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In this deeply honest and thought-provoking episode of Riding the Trauma Train, Lydia is joined by holistic health practitioner, metaphysical mentor and founder of The Strange Apothecary, Hannah Strange.
Together, they explore trauma, nervous system regulation, childhood conditioning, shadow work and what healing really looks like beyond the idea of being “fixed”. Hannah shares how growing up between two very different family environments shaped her nervous system, her healing journey and the work she now does supporting overwhelmed women through nature, ritual and nervous-system-informed healing.
This conversation is warm, validating and packed with practical insight for anyone who feels stuck in survival mode, exhausted from constantly holding everything together or overwhelmed by healing advice online.
In This Episode We Cover:
Key Takeaways
Breathe in through the nose for 4 seconds
Breathe out through the mouth for 6 seconds
This longer exhale helps signal safety to the nervous system and gently brings the body back into the present moment.
About Hannah Strange
Hannah Strange is a holistic health practitioner, metaphysical mentor and founder of The Strange Apothecary. She supports spiritual misfits and overwhelmed women through nervous-system-informed healing, somatic practices and community-based wellbeing support.
She is also the host of The Sacred Shit Show podcast and creator of healing programmes including The Sacred Portal and Rebel & Recalibrate.
Website: https://strangeapothecary.co.uk/
Facebook: https:facebook.com/TheStrangeApothecary
Connect with Lydia
Website: www.ridingthetraumatrain.co.uk
Instagram: @ridingthetraumatrain | @right.track.wellbeing
Email: [email protected]
Content Note
This episode includes discussion around childhood trauma, nervous system dysregulation, chronic illness, grief and emotional overwhelm. Please listen gently and seek support if needed.
In this powerful episode of Riding the Trauma Train, Lydia is joined by Sheetal Story for a deeply honest conversation about trauma, intuition, healing and reconnecting with your authentic self.
Lydia originally discovered Sheetal after hearing her speak on Jenna Kutcher’s Goal Digger Podcast and instantly connected with the way she spoke about intuition, healing and self trust.
Together they explore:
* trauma and hypervigilance
* intuition and nervous system survival
* people pleasing and authenticity
* identity grief and midlife awakening
* fear vs intuition
* spirituality, astrology and healing
* using pain to create purpose
One of the biggest moments in this episode is the discussion around how trauma survivors often become highly intuitive because their nervous systems learned to constantly scan for safety.
That gut feeling.
Reading the energy in a room.
Knowing when something feels “off”.
Sometimes that began as survival.
This conversation is compassionate, validating and thought provoking for anyone learning to reconnect with themselves after years in survival mode.
CONTENT NOTE
This episode includes discussion around:
* childhood trauma
* emotional abuse
* grief and death
* suicide
* mental health
* trauma responses
Please listen gently and take pauses if needed.
ABOUT SHEETAL STORY
Sheetal Story is a certified Psychic Medium, Professional Certified Astrologer, Grief Support Counsellor, Human Design Business Mentor and Law of Attraction Master Coach.
She now helps women cultivate and trust their intuition, overcome grief and self sabotage, and create lives aligned with their authentic selves.
CONNECT WITH SHEETAL
Website: SheetalStory.com
Instagram: @sheetalstory
Podcast: Story of Spirit
Free Intuition Quiz: Psychic Gift Quiz
CONNECT WITH LYDIA
Website: Riding the Trauma Train
Instagram:
@ridingthetraumatrain
@right.track.wellbeing
If this episode resonated with you, please share it, follow the podcast and remember you are not alone on this journey.
In this episode of Riding the Trauma Train, Lydia sits down with Dee Jodel for a deeply honest and heartfelt conversation about trauma, inner child healing, women’s circles, cacao ceremonies, emotional expression and reconnecting with yourself.
Dee shares how an unexpected hypnotherapy session helped her realise that trauma is not always about obvious abuse or huge life events. Sometimes it is about how experiences felt in our body and nervous system, especially as children.
Together, Lydia and Dee talk about abandonment wounds, being fully heard without judgement, divine feminine energy, creativity, nature, generational healing and Dee’s beautiful song, Show Me.
This episode is gentle, grounding and full of reminders that healing does not have to look perfect. Sometimes it simply starts with giving yourself permission to feel.
Content Note
This episode contains discussion around childhood trauma, feelings of abandonment, emotional triggers, anger, anxiety and generational trauma.
Please listen in a way that feels safe and supportive for you.
What We Cover
Who This Episode Is For
This episode is for you if:
Key Takeaways
Trauma is personal and shaped by how experiences felt to us
Childhood experiences can create deep beliefs about safety, rejection and worthiness
Being heard without being fixed can be incredibly healing
Emotional awareness is something many of us were never taught
Nature, creativity and stillness can help us reconnect with ourselves
Healing is not linear and it does not need to look perfect
There is power in slowing down and creating intentional space for yourself.
