Oxymoradox

Belak on all platforms:

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ft. @powfu

Lyrics:

(Belak)

so if earth got the hit by meteor

i would just smile and laugh

as the world burns down around me

if everything just stopped existing

then i would be fine

because at least i wouldnt be here to cry

x2

i hope i dont end up like my dad did

die young, from mixing drugs in the cabinet

even if all the pill bottles had an asterisk

saying “this will kill you!”

people would just laugh it off

and pop Perc 30s till the casket

says “wassup!” and the party gets crashed in

imagine a world without distractions

no addiction, but that’ll never happen

been fucked up

i been right there with you in the same boat

putting cracks in the hull, let it sink slow

till you hit rock bottom, then you think to yourself

that only way out is to swim up

but everyday i feel like i should just give up

i still pray to god, tell the devil he can get fucked

i walk along my path working out the knots and hiccups

i put on my raincoat through the storm and drizzle

so if earth got the hit by meteor

i would just smile and laugh

as the world burns down around me

if everything just stopped existing

then i would be fine

because at least i wouldnt be here to cry

x2

(Powfu)

i guess im a selfish man

yikes

i got nobody holding my hand

spent too much time on desktops and papers

if i could go back

would i tip my waiter?

didnt notice i was falling

popping way too many adderalls

blinded by the shit that doesnt matter at all

laugh when i fall down

you step on my back

all this shit thats coming at me

i deserve from my past

i cant see through the lighting

half my town wanna fight me

heart made of stone

i was hiding

was a lifeless soul till you found me

not afraid of death im all in

i dont need a rest

my calling is spread out on the desk

now i understand im meant for way more

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Lyrics:

you made your bed

now, lay in it

my sheets tucked in

hide the pain under

the weighted blanket

im hiding in

from the darkness

you would not believe your eyes

if everything that you ever loved died

im afraid of what lies without nightlights

i pretend it doesnt bother me and

I’m so unimpressed

i’ve been working on getting closer to my own death

she think that love is fucking choking on her neck

I think that love is hitting me like drug effects

take another dose, im thinking

maybe im just too high

heart lost in the moonlight

i can feel the hateful eyes on me

i dont wanna look down below me

so stand up

you aint fighting on your own

put your hands up

for the friends that you call home

through the dead grass

where the life sucked from the rose

made a bet back to myself

never let it go

and ill never die imma stay alive through the sound

petrified, i cant move a muscle from the couch

everytime i been feeling up you bring me down

and when i think i got thick skin you bleed me out

you made your bed

now, lay in it

my sheets tucked in

hide the pain under

the weighted blanket

im hiding in

from the darkness

I’m so unimpressed

i’ve been working on getting closer to my own death

she think that love is fucking choking on her neck

I think that love is hitting me like drug effects

take another dose, im thinking

maybe im just too high

heart lost in the moonlight

i can feel the hateful eyes on me

i dont wanna look down below me

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Lyrics:

so if i let you down

dont come crawling back to me

if i silence the sound

then it gets hard to breathe

x2

i already fucked my life up, ready?

45 minutes all it takes till you get it

and then the moments over in like 15 seconds

and all those years later you look back and regret it

and i dont really care

so do whatever you like

you can meet me

whenever we feel the moods right

intoxicating

you got me on a new high

love to hate me

so ill just commit

suicide

baby, you decide

change your fate

run it up

this shit do or die

truth or lies

you cannot hide

from what lies within

side your eyes

i see it all

ultraviolet skies

rose of thorns

bleeding out

theres no dying twice

cyanide

all the demons

they come out at night

out of time

out of luck

bitch im bound to die

this is it

this is it

(belak)

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produced, written, and recorded by me

additional vocals by Ocin

Lyrics:

