Rae's of Light

Week Three of quarantine was truly a doozy. I just struggled emotionally to get through, I mean 

it seemed like everything pissed me off, even the things that went right. Have you ever felt like 

that? Like nothing is wrong but nothing is right. Well that was me last week. I pushed and 

pushed and got through it. I kept to myself and kept my head down until I was able to be 

present for the people who needed me. Here how I turned the test of last week into the 

testimony of this week.

In this week's episode I complete the assignment I left you all with. For one week I wrote down 

small things that I was grateful for then I selected a couple of those things to go over with you.

I used this as a tool to remind me during this difficult time there are many things to be grateful

for and alway to revert my attention back to positivity. The choice is always yours so choose 

HAPPINESS. 

 

Peace-Love-Light--Rae

In this week's episode listen to how a small slight turned into a all night ordeal. Listen at how I let something small negatively impact my time management. Listen at how I 

turned that small negative thing into something to be massively appreciative of. I also reflect on the things that COVID-19 has made me appreciative of and how to carry 

that since of appreciation into weeks to come and how that appreciation influences your overall perspective.

I took my advice last week and set some small goals for the week and I killed those bitches!! I feel fantastic and I can already tell how it has impacted my confidence in my 

ability to be able to complete tasks. I talk all about that in this episode and I also touch on how I have been directly effect by the Coronavirus as many people around the

world has. Hear how all the fuss makes me feel and what I am doing to keep my sanity. My thoughts and prayers are with each of us as we go through this and above all

else I pray everyone remain safe. 

 

Peace-Love-Light ---Rae

In planning a surprise trip for my boyfriend's 30th birthday, it dawned on me, that I am just 

under six months until mine. Heart racing, anxiety ramping up, and my sense of control starts 

spiraling because I am not where I want to be or where I saw myself at 30. All of my fears came

up and feelings of being a failure. Uncertainty of how to be successful, just so many things that 

I allowed to keep be feeling down. Listen at how I changed the narrative of my life and how I

came up with a new goal to achieve by then to help with my confidence. Hear how I intend on 

revamping the podcast to make more of an impact. Set a six month goal with me in order to

hold each other accountable!

 

As always, sending you...

 

Peace-Love-Light---Rae

Now this is a story all about how my life got twisted upside down...now you know how the rest 

goes as it relates to the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air, but you haven't heard this story before. This is 

how I let my 11 year old idea of love guide me through a very long relationship with someone 

I saw a lot of potential. I could see all his good quality and could visual the type of man he could

be but I never really saw him for what he was. Listen and see if any of this resonates with you, if 

not, you're lucky and learn from this. If so, cheers for getting through. 

 

Peace-Love-Light---Rae'

In this episode I'm talking about how I emotionally handle being tight on cash. As much as 

I try to plan financially surprises come up and to be honest the budgeting is new to me, 

remember episode 10?! So how do I keep my head when my money is low and I have no one to 

reach out to for help? How do I remain hopeful and plan for a better financial future. Listen now 

and check out the book "The Science of Money" by Brian Tracy.

 

Peace- Love- Light --Rae'

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"Hope is the only thing stronger than FEAR" Sometimes fear of failing again and again stops you 

for getting back on the wagon. Have hope in what you believe and know that it is coming. It 

doesn't matter now many times you fall it's all about the RECOVERY. Welcome to my recovery in 

failing to be consistent. Walk with me as I take you on my personal journey and lead you 

through yours.

 

Peace-Love-Light ---Rae

You can take lessons from just about anything. Hear the lessons I learn through plants. 

 

Its a surprise in this one so listen the entire time.

At 27 with two children, a significant other, and a mother to care for I found myself in a situation

without reliable transportation. Although, I felt as if the world was ending and I wouldn't be able 

make it, I did. I not only made it though, I truly came out better than I did going in. I learned a 

lot of lessons along the way and gained a whole new network of support. Listen at how an

unpleasant situation ended happily and increase my faith and belief in people.