• Infertility
• Pregnancy loss/grief
• Perimenopause discussion
• Hormone and reproductive health struggles
• Medical gaslighting/frustration with healthcare system
• Emotional distress/anxiety
• Discussion of fertility decline
• Menopause
• Mental health struggles
• Brief mention of family conflict/drama

In this solo episode of Radiant Resilience, Tawny shares a deeply honest update on her recent hormone and fertility journey after receiving conflicting information about whether or not she’s entering perimenopause. After being sent into an emotional spiral by one doctor’s interpretation of her bloodwork, she sought a second opinion and was left with even more questions about women’s health, hormones, infertility grief, and how little support and research many women receive.

She opens up about the emotional complexity of letting go of hope, navigating uncertainty, and learning how to exist in a life that no longer revolves around infertility treatments and survival mode. Tawny also shares her frustrations with the medical system, the financial barriers to hormone care, and the broader conversation around women’s health education and hormone imbalance.

On a lighter note, she talks about booking an exciting new adventure to Madagascar with Colin for his 40th birthday, the joys and challenges of travel, and the books currently consuming her life — including Mistborn, Silver Elite, Broken Dove, and more romantasy favorites.

This episode is vulnerable, reflective, honest, and full of the messy in-between moments of trying to rediscover yourself after years of struggle. 

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In this powerful episode of Radiant Resilience, Tawny is joined by Dr. Tara Harding—nurse practitioner, fertility advocate, and founder of the only infertility nonprofit in the Dakotas—for a raw and eye-opening conversation about infertility, endometriosis, medical gaslighting, and reclaiming control over your body and your care.

Dr. Tara shares:

• Her own journey from unexplained infertility to motherhood—and now, a second fertility journey with new challenges

• How undiagnosed endometriosis and adenomyosis shaped her symptoms, IVF outcomes, and surgical needs

• Why she believes “unexplained infertility” is a harmful, unacceptable diagnosis

• What real care looks like—from proper excision surgery to collaborative healthcare teams

• Her fight for insurance coverage and fertility justice through legislative advocacy

• The emotional weight of navigating IVF again, even as a medical professional

This episode is a must-listen for anyone struggling with infertility, chronic health issues, or feeling dismissed by their doctors. You are not alone—and you deserve real answers.

• Infidelity / cheating
• Emotional betrayal
• Gaslighting / manipulation
• Sexually transmitted infections (STD mention)
• Substance use (alcohol & drugs)
• Toxic relationships
• Mental health struggles
• Grief and emotional distress
• Family addiction (alcoholism)
• Brief mention of suicidal ideation / dark mental states

What happens when you know something is wrong… but you can’t bring yourself to face it?

In this episode, Tawny sits down with Jacki to unpack a deeply personal story of a long-term relationship built on love, denial, and repeated betrayal. From high school sweethearts to engagement—and ultimately a devastating discovery—Jacki shares what it was like to live in a cycle of knowing and not knowing at the same time.

They dive into the emotional complexity of being cheated on, the survival mechanisms we use to avoid pain, and the heartbreak of realizing not just your partner, but people around you, knew more than you did. 

But this conversation isn’t just about betrayal—it’s about what comes after.

Jacki opens up about the messy, chaotic healing phase (hello early 20s spiral), the unexpected way she met her now-husband, and the powerful lessons she learned about commitment, self-worth, and what real love actually looks like.

This episode is raw, honest, and ultimately hopeful—a reminder that even the most painful endings can lead you exactly where you’re meant to be.

TRIGGER WARNING TOPICS

• Infertility
• Grief and loss of a parent
• Emotional triggers around Mother’s Day
• Pregnancy and motherhood discussions
• Complex family dynamics

Mother’s Day is often painted as a picture-perfect celebration—but for so many, it’s anything but simple.

In this episode, I sit down with my best friend, Kellen, for a raw and unfiltered conversation about the many layers of this holiday. From navigating life as a mother without her own mom, to my experience of infertility, we talk about the grief, the guilt, the expectations, and the moments of joy that can all coexist at once.

We dive into:

• The bittersweet reality of Mother’s Day
• Wanting space instead of celebration (and why that’s okay)
• The unseen struggles so many people carry on this day
• How friendships evolve through infertility and motherhood
• The importance of maintaining your identity beyond being a mom

This conversation is honest, emotional, and at times, lighthearted—because that’s what real life looks like. If Mother’s Day feels complicated for you in any way, this episode is here to remind you: you are not alone.

• Infertility
• IVF
• Pregnancy loss/grief themes
• Childlessness/child-free after infertility discussions
• Medical trauma
• Perimenopause/menopause
• Hormonal health struggles
• Body grief/body betrayal themes
• Mental health struggles
• Burnout
• Identity crisis
• Addiction mention
• Explicit language

In this deeply personal Radiant Reflections episode, I’m sharing a raw life update—and honestly, this conversation goes a lot of places.

I open up about my recent trip to Cape Verde and São Tomé & Príncipe, the beauty of disconnecting from everyday life, and how travel gave me space to process grief I didn’t realize I was still carrying.

Then, I share something I never expected to hear at 38 years old: after routine bloodwork, my doctor told me I’m likely in early perimenopause.

After years of infertility, IVF, surgeries, losses, and learning how to grieve the life I thought I would have, this news felt like another devastating layer of loss—especially knowing it may officially close the door on having biological children.

In this episode, I talk openly about:
✨ infertility grief resurfacing in unexpected ways
✨ feeling disconnected from your body
✨ burnout, identity shifts, and questioning your purpose
✨ navigating life when things don’t go according to plan
✨ learning to hold gratitude while also honoring pain

And because I needed to end on something lighter—I’m also sharing my latest romantasy book obsessions and current reading recommendations because fictional worlds are currently keeping me sane.

If you’ve ever felt exhausted by life, betrayed by your body, or unsure of what chapter you’re in… this episode is for you.

You are not alone. 

TRIGGER WARNING TOPICS

• Political violence
• War and conflict
• Execution and capital punishment
• Torture and imprisonment
• Death of a parent
• Childhood exposure to trauma
• Human rights violations
• Violence against women
• Loss and grief

In this powerful and eye-opening episode of Radiant Resilience, Tawny sits down with Iranian human rights activist Zolal Habibi for a conversation that goes far beyond the headlines.

With over two decades of advocacy, Zolal shares her deeply personal story—one shaped by loss, resilience, and an unwavering commitment to justice after her father was killed by the Iranian regime. From growing up surrounded by survivors of political imprisonment to dedicating her life to activism, her journey is both heartbreaking and inspiring.

Together, they unpack the realities of life in Iran today, including the systemic oppression of women, the role of youth-led resistance, and the ongoing fight for democracy. Zolal offers insight into recent uprisings, the impact of war, and why true change must come from the people of Iran themselves—not through outside intervention.

This conversation is intense, emotional, and incredibly important. It’s a reminder of the power of awareness, the strength of the human spirit, and the role we all play in standing up for what is right.

TRIGGER WARNING TOPICS

• Reclaiming Girlhood After Infertility
• The Grief That Changes Shape
• Finding Joy After IVF
• Childless Not Broken
• Life, Loss, and the Return to Yourself

In this heartfelt returning-guest episode, Tawny sits down again with Carrie Hoskins for an honest conversation about life after infertility, childlessness after IVF, and the grief that continues to evolve over time. Together, they talk about healing, friendship, perimenopause, unexpected triggers, and learning how to create joy in a life that looks different than the one they once imagined.

Carrie shares how reconnecting with girlhood, creativity, play, and everyday wonder has opened up new layers of healing, while both she and Tawny reflect on the complicated emotions that come with moving forward after infertility. This episode is raw, validating, and full of tenderness for anyone navigating childlessness after infertility, identity shifts, and finding meaning in the life they have now.

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⚠️ Trigger Warning Topics

• Infertility
• IVF and failed fertility treatments
• Pregnancy loss / inability to conceive
• Medical gaslighting
• Chronic illness (endometriosis, endometritis)
• Death of a parent
• Grief and trauma
• Emotional distress / mental health struggles

In this deeply raw and emotional episode of Radiant Resilience, Tawny sits down with her friend Kelly to share a story that so many women are living—but far too few are truly heard in.

What began as a hopeful journey to start a family quickly turned into years of unanswered questions, medical gaslighting, failed fertility treatments, and unimaginable grief. After being told everything was “normal,” Kelly endured multiple IUIs, IVF cycles, and devastating losses—only to later discover underlying conditions that had been overlooked all along.

This conversation goes beyond infertility. It’s about advocating for yourself when no one is listening, navigating the emotional toll of repeated heartbreak, and finding the strength to keep going—even when the path looks nothing like you imagined.

Together, Tawny and Kelly open up about:

• The harsh reality behind “unexplained infertility”
• The emotional rollercoaster of IVF and failed cycles
• The impact of endometriosis and missed diagnoses
• Grief, loss, and how trauma compounds the journey
• The importance of root-cause medicine and self-advocacy
• The isolating experience—and the power of finding someone who truly gets it

If you’ve ever felt dismissed, unseen, or alone in your journey… this episode is for you.

You are not crazy. You are not alone. And your story matters.

ENDOMETRIOSIS AND NAPRO LINKS

https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/endometriosis/symptoms-causes/syc-20354656

https://naprotechnology.com/infertility/

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Trigger Warning Topics:

• Sexual abuse (childhood and generational)
• Child abuse
• Trauma and PTSD
• Family estrangement
• Emotional and psychological distress
• Legal conflict / custody-related stress
• Mental health struggles (anxiety, depression)
• Suicidal ideation (brief mention)

In this deeply raw and powerful episode of Radiant Resilience, Tawny sits down with Devorah Brinkerhoff to explore a story that is both heartbreaking and profoundly transformative.

Devorah shares her journey of uncovering repressed childhood sexual abuse, navigating the devastating realization that her own children were being harmed, and the unimaginable fallout that followed—including family betrayal, legal battles, and complete disconnection from loved ones.

But this conversation isn’t just about trauma—it’s about what comes after.

Through years of inner work, Devorah found a way to transmute pain into healing through creativity. She now helps others reconnect with themselves using art as a powerful tool to process, release, and reclaim their story.

This episode is a testament to the resilience of the human spirit, the complexity of forgiveness, and the possibility of finding yourself—even when everything else falls apart.

This is a heavy but important conversation. Please listen with care and give yourself permission to pause if needed.

CONNECT WITH DEVORAH

Instagram: @devorahbrinckerhoff @dhakeart
Facebook: Devorah Hake Brinckerhoff & Soul Portraits & Devorah Brinskerhoff Art
TikTok: @soulportrait.art
Linkedin: Devorah Hake Brinckerhoff 
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https://soulportrait.art/course/
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Trigger Warning Topics:

• divorce
• grief
• cancer
• cancer caregiving
• emotional hardship
• major life transitions

Lorie Kleiner Eckert joins me for a heartfelt and inspiring conversation about personal reinvention, resilience, and the power of taking life one small step at a time. After a divorce at 42, Lorie began rebuilding her life from the ground up — a journey that led her to become a motivational speaker, syndicated columnist, quilt artist, and published author of five books.

In this episode, Lorie shares how following unexpected doors opened an entirely new chapter of purpose and creativity. We talk about starting over later in life, journaling as a healing tool, finding your authentic voice, making new friends, honoring your story, and why “a little bit plus a little bit equals a whole lot.”

This conversation is filled with wisdom, humor, and gentle reminders that even after heartbreak, change, grief, or uncertainty, it is never too late to begin again.

CONNECT WITH LORIE

Website: https://www.loriekleinereckert.com/

Chai on Life is availabe as a hard back, an eBook, and as an AudioBook all on Amazon: https://amzn.to/3ZCbYUA 

I also write a Book Blog and would love listeners to sign up for the Book Lover's Club here: https://www.loriekleinereckert.com/book-lovers-club-signup/

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