In this deeply moving episode, I sit down with my friend Dylan Evrard to share a story of love, hope, and unimaginable loss. Dylan and his partner’s journey to conceive was filled with challenges, but when they finally fell pregnant with their baby girl, Milli, their joy was immeasurable. Tragically, their happiness turned to heartbreak when they lost Milli not long after her birth.

Dylan opens up about their experience—navigating the highs of expecting a child after years of trying, the devastating loss, and the strength they’ve found to keep moving forward. We also take some time to get to know Dylan, his background, and the bond he shares with his partner through it all.

This episode is heavy yet heartfelt, and it’s an honor to share Dylan’s story. He’s one of the most down-to-earth people I know, with a heart of gold, and his courage to speak openly about such a personal journey is inspiring.

A powerful conversation about love, loss, and resilience.

In this episode of Planting Seeds with Soul, Kelsie opens up about her experience of losing her father at 15. She shares how she navigates family moments like Christmas, Father’s Day, and other milestones—moments that often bring both joy and grief. Her reflections offer a heartfelt perspective on love, loss, and how she approaches these deeply emotional times.

I also share my own journey with sacred ceremonies like ayahuasca, DMT, magic mushrooms, and more. These transformative experiences, approached with intention and respect, have brought me healing, wisdom, and growth. They’ve been powerful tools for connecting to myself and gaining clarity, enlightenment, and transformation.

This episode is a raw and heartfelt exploration of healing, love, and connection—with yourself, your family, and the world. I hope you enjoy it as much as I love sharing these moments with my beautiful community.

With love, Soul

In this episode, I’m joined by the most powerful woman in my life—Kelsie. We dive into life, love, and the beauty of imperfection, sharing moments from our journey as partners and parents.

We talk about Kelsie’s kids (who I love as my own) and the funny, sometimes annoying quirks that come with raising children—but also how we’d miss those little things if they were gone. Kelsie opens up about her passions, from cooking for families and single parents to reducing food waste and making the most out of every ingredient.

We also reflect on the power of not judging a book by its cover. Whether it’s tattoos, appearances, or first impressions, there’s always more to someone’s story when you take the time to look deeper.

Of course, there’s plenty of laughter, like the time Kelsie nearly lost a battle with her headphones and sprayed water all over our gear.

This is a raw and honest conversation about love, family, and finding connection beneath the surface.

In this episode, I reflect on my gratitude practice and how the life I once dreamed of is now my reality. I share insights into my morning routine, letting nature guide me, and some lessons I’ve learned along the way.

I also answer a listener’s question: At what point did I get tired of my own shit and start my soul-searching journey? I talk about how my choices—drugs, alcohol, mental health struggles, and living unconsciously—disconnected me from Source. It was as if the universe saw what I was doing and said, “Nope, stop the flow, stop the connection, let him learn the hard way.” Waking up from the darkness wasn’t easy, but it was an awakening in my eye—a turning point that realigned my mental, physical, emotional, and spiritual health.

This is a raw and honest exploration of hitting rock bottom, reconnecting with truth, and embracing the journey back to self.

In this first episode, I’m diving into the unknown, forced out of my comfort zone and pushed by the universe to finally start this podcast. With no guarantees and plenty of uncertainty, I’m taking the leap because sometimes, the flow of life leaves you no other choice. Join me as we explore what it means to surrender to the unknown and trust the journey ahead.