Oxymoradox

written, recorded, and produced by belak

lyrics:

how do you figure it out

cause everybody leaves and nobody ever stays

they just do what my dad did and throw their life away

a spitting image of what life is

i guess im finding out

so tell me baby why you crying?

wipe your tears

do you

l o v e me?

l o v e me?

i do

l o v e you

l o v e you

find you

hiding in my heart

im right beside you

i wont let this die

eternal life with you

l o v e

hiding in my heart

im right beside you

i wont let this die

eternal life with you

l o v e me?

l o v e me?

i do

l o v e you

l o v e you

find you

hiding in my heart

im right beside you

i wont let this die

eternal life

l o v e me?

l o v e me?

i do

l o v e you

l o v e you

find you

hiding in my heart

im right beside you

i wont let this die

eternal life

l o v e me?

l o v e me?

i do

l o v e you

l o v e you

find you

hiding in my heart

im right beside you

i wont let this die

eternal life

l o v e me?

l o v e me?

i do

l o v e you

l o v e you

find you

hiding in my heart

im right beside you

i wont let this die

eternal life

@youngburial @93feetofsmoke

pop another addy, i feel like a zombie

halo by Oxymoradox

where the wild things are ft. powfu by Oxymoradox

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(belak)

i heard the birds chirp

outside the window today

you get what you deserve

somewhere, nearby in the middle again

hey depression

how have you been my dawg?

got the cold sweats

you make my skin crawl

and the anti-anxiety meds

aint working at all

so im playing russian roulette

with all my thoughts

sillouhettes

follow me

like light beams

through curtain screens

so just let it go

the ebb and flow

of time heals everything

well thats what they say

i still want to use my brains to paint the wall

too much everything, just let me fall

fall

x4

(re:)

so let me be

or help me free my mind

chasing highs that help me re-define

who i am, im not the same as i

am when we effectively collide

so

kill the past, i wont go back in time, no

isolate and focus only i know

where my warpath leads, conciousness silent

tried to leave this earth, cant reach the sky though

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Lyrics:

out my own

i want you to know

that your the only thing thats keeping me going

when i have trouble waking up in the morning

never let me go

i need you the most

in my life if you need me im right there by you

crawling every inch of the way

im one step behind you

oh baby your giving me butterflies

i hope they dont fly out the window

cause i need their wings to lift me high

above dandelion meadows

ive been feeling dull like butter knives

i only feel alive through my headphones

caterpillars crawl on empty vines

i hope i dont die in this cocoon

oh baby i

never want to say goodbye

you push me to the edge

and then you drive me crazy

right off of a cliff

until the light starts fading

and i cant wrap my head around it

ive tried

oh baby your giving me butterflies

oh baby your giving me butterflies

i hope they dont fly out the window

cause i need their wings to lift me high

above dandelion meadows

ive been feeling dull like butter knives

i only feel alive through my headphones

caterpillars crawl on empty vines

i hope i dont die in this cocoon

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Lyrics:

two bad shawties

bathroom, cocaine

yeah im fucking off the molly

yeah im fucking up my brain

stuff a blunt with my woadie

yeah were going MIA

baby imma die lit

thatll never ever change

get the billies stacked

rubber band balls in the bank

these hoes really cap

they aint really all that they say

bitch im really that

Momma said “go son aye!”

got the venue packed in

with the lights on stage

i put in effort, i get high until my head hurt

god please guide me, wash away my sins, and be my shepherd

life untimely, its changing from winter, to summer, to autumn

sink in the abyss with me, im stacking up all my problems

i dont ever flinch, hit me with ever thing that you got

a storm of bullets

kunai knives, short blades, and katanas

itll all miss, cant be hit with none of the drama

itll all miss, cant be hit with none of the drama

two bad shawties

bathroom, cocaine

yeah im fucking off the molly

yeah im fucking up my brain

stuff a blunt with my woadie

yeah were going MIA

baby imma die lit

thatll never ever change

get the billies stacked

rubber band balls in the bank

these hoes really cap

they aint really all that they say

bitch im really that

Momma said “go son aye!”

got the venue packed in

with the lights on stage

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Lyrics:

we can talk all night

or argue back and forth

but aid rather not do that shit

this shit gets so problematic

we can fuck and fight

i wasted all my time on love

like a hopeless romantic

i should load the gun and blast it

in my head

in my head

in my head again

dont fold up

and crumble

and lie there instead

paralyzed, i cant make anything move

its nerve gas inside of my lungs

missing you

in my head

in my head

in my head again

dont fold up

and crumble

and lie there instead

waiting for this shit

to stop it just wont

i hold up myself

by myself

me, alone

we can talk all night

or argue back and forth

but aid rather not do that shit

this shit gets so problematic

we can fuck and fight

i wasted all my time on love

like a hopeless romantic

i should load the gun and blast it

i bet that youll fall once more

i bet that youll fall in love with me

before you reach the door

it happens so suddenly

i bet youll forget what made you upset

i bet that i can just make you remember instead

all of the good times

that we spent at my place

and i know

one look is all it might take

and i know you still have the address to my place

like warfare, nerve gas

your in my veins

i dont gotta look to the stars

to know how you feel

i just take a look into your eyes

and i know that its real

theres no high like the one you make me feel

so baby how you feel right now?

we can talk all night

or argue back and forth

but aid rather not do that shit

this shit gets so problematic

we can fuck and fight

i wasted all my time on love

like a hopeless romantic

i should load the gun and blast it

in my head

in my head

in my head again

dont fold up

and crumble

and lie there instead

paralyzed, i cant make anything move

its nerve gas inside of my lungs

missing you

in my head

in my head

in my head again

dont fold up

and crumble

and lie there instead

waiting for this shit

to stop it just wont

i hold up myself

by myself

me, alone

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