Ever since I was a teenager there's always been this part of me that needed to have a crush on somebody.In this episode, I explore this pattern of relating to men and commit to stepping into my vulnerability and allowing myself to be fully seen by the men in my life.• Credits •Audio • Marilyn VaccaroMusic • Matiu Te Huki • https://bit.ly/2y32khxPhoto • Pete Longworth • http://petelongworth.com/

Tonight I'm experiencing bliss, ecstasy, and the pure joy of being inside a human body... It's a kind of sexual energy, and it also isn't...Experiencing this state is a massive side benefit of the work I've done and I believe it's our natural birth right as humans.But it's not all bliss, this path of the Awakened Heart Warrior.In this episode I also explore my desire for a lover, full-body energetic orgasms, celibacy and why Tantra has nothing to do with sex.• Credits •Audio • Marilyn VaccaroMusic • Matiu Te Huki • https://bit.ly/2y32khxPhoto • Pete Longworth • http://petelongworth.com/

I haven't shared a life or a house or a bed with a partner for seven years now. There's a real heartache in that, a yearning to be met and seen and held and loved. And there's a wound underneath it that I want to release and heal.In this episode, I dive into that heartache and the raw, vulnerable and naked process that I've been experiencing.I also explore the breath, and how I use the breath to anchor me into presence, so that I can feel my way into the emotions that lie slightly under the surface.• Credits •Audio • Marilyn VaccaroMusic • Matiu Te Huki • https://bit.ly/2y3216n & https://bit.ly/2y32khxPhoto • Pete Longworth • http://petelongworth.com/

If I say I'm going to do it publicly, I have to do it. So here I am, doing it.In this episode, I explore my relentless desire to wake up, the litmus tests in daily life that I use to gauge my own awakeness, and why I'm seeking the deepest intimacy possible.I'm also noticing what happens moment by moment as I speak, including what happens when I falter and fall out of presence.• Credits •Audio • Marilyn VaccaroMusic • Matiu Te Huki • https://bit.ly/2y32khxPhoto • Pete Longworth • http://petelongworth.com/