About Dee Jodel
Dee Jodel is a meditation teacher, cacao ceremony facilitator, singer and space-holder whose work centres around emotional healing, creativity, connection and feminine energy.
Through women’s circles, cacao ceremonies, chanting, meditation and music, Dee creates spaces where people can reconnect with themselves in a safe, grounded and compassionate way.
Instagram: @dee.jodel
Listen to Show Me: https://youtu.be/YCR9yc8oe9M?si=k5dalxcJAimB-lZo
https://linktr.ee/deejodel?utm_source=linktree_profile_share<sid=df72b151-07bf-4944-bce7-fbeb68adc1a7
Connect with Lydia
Website: ridingthetraumatrain.co.uk
Instagram: @ridingthetraumatrain @right.track.wellbeing
Email: [email protected]
If this episode resonated with you, please share it with somebody who may need it, follow the podcast and leave a review if you can.
And if this conversation brought anything up for you emotionally, please take some time afterwards to ground yourself, breathe and reach out for support if needed.
Thank you for being here and remember, you are not on this journey alone.
Self sabotage can feel frustrating enough, but what happens when it starts to feel automatic and harder to interrupt? In this episode, Lydia explores the shift from self sabotage into self destruction and why it is often rooted in protection, not failure. If you have ever felt stuck in patterns you know are hurting you, this conversation will help you understand why and how to gently begin changing direction.
Who This Episode Is For
People who feel stuck in self sabotage patterns
Survivors of trauma navigating emotional coping behaviours
Anyone struggling with procrastination, avoidance, or overwhelm
People who feel numb, exhausted, or easily triggered
Those who want gentle, realistic ways to regain control
Key Takeaways
Self sabotage becomes self destruction when it feels automatic and uninterruptible
Your thoughts are not always facts, even when they feel convincing
Many negative inner voices are learned through past experiences
Avoidance may feel safe but can shrink your world over time
Small pauses are more powerful than big, overwhelming changes
Connection can help regulate your nervous system and shift your state
You do not need to fix everything, you just need to catch the moment
Content Note
This episode includes discussion of trauma, self sabotage, emotional distress, and behaviours that may impact relationships. Please take care while listening and pause if needed. This content is not a replacement for professional support.
About This Episode
In this episode, Lydia shares a simple but powerful way to understand why self sabotage happens, inspired by The Chimp Paradox by Steve Peters. Using her signature trauma train metaphor, she breaks it down into three parts:
The challenge is not that these parts exist. It is when the runaway carriage takes over without you noticing.
Practical Tools You Can Try
Connect with Lydia
🌐 www.ridingthetraumatrain.co.uk
📱 Instagram: @ridingthetraumatrain
📱 TikTok: @ridingthetraumatrain
If this episode resonated with you, share it with someone who might need it.
You can also DM Lydia on Instagram or TikTok, or email her at [email protected]
And if this brought anything up for you, take a moment to ground yourself and reach out for support if you need it.
You are not on this journey alone
In this powerful and deeply honest episode of Riding the Trauma Train, Lydia is joined by Lisa King, self-loveologist, speaker, author and radio presenter.
Lisa shares her story with openness and compassion, reflecting on growing up around domestic violence, the impact of sexual trauma, and the masks she wore to survive. She also speaks about the loss of her partner and how that became a turning point in her healing journey.
Together, Lydia and Lisa explore what self-love really means when life has been painful or overwhelming, and why healing often begins with the smallest, gentlest steps.
This episode is a reminder that self-love is not selfish, healing is not linear, and even on the hardest days there are ways to begin again.
Content Note
This episode includes discussion of domestic abuse, sexual trauma, addiction, grief and suicide loss.
Please listen in a way that feels safe for you. You are welcome to pause, skip or come back to this episode at any time.
If anything feels overwhelming, consider reaching out to a trusted person or professional for support.
