In my experience there has been times in my life working away from my family where I would come home after a long hitch away and I should be happy to be going but I just did not FEEL anything. Not happy, not sad, just nothing inside. If I had of looked at the FACTS behind why this was going on maybe I could have recognized this was happening to me and why. When we are not looking at the FACTS in anything in our life, we will tell ourselves STORIES that do not serve us and eventually mess everything up.