Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse

The world is still trying to process the impact of what’s been revealed in the Epstein files. Audra Lynn Fasano didn’t just read about it — she lived it.

In her twenties, Audra encountered Jeffrey Epstein, and more than twenty years later, she is still navigating the fallout of that abuse. The effects don’t end when the headlines fade. They ripple forward.

In this conversation, Audra shares what survival has looked like for her — the trauma, the targeting, and the deep healing she has found through her close relationship with God. As new waves of attention surface, she is drawing even closer to her faith to steady herself.

This is a timely and powerful story of endurance, faith, and the ongoing journey of reclaiming your life.

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Rebecca Davis joins us for an important and thoughtful conversation on how to help survivors of Ritual Abuse. Together, we explore the complex realities survivors often face, including issues of trust, insecurity, and the deep need for safe, informed support.

This episode also addresses the education and preparation helpers need before stepping in, the challenges they may encounter, and practical ways to offer meaningful care to survivors.

There are not enough helpers to meet the need, and we invite you to prayerfully consider this vital ministry.

With the Cult Abuse Network estimating that approximately 2% of the population are Ritual Abuse survivors, these individuals may already be around you—quietly in need of understanding, compassion, and support.

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Levels of Communication
Patiane teaches about the 5 Levels of Friendship. Take these levels slowly and make friends earn their level.

In this episode of Only God Rescued Me, we meet Patiane, who exemplifies what it means to live life while continuing to heal the hard. She has endured the extremes that abuse can bring and is still working to piece together the complexities of perpetrators and victims within her own family system.

As she navigates daily life alongside ongoing healing, Patiane shares moments of unexpected grace—finding comfort in the color blue, and discovering the quiet amazement of having her voice respected in her work. Her love for Yahweh remains a steady and powerful presence in her life and heart.

Join me for this honest glimpse into the life of an SRA victor.

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Lara grew up in a home marked by violence and repeated injustice. In one pivotal moment, she acted in desperation to protect herself—only to be taken away by police and labeled the aggressor. This pattern would repeat itself throughout her childhood in the Derchak home.As a child, Lara knew something was deeply wrong. Years later, she would come to understand the hidden layers of sexual and ritual abuse that had also shaped her life.Lara’s story is heartbreaking, but it is also one of hope. God became her refuge and her rescue. Today, Lara is pursuing a degree so she can help others find healing, just as she has begun to do herself.Join me as Lara shares her journey of survival, truth, and restoration.

We are so grateful to begin a new season with an incredible line-up of SRA Victors and Helpers who are bravely sharing their stories. This season offers a meaningful mix of encouragement, education, healing, and hope, grounded in lived experience and compassion.

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Jennie Grace grew up in the UK foster care system. She livedin an area of 742 square miles and had 100 children's homes. She wasphotographed and placed on a "menu" to be sold into an organizedcrime world of sex trafficking and SRA. Picked up by taxis and drugged atnight, she remembers being driven around England and the places she was taken.The police refused to take her seriously. Having this information investigatedwould help rescue the children in the UK currently caught in abuse today. TheUK needs to listen to Jennie and other survivors and rescue the childrencurrently being abused. This can only happen when the adults are heard andtheir stories investigated. It's time to truly care about the children inEngland.

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In today's episode I introduce you to Patrick, my husband of 30 years. We discuss our early years of dating and marriage and find out why he believed the sexual abuse and the sra. I hope you enjoy hearing our journey of discovery of abuse from his perspective. 

Merita Atherly Engen is from a family of SRA, although she herself was not a victim of the SRA. She has released her first book about her story, documenting how the silence enforced on them all seriously affected her life. "Heartache of Promise" is a well-written book that shows the pain and abuse Merita suffered and how the fallout of the toxic family system affected her life and the choices she made along the way. Her next book will document her sister, who suffered SRA. She calls this "a soft approach to a hard topic." The code of silence enforced in her family is quite fascinating in how she explains it in this book. Through it, she talks about the issues and shame that silence generates. SRA produces secondhand trauma, which we don't often talk about. Merita documents this very well in "Heartache of Promise." I found this a very interesting read and cannot wait for her next book.

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Clinging to God in DespairJuxtaposing the god of the torture of rituals with the Yahweh of love in the Bible, we know who to cling to in despair. Hear who Angie turned to in her despair. Catch up with the rest of her story in "Angie, SRA Victor," on the "Only God Rescued Me" podcast.