What We Cover
What a self-loveologist is and why self-love is the foundation of healing
Lisa’s early experiences growing up around domestic violence
How childhood experiences can shape beliefs around worth and love
The impact of sexual trauma and emotional shutdown
Addiction and coping mechanisms during difficult periods
The loss of Lisa’s partner and the turning point it created
Starting healing with small steps like making the bed or brushing your teeth
The role of gratitude and self-compassion in recovery
Finding hope through other people’s stories
Lisa’s work through coaching, speaking, publishing and radio
The Manse Method and supporting trauma through the body
Boundaries, self-awareness and self-acceptance
Practical tools for low days and emotional overwhelm
Who This Episode Is For
This episode may resonate with you if:
you have experienced trauma and are trying to rebuild your sense of self
you struggle with self-worth or feeling good enough
self-love feels difficult or out of reach
you are in a season where even small tasks feel hard
you want gentle and realistic support rather than pressure
you are learning how to feel safe in your body and your life
Key Takeaways
Self-love is not one single action. It is made up of many small, consistent choices
Healing often starts with very small steps
Gratitude can be a powerful place to begin, even on difficult days
You do not have to do everything at once
It is okay to have bad days. They are part of being human
Support from others can make a meaningful difference
Meeting yourself where you are is more important than pushing too far too fast
About Lisa King
Lisa King is a self-loveologist, speaker, mentor and radio presenter. Her work is rooted in helping people reconnect with themselves, build self-worth and release the emotional weight of the past.
She hosts Unapologetically You on Dream Catcher Radio and has delivered a TEDx talk titled Unmasking the True You. Lisa works with people through coaching, speaking, publishing and community spaces, all centred around self-love and self-expression.
Links Mentioned in This Episode
Lisa King: https://linktr.ee/1isaking
Dream Catcher Radio: https://www.dreamcatcherradio.co.uk
The Manse Method: https://www.themansemethod.com
Simon Sinek on connection: https://simonsinek.com/stories/the-incredible-power-of-an-eight-minute-catch-up-with-a-friend
Mel Robbins: https://www.melrobbins.com
Dana Grant: https://danagrant.com
Connect with Lydia
Website: www.ridingthetraumatrain.co.uk
Instagram: @ridingthetraumatrain
Email: [email protected]
If this episode resonated with you, you are invited to share it with someone who may need it too. You can also follow the podcast, leave a review, or send Lydia a message on Instagram or email to share what stood out for you. And if this conversation brought anything up for you, please take a moment to ground yourself
In this powerful and honest conversation, Lydia is joined by Dr Robb Kelly, addiction expert, recovery coach and author, to explore the deep connection between trauma and addiction and why so many people feel stuck in cycles of self-sabotage.
This episode goes beyond surface-level conversations about addiction and looks at what is really underneath it. Together, Lydia and Dr Robb explore how childhood trauma, subconscious patterns and learned behaviours can shape addictive tendencies, coping strategies and the way we show up in our lives and relationships.
If you have ever wondered why harmful patterns feel so hard to break, or why you keep returning to behaviours that do not serve you, this episode offers insight, understanding and a sense that you are not alone.
This is a raw and sometimes heavy conversation. Please listen gently.
What We Talk About
Key Themes
This episode explores trauma and addiction in a way that is compassionate and honest. It looks at how the nervous system and subconscious mind hold onto past experiences and how those experiences can influence behaviour, self-worth and relationships.
Lydia also shares parts of her own journey, including her relationship with food as a coping mechanism, and how trauma can show up in ways that are not always obvious.
Dr Robb shares both professional insight and lived experience, offering a perspective on recovery that focuses on understanding patterns, shifting mindset and building a new way of living.
Content Note
This episode includes discussion of
This content is not a replacement for professional support. If this episode brings anything up for you, please consider reaching out to a trusted person or qualified professional.
About Dr Robb Kelly
Dr Robb Kelly is an addiction expert, recovery coach, speaker and author originally from Manchester and now based in the United States. With both lived experience of addiction and extensive work in neuroscience and behavioural science, he helps people around the world understand and break addiction patterns.
Find Dr Robb Kelly
Website - https://robbkelly.com/
Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/addiction_doctor
Book - Daddy Daddy Please Stop Drinking
https://amzn.eu/d/0hQ8Lfyf
Connect with Lydia
Website
https://ridingthetraumatrain.co.uk
Instagram Facebook TikTok
@ridingthetraumatrain
@right.track.wellbeing
Email - [email protected]
If This Episode Resonated. If this conversation spoke to you, you are not alone.
You can share this episode with someone who might need it, leave a review or message Lydia on Instagram to let her know what stood out for you.
And if this brought up difficult feelings, please take a moment to ground yourself and reach out for support if you need it.
f you’ve ever felt like you understand your patterns but still can’t seem to change them, this episode is for you.
In this powerful and eye-opening conversation, Lydia is joined by trauma-informed somatic therapist and coach Hannah Rzysko to explore what it really means when we say trauma is held in the body.
Together, they unpack why healing is not just about mindset, how the nervous system stores past experiences, and why your body can still feel unsafe even when your life looks safe on the outside.
Hannah shares accessible and compassionate insights into somatic healing, a body-based approach that supports you in gently releasing stored trauma without overwhelm or forