplify your transformation.

Surrounded by the mystical beauty of Floripa’s beaches and jungles, you’ll reconnect with nature, your body, and your soul’s deepest desires. This is more than a retreat—it’s a rebirth.

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Tatiana: tatiananesello

Ashley: ashtiedeman

Jen @ofstardustandearth + @ofstardust.live + @ofstardustandearth.podcast

Intro Music by @coyo.music

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Hello my beautiful Of Stardust loves. I am back from an immensely transformative month in Guatemala at Lake Atitlan and am so lit up to share this video with the gorgeous Adi Cohen, an incredible sister I met at the lake.

In this electrifying episode, we journey into the mystical and erotic with the radiant Adi —Contact Beyond Contact dance facilitator, Somatic Intelligence Mentor, and sexual shamanic healer for women, men, and couples. We met by the fire at Embodiment Fest over New Year’s Eve, just days after I had been badly burned in a sauna. Instantly, I could feel the depth of her presence and grounded power. Adi is a stunning woman in every sense—equally attuned to her feminine wild and mystical roots as she is balanced in her masculine strength.

She shares the transformative power of working with the element of fire, the moon cycles, and archetypes of the dark feminine and how the passing of her mother became the catalyst for her initiation into the sexual shamanic path. Together, we explore the alchemy of grief and sensuality, the dance between lines and circles, and the ancient wisdom of embodied desire. This conversation is a portal into the raw, the beautiful, and the deeply spiritual. Tune in and step into your sacred seduction.

Follow Adi on Instagram @_ellaimadi_ for all of her upcoming offerings and gatherings

Jen @ofstardustandearth + @ofstardust.live + @ofstardustandearth.podcast

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It is with so much joy that I share this beautiful conversation with my long time friend and powerhouse woman, mother (of 5!), entrepreneur, Amy Brockhaus! The two of us have been friends since we were teenagers, had our first babies within weeks of each other, and have been witness and support during so many wild, challenging moments of growth in our lives.

Amy is the founder of Waverly Organizing, a woman run business, that helps people transform their personal spaces to be clutter free and create a beautiful sanctuary to enhance connection and ease in their lives.

When I was going through divorce, she helped me clean out my garage and my emotional landscape, holding my hand through letting go of possessions and beginning my journey into self healing with EMDR therapy.

She is so inspirational and wise and I feel like this topic is such beautiful food for thought as we get closer to Christmas and the consumerism and also emotional dial gets turned up.

Follow Amy @waverlyorganizing

Jen @ofstardustandearth + @ofstardust.live + @ofstardustandearth.podcast

Intro Music by @coyo

Cover Art @pearlofmywomb

Every time I’m with Soma is a journey. I could talk with this gorgeous. mystical woman for hours. To record this conversation, we traveled out to Mt. Laguna to immerse in the trees, and stayed late lying under the incredibly vivid night sky, basking in the symphony of nature.

In this episode, we get deep into her roots with Sufi mysticism, making love to the universe through the senses, the wisdom of dancing and singing in synchronization, how losing her sister illuminated gratitude for the seemingly simplest moments and sensations, and so much more juiciness!

From Soma” Raha is a space where movement, sensing and creativity meet meditation and become a path for self-exploration. We craft this together through music, rhythms and melodies, synchronizing our movement and harmonizing our voices into a symphony of expressions. With these ancient tools and techniques, using specific sequences, duration, layers and repetition, we turn off the chatter of the mind and immerse in the sensory experience of our selves, where our language is the language of feelings and emotional resonance.

In RAHA, we elevate and enhance the quality of our awareness and our presence, becoming a more fully embodied authentic expression of the self, which simultaneously deepens our authentic connection to others as well. These bodies are our instruments, so let’s play them together.”

