Oxymoradox

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Lyrics:

guess its lost love

hello heartbreak, have you heard of me?

i guess not huh?

baby your in love with hurting me

leave me burnt up

skin on fire

need emergency

let me fall down

i get trapped inside uncertainty

x2

and if i tried better

when lifes not fair

will i storm the weather

or will i despair

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Lyrics:

aye hold up

lemme get this off

shawty Wanda Maximoff

yuh she my Scarlett Witch

love you only, i could never love no bitch

aye

kiss me through the phone

call me up on facetime when nobody is home

tell me how your feeling

lets connect our souls

love you only, i could never love these hoes

x3

never trust these hoes

they only bring you

to the bottom of a hole

they gon set you up

take you for everything you know

came back with some gas and matches

lit it all on fire decided to wreak havoc

i moonwalk on the beat like im Michael Jackson

feel it in my system like it was some microplastics

acid, changing the neurons in brains passage

cracked it, then i rewired and deep hacked it

spastic, im always making a new smash hit

hat tricks, switching it up its some black magic

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Lyrics:

i can see from a birds eye view

how much that i hurt you

i notice grain in the resolution

love is an execution

i can see it with my optic nerves

your hung up on it like a picture

and my eyes

waited for your

contact with my

line of sight

i couldnt let your

gaze wander

you were caught

in my vision

fisheye lenses

so photogenic

edit that picture

facetune and crop it

microscopic details

mask out render

blemishes and flaws

like they dont exist

i got two eyes

i got two eyes

on the back my head

im back in my head

with two eyes

i got two eyes

one for seeing lies

one for me to cry

i got two eyes

i got two eyes

perception is the devil

i see why

i got two eyes

i got two eyes

x2

she said “im out of love”

baby can i change your point of view

she doesn’t have the trust that she had

cause i dissapointed you

and im too high

a whole different altitude

take me away

like helium baloons

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Lyrics:

fucked it up

i cant ctrl+alt+del that

build it up

like a time machine could repeat that

fell in love

space and time collided

and we crashed

bottle it up

till it cracks

due to heat stress

feel something about it

i dont have a grip on myself and i lose hope

think that im catching up, but im too slow

its eating me alive like a black hole

give a fuck about it

i dont have a grip on myself and i lose hope

think that im catching up, but im too slow

its eating me alive like a black hole

x2

i need a fucking minute to myself

just to sit here and breathe

(sigh)

the sound circles round me

when i break it down

its just like a disease

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Lyrics:

im so over looking down

i tilt my head to the sky

and get lost in the clouds

teardrops precipitate

to the ground

my eyes mountain runoff

i hope i don’t drown

white water rapid

flash flood warning

now

i evaporate into sound

ive got nothing to lose

so dont hold me down

get stuck on the rules

and played for fool

like “whos laughing now?l

im changing the view

and taking my queues

just to make it out

cause lightning never strikes at the same place twice

you call it luck, i call it hard work

its not the same

why is God twisting serotonin strands

and planting them in the grapevine?

would you make me love

then take it away

from me at the same time?

is all of the pain

supposed to change

how i feel?

cause its all the same

it always stays with me

so real

woke up today

the worlds disarray became so still

im so over looking down

i tilt my head to the sky

and get lost in the clouds

teardrops precipitate

to the ground

my eyes mountain runoff

i hope i don’t drown

white water rapid

flash flood warning

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Lyrics:

heatsrokes

everytime i get around you

my face burns up

let it go

thats just something i cant do you melted my heart

lava flows

your the direct sunlight on my cobblestones

its coming close

when the world is ending will you hold me close

oooh

she got hot flashes

soon as i started to make this shit

she said “bae can you open that window up just a little bit”

i said “no shawty, i got no time, gotta make this hit”

busting that hot hot fire

i keep it a hundred in this bitch

look around like this my shit hoe

heatstrokes

leave the beat smoked

only thing im ever in is beast mode

(tsk)

that boy got his style jacked and re-cloned

this shit way too easy

someone come and check my ego

heatstrokes

mofucka these some heatstrokes

shawty tryna teach me bout some deepthroat

(hot)

blow it up like some C4

bitch im always up i dont sleep hoe

x2

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Lyrics:

and all of these regrets

remain in my head

a pictures worth a thousand words

but theres no words to be said

and i tried to forget

everything you said

those Kodaks and those Polaroids

hung right beside my bed

now i miss you

the feelings run red

my blood turns blue

so ill take a lasso

and bring you the moon

and youll brush it off

like its nothing new

(like its nothing new)

and all of these regrets

remain in my head

a pictures worth a thousand words

but theres no words to be said

and i tried to forget

everything you said

those Kodaks and those Polaroids

their burnt inside my memories

of you

im tripping on tapestries

in my room

thinking they’ll magically

disappear like you

when you clicked your heels

in those glass shoes

and all of these regrets

remain in my head

a pictures worth a thousand words

but theres no words to be said

and i tried to forget

everything you said

those Kodaks and those Polaroids

hung right beside my bed

now i miss you

the feelings run red

my blood turns blue

so ill take a lasso

and bring you the moon

and youll brush it off

like its nothing new

(almost)

sunlight beams

are out of focus

just like me and you eroding

UV rays they kiss the lotus

while the love is decomposing

how the vines strangle the marble

your suffocating my airflow

theres no promise in tomorrow

so right now, its all that i know

melodies that sound like color

harvesting memories from each-other

your my drug

love potions

mixing that shit up

so corrosive

they its say its bad blood

but i know its

toxic when it us

and we know it

x3

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Lyrics:

Cause you gave me the butterflies

Now I'm stayin' up all night

So what can I do to make me get over you?

I'm letting go of all of my vices

I’ll make the sacrifices

All I can do to make me get over you

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Lyrics:

can you tell me where my heart is?

probably lost it somewhere

moving through apartments

in a box, stored away in a compartment

by the cobwebs in the corner with the darkness

so i started thinking back to when i started this

it was just me in my aunties crib

she said apply to colleges

but i really wasnt getting any scholarships

so i took a different route

fell in love with dancing and music

then i learned that i could make a beat on the computer

got a mic for my birthday

started writing raps to everything that i was in the studio up late producing

then i started making friends and they did the same thing

for the better, noticed that i started changing

and i finally had a way out

life moves slowly here

nostalgia

memories dissapear

x3

i miss you

its been a while since ive seen myself

i just want to let him know im proud of him

i aint ever doubted him

and its okay to ask

if he needs some help

but if 17 year old me seen me at 23

then he probably wouldve pissed himself

cause he became everything that i wanted to be

and all it ever took was to be myself

life moves slowly here

nostalgia

memories dissapear

life moves slowly here

nostalgia

all our breaths dissapear

Belak on all platforms:

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Lyrics:

can you tell me where my heart is?

probably lost it somewhere

moving through apartments

in a box, stored away in a compartment

by the cobwebs in the corner with the darkness

so i started thinking back to when i started this

it was just me in my aunties crib

she said apply to colleges

but i really wasnt getting any scholarships

so i took a different route

fell in love with dancing and music

then i learned that i could make a beat on the computer

got a mic for my birthday

started writing raps to everything that i was in the studio up late producing

then i started making friends and they did the same thing

for the better, noticed that i started changing

and i finally had a way out

life moves slowly here

nostalgia

memories dissapear

x3

i miss you

its been a while since ive seen myself

i just want to let him know im proud of him

i aint ever doubted him

and its okay to ask

if he needs some help

but if 17 year old me seen me at 23

then he probably wouldve pissed himself

cause he became everything that i wanted to be

and all it ever took was to be myself

life moves slowly here

nostalgia

memories dissapear

life moves slowly here

nostalgia

all our breaths dissapear