(Belak)

kick me down when im feeling low

battered and bruised to a pulp

give me love then you let it go

try my best but its not good enough

im so low

X4

(Ocin)

i got too high, now im feeling low

leave now, dont fight, girl you gotta go

i lose control, when i feel alone

i cant give up, girl i cant let go

i think about you all the fucking time shit

look at what you keep alive bitch

i need your eyes, dont wanna see them cry

alone here in the night, i will always be in love with you

(Belak & Ocin)

im so low

x4

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https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/belak/slowly

written, recorded, and produced by me

Lyrics:

come here listen closely

time it moves slowly

when i spend it with you

so fall in my arms please

just want you to hold me'and never let go

x3

Stream/Buy

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/belak/know-it-all-feat-re

vocals by me & re:

mixing and mastering by me

produced by yungspoiler

Lyrics:

(Belak)

ive been up since 6 in the morning

smoking ciggarettes and theyre feeling like morphine

time goes by and the sky starts morphing

eyes tye dye and my mind stops working

and when i taste the flavor of the sunlight

i cant replace the days as they go by

you think that you know everything

i think that i dont know a damn thing

im tired of talking lets get to dancing

a couple cheap drinks whatever you fancy

SPILLING WINE ON THE FLOOR WHILE YOU SHAKE IT ON THE TABLE

PUKING OFF THE ROOFTOP THATS JUST HOW THE DAY GOES

WAKE UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY ASKING "WHAT HAPPENED?"

I CANT SMELL THE ROSES JUST YOUR VOMIT ON THE-

(re:)

d-d-dont say i fumbled the bag i just want it my way

if i stay and keep what i had ill just end up sideways

waste time talking so much it just gives me migranes

if you dont like what i got then dont buy it

SOS

im always trying my best but this is all i want its so effortless

its second nature to me from the top of the world to a Motel 6

you think that you know everything

i think that i dont know a damn thing

im tired of talking lets get to dancing

a couple cheap drinks whatever you fancy

SPILLING WINE ON THE FLOOR WHILE YOU SHAKE IT ON THE TABLE

PUKING OFF THE ROOFTOP THATS JUST HOW THE DAY GOES

WAKE UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY ASKING "WHAT HAPPENED?"

I CANT SMELL THE ROSES JUST YOUR VOMIT ON THE MATTRESS

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https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/belak/6feetintheground

vocals by me

mixing and mastering by me

produced by shrpnss & christ

Lyrics:

i still see you on my camera roll

cant bring back all the feelings that were letting go

i just really wish i wasnt better off

without you inside my life

that love is dead and gone

your no longer here

its just these pictures and these videos

your no longer here

and all im hearing is these voice memos

finally put these drugs down

i wont pick em up again

just me and the smoke

cause i didnt have no other friends

i tried to forget

but the memories kept flooding in

everything we been through

and everything we could’ve been

light bleeds through my eyelids

i see you im trying to reach out

baby you feel like Novocaine

i tried to make it go away

you reside in my brain

is it always bad timing?

is it always bad timing?

in my head rewinding

i never let you down

and now you wanna bury me

6 feet in the ground

6 feet in the ground

6 feet in the ground

99 problems on my celly phone

i been running through the USA with all my woes

shorty bad

heartbreaker in the Devil’s throes

my bad

how dumb of me

i should have known

so long

ill be gone

ill be MIA

go on with my life

no matter what it takes

no wrong can be done

she a demon aye

put a lock on my heart

then throw the key away

you got me so low

i hate it

oh no im replaying

everything you were saying

last time we were embracing

im scared of these heights

and perishing love

it wont ever be like

it was before

baby you feel like Novocaine

i tried to make it go away

you reside in my brain

is it always bad timing?

is it always bad timing?

in my head rewinding

i never let you down

and now you wanna bury me

6 feet in the ground

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vocals by me & Shie Ann

mixing and mastering by me

produced by jang0 & Dercept

Lyrics:

[Belak]

i wont ever back down

into the background

cause thats not where life is

thats where all your dreams go to die

consequences of actions

that came from the past years

that ive been holding on to my breath

and im not good at backing down

everytime i try, i find my way around

all the problems in my life, cant even weigh me down

feel like i can lift anything, with my strength right now

this is sheer will, thats why im singing loud

this is my heart, thats why its bleeding out

this is my life, so ill do what i want with it

its my life, so

[Belak & Shie Ann]

i wont ever back down

into the background

cause thats not where life is

thats where all your dreams go to die

consequences of actions

that came from the past years

that ive been holding on to my breath

[Shie Ann]

you walked away from the one that lifts you up when the day was rough

must've been my mistake that made you run away

we had eachother, we were stuck like glue

couldn't keep us apart, we were two and two

but you let it go, no second chance

yeah oooh

face to face we stand alone, couldn't fix the path we broke

but we did it on our own, we can never be alone

i said a thousand times before that actions speak louder than words

but you cant get that through your head

thats what lifes meant to be instead

[Belak & Shie Ann]

i wont ever back down

into the background

cause thats not where life is

thats where all your dreams go to die

consequences of actions

that came from the past years

that ive been holding on to my breath

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https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/belak/13-reasons-why

vocals, mixing, & mastering by me

produced by yungspoiler

Lyrics:

if you opened my chest up, would it be an empty cave?

or a fire burning with passion?

if you opened my head up, would it be the greenest grass?

or the flowers dying?

quit overthinking, i got 13 reasons

why i cant tell you whats eating me from the inside out

i went out drinking, threw up on the bedsheets at the Four Seasons

everythings falling around me

i feel like im fucking drowning

when you open my chest up

can you find a reason to live

or am i just another mistake?

when you open my head up

am i standing on the edge of the bridge

looking down below?

quit overthinking, i got 13 reasons

why i cant tell you whats eating me from the inside out

i went out drinking, threw up on the bedsheets at the Four Seasons

everythings falling around me

i feel like im fucking drowning

x3

Stream/Buy

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/belak/cloudwatching-feat-powfu-2

Ft. @powfu

produced by Ocean Beats

Lyrics:

[Belak]

i looked up at the clouds

(wow what a beautiful day!)

you said that one right there, looks like its feeling down

i see it now that you've pointed it out

(yeah it does kinda look sad)

maybe its frowning only because the sun's not out

i-i-i look down at the ground

(at the ground, at the ground)

and tap my feet anxiously, cause the words wont come out

oh baby you've got me looking around

(oh around)

double checking myself, can i hold it down?

(yawn)

just woke up to a text that said

"do you wanna go cloudwatching with me?"

i was like "yeah, of course i wanna go do that"

"do you know of any good spots near you and me?"

she said "i know of one. it's on a beach, next to some trees, right by a lake"

i said "sounds great! do you want me to just meet you there, or pick you up at 8?"

she said "you could slide over beforehand. and you could kiss me, and we could slow dance"

then my heart started beating faster

i started sweating, im such a disaster

talking in my head like "come on bro, just fuckin answer"

so i hit her up with a "yeah, lets do that"

i looked up at the stars

you said "i wonder how they got so far?"

now you got me wondering the same thing

how'd they get so bright?

thats how i wanna be

i looked up at the clouds

(wow what a beautiful day!)

you said that one right there, looks like its feeling down

i see it now that you've pointed it out

(yeah it does kinda look sad)

maybe its frowning only because the sun's not out

i-i-i look down at the ground

(at the ground, at the ground)

and tap my feet anxiously, cause the words wont come out

oh baby you've got me looking around

(oh around)

double checking myself, can i hold it down?

[Powfu]

yuh

i got some snacks in my bag, we can share if you want

is the sun moving closer, or is it just me?

so much better than my dreams with you here

i didnt think i'd make it through this whole year

you made of alchohol, cause im falling

and thowing the sadness out of my pocket-et-et-et

follow the clouds until they departure

move farther, i see the starting line with you there