Be sure to follow her on Instagram @raha__show for all of her upcoming gatherings and events

Jen @ofstardustandearth + @ofstardust.live + @ofstardustandearth.podcast

Intro Music by @coyo

Cover Art @pearlofmywomb

Join me and my gorgeous friend, Sophie, in this provocative conversation about stripping away layers of the ego through open relationship, naked goddess shoots and psychedelics. Sophie and I met at the first music festival I ever attended. I was smitten when I saw her depth of spirit, kind heart, and courageous commitment to love.

Our first real drop in was when I photographed her at Blacks Beach (serendipitously encouraged by her therapist 3 days before we met) and we discovered how many parallels we shared. In this podcast we get real about many vulnerable topics from showing up online vulnerably and without any filter, her deep passion for integration therapy, expansion and contraction in life, and continuing to strip away layers and old stories as she envisions becoming a mom.

Follow Sophie at @integrationspace and watch for her new book, Integrating, releasing soon!

Jen @ofstardustandearth + @ofstardust.live

Intro music by @coyo

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I’m so excited to share this conversation with photographer and singer/song writer Meghan Incorvaia where we dive into our lives as artist mothers who prioritize our dreams.  In so many ways she and I have lived parallel paths, from the shy good girl as a child to careers as wedding photographers with our ex-husbands to divorced moms with 2 kids and artists with a passion to help women reconnect with their inner radiance.
We delve into Meghan’s journey of overcoming grief through creative expression and writing her sexy, soulful new album. She shares about defying societal norms by embracing her sensuality and passion for pole dancing. We explore the courage needed to voice your truth, and live a life filled with dancing, art, eros, and the body as the compass. Listen until the end to hear Meghan perform one of her favorite Brazilian songs live :)
Jen @ofstardustandearth + @ofstardust.live
Meghan: @leoa.music
Intro music by: @coyo
Cover Art: @pearlofmywomb

Steph Bell (Sesshin Art) is a powerhouse of creativity, talent, wisdom, and inspiration. She is an internationally collected fine artist and the co-founder of Generation One, a non profit dedicated to cultivating and uplifting energy. She also JUST opened her own gallery/event space in Encinitas offering mindful art events.

Disclaimer: This was filmed spontaneously in a cafe in Guatemala with LOTS of the local life creating background noise. The conversation with Tim was too fun not to share, but may be best digested by watching the video as sound is very lively ;)

When I was in Guatemala over NYE, I was serendipitously led to a free dive course with Tim Brown. The idea of free diving simultaneously scared the f** out of me and sent waves of excitement through my body, so I knew I was meant to try.

I never expected to fall in love with this practice of underwater meditation, finding a deep sense of peace and stillness in the depths of the lake.

Join me and Tim as we talk about his journey to growing his dive school and how his practice has translated into taking courageous leaps in business, romance, self discovery

From Freediveatitlan.com :

“For us, Freediving is the most efficient way to meditate, the most beautiful way to connect with water, the best metaphor for life we’re yet to come across.

There is a lot of value to be found on the other side of intensity and pressure. Out of everything the experience of life has to offer; love, fulfilment, food, water, there is nothing we want more than air and few pressures stronger than that exerted by deep water.

In light of this, when we freedive we must learn and develop the soft, feminine art of relaxation and detachment. We must be willing to maintain calm even beyond our basic animalistic mind’s comfort zone.

If we are to turn ourselves into mermaids and aquamen we must expand our horizon of possibility. Embracing flow and finding forgiveness within ourselves.”

Jen @ofstardustandearth + @ofstardust.live

Tim: @freediveatitlan

Intro music by: @coyo

Cover Art: @pearlofmywomb

Dive into the wisdom of the Gene Keys with guide Thibaud Cummings and Jen Brown as we explore the living wisdom of this system and the way it interweaves with the contemplative practices of ecstatic dance, song, and cacao. Live performance by Thibaud of his original song, We are whole.
Follow Jen on Instagram: @ofstardustandearth
Thibaud: @thibaud.love
Intro music by: @coyo
Cover Art: @pearlofmywomb