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This episode is a From the Vault re-release that lives very close to my heart.
If you’re new here, I recommend listening to Episode 6, where I first shared my infertility journey solo, before diving into this conversation. This episode originally aired as Episode 8 and is a continuation — a deeper, more vulnerable exploration of what comes after years of trying.
In this conversation, I’m joined by my dear friend Carrie Hoskins, a freelance writer whose work centers around infertility, grief, and life after loss. Carrie and I talk honestly about the possibility of being child-free after infertility — not by choice, and all the complicated emotions that live in that space: grief, jealousy, identity loss, anger, compassion, and the slow rebuilding of a meaningful life.
This is not a “how-to” episode. It’s a real, unfiltered conversation about what infertility takes from you — and what you’re left to redefine when the path you imagined no longer exists.
Carrie also shares her own powerful story (which you can hear more fully in Episode 18), and together we explore friendship shifts, triggers, boundaries, marriage, hope cycles, and the quiet bravery of continuing to live fully even when the ending looks different than planned.
After opening my heart in recent episodes, this felt like the right one to bring back.
If you’re navigating infertility, grief, or the uncertainty of what comes next — you’re not alone here.
Trigger / Content Warning: infertility, pregnancy loss, miscarriage, stillbirth, IVF, medical trauma, grief, jealousy, child-free after infertility, emotional distress.
Please take care of yourself while listening. Pause or return when you feel supported. This podcast is not a substitute for professional mental health care.
Thank you for being here — and for holding space for stories that don’t always get told. 🤍
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