Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse

Welcome to the Gillard Trilogy! In this series, Lisa Gillard invites us into the everyday reality of life as a survivor. Together, we explore flashbacks, triggers, chronic health issues, family relationships, navigating the mental health community, malevolence, crime, justice, healing, and what it takes to weave all of those experiences into a meaningful life. This interview is especially important for helpers who want a clearer picture of what survivors live with day after day. It is also an opportunity for survivors to recognize their own experiences in someone else's story and discover that they are not alone. Through honesty, wisdom, and hard-won insight, Lisa helps bridge the gap between surviving and understanding. For her original podcast with all her story, you can catch it here: https://youtu.be/Hl11aBj5hoE https://youtu.be/VR3c_jcrEXk https://youtu.be/68yEznP15Nk Only God Rescued Me: Website: https://www.onlygodrescuedme.com/ Contact Lisa: [email protected] To help support this podcast: Become an OGRM Support Angel on YouTube ($4.99 per month): https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXudcfKU-b6NtSQphUOstRA/join Spotify Subscriber ($2.99 per month): https://creators.spotify.com/pod/profile/lisa-meister/subscribe PayPal [email protected] Venmo @lisameister4242 Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV Buy Me a Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com

Welcome to the Gillard Trilogy! In this series, Lisa Gillard invites us into the everyday reality of life as a survivor. Together, we explore flashbacks, triggers, chronic health issues, family relationships, navigating the mental health community, malevolence, crime, justice, healing, and what it takes to weave all of those experiences into a meaningful life. This interview is especially important for helpers who want a clearer picture of what survivors live with day after day. It is also an opportunity for survivors to recognize their own experiences in someone else's story and discover that they are not alone. Through honesty, wisdom, and hard-won insight, Lisa helps bridge the gap between surviving and understanding. For her original podcast with all her story, you can catch it here: https://youtu.be/Hl11aBj5hoE https://youtu.be/VR3c_jcrEXk https://youtu.be/68yEznP15Nk Only God Rescued Me: Website: https://www.onlygodrescuedme.com/ Contact Lisa: [email protected] To help support this podcast: Become an OGRM Support Angel on YouTube ($4.99 per month): https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXudcfKU-b6NtSQphUOstRA/join Spotify Subscriber ($2.99 per month): https://creators.spotify.com/pod/profile/lisa-meister/subscribe PayPal [email protected] Venmo @lisameister4242 Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV Buy Me a Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com

Welcome to the Gillard Trilogy! In this series, Lisa Gillard invites us into the everyday reality of life as a survivor. Together, we explore flashbacks, triggers, chronic health issues, family relationships, navigating the mental health community, malevolence, crime, justice, healing, and what it takes to weave all of those experiences into a meaningful life.This interview is especially important for helpers who want a clearer picture of what survivors live with day after day. It is also an opportunity for survivors to recognize their own experiences in someone else's story and discover that they are not alone. Through honesty, wisdom, and hard-won insight, Lisa helps bridge the gap between surviving and understanding.For her original podcast with all her story, you can catch it here:https://youtu.be/Hl11aBj5hoEhttps://youtu.be/VR3c_jcrEXkhttps://youtu.be/68yEznP15NkOnly God Rescued Me:Website:https://www.onlygodrescuedme.com/Contact Lisa:[email protected] help support this podcast: Become an OGRM Support Angel on YouTube ($4.99 per month): https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXudcfKU-b6NtSQphUOstRA/joinSpotify Subscriber ($2.99 per month): https://creators.spotify.com/pod/profile/lisa-meister/subscribePayPal [email protected] @lisameister4242 Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvVBuy Me a Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com

Welcome to the Gillard Trilogy! In this series, Lisa Gillard invites us into the everyday reality of life as a survivor. Together, we explore flashbacks, triggers, chronic health issues, family relationships, navigating the mental health community, malevolence, crime, justice, healing, and what it takes to weave all of those experiences into a meaningful life.This interview is especially important for helpers who want a clearer picture of what survivors live with day after day. It is also an opportunity for survivors to recognize their own experiences in someone else's story and discover that they are not alone. Through honesty, wisdom, and hard-won insight, Lisa helps bridge the gap between surviving and understanding.For her original podcast with all her story, you can catch it here:https://youtu.be/Hl11aBj5hoEhttps://youtu.be/VR3c_jcrEXkhttps://youtu.be/68yEznP15NkOnly God Rescued Me:Website:https://www.onlygodrescuedme.com/Contact Lisa:[email protected] help support this podcast: Become an OGRM Support Angel on YouTube ($4.99 per month): https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXudcfKU-b6NtSQphUOstRA/joinSpotify Subscriber ($2.99 per month): https://creators.spotify.com/pod/profile/lisa-meister/subscribePayPal [email protected] @lisameister4242 Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvVBuy Me a Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com

Join Sydney Millage as she gives a wonderful explanation on how to view suffering. For the rest of her interview, find: Sally's Story with Sydney Millage.

Sydney Millage discusses embodiment with us today on this short. Join us for the rest of this discussion on the podcast under the title: Sally's Story with Sydney Millage.

Welcome to Sally's Story. Author Sydney Millage joins us to explore the beginning stages of the ritual abuse healing journey through the story of Sally. This beautifully written book gently introduces the challenges survivors often face when they first begin uncovering wounds they may not yet fully understand.

With warmth, compassion, and insight, Sydney gives language to experiences that can feel confusing and overwhelming. She helps remove some of the fear surrounding the healing process, replacing it with understanding, hope, and confidence. Where the inner critic speaks shame and condemnation, she offers kindness and grace.

Join us for this fascinating conversation as we discuss the realities of beginning the healing journey, the obstacles survivors encounter, and the hope that healing is possible—even when the path ahead seems uncertain.

Sally's story is available on Amazon, #ad: https://amzn.to/43j3Ryl

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Website:https://www.onlygodrescuedme.com/

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“Fault” is one of the hardest words for abuse survivors to bear—especially for those who have experienced SRA.

Why does this word cut so deeply?

How do double binds trap us?

What is moral injury, and why does it linger?

Today, we step into this painful space together.

And to make sense of it, we’ll look at SRA in a way that may feel unexpected—as a kind of game.

It’s a perspective that may change how you understand the impact of abuse.

Only God Rescued Me:

Website:

https://www.onlygodrescuedme.com/

Contact Lisa:[email protected]

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Sheryl’s healing journey began when her postpartum depression didn’t lift after nine months. With her fourth child, she knew something wasn’t right—and her wise therapist gently suggested there might be more beneath the surface than the baby blues.Desperate for answers, Sheryl was willing to try anything.What followed was a descent into the terrifying reality of ritual abuse.Over the past ten years, Sheryl has walked through distinct seasons of healing—each one marked by struggle, revelation, and ultimately, God’s faithful presence. Today, she shares how she can see His hand guiding her through it all, leading her to the healthiest and most grounded place she has ever known.Join us as Sheryl bravely tells her story.Only God Rescued Me:Website:https://www.onlygodrescuedme.com/Contact Lisa:[email protected] help support this podcast: Become an OGRM Support Angel on YouTube ($4.99 per month): https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXudcfKU-b6NtSQphUOstRA/joinSpotify Subscriber ($2.99 per month): https://creators.spotify.com/pod/profile/lisa-meister/subscribePayPal @Lisa453Venmo @lisameister4242 Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvVBuy Me a Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com

Mother’s Day can be especially hard for survivors.

In this episode, Lisa shares a message for getting through the weekend—holding space for the heartache many are carrying, while gently reminding us that we are not alone.

Even in the heaviness, there is strength in community.
We can take this one step at a time, together.

Hang in there, my friends.
We will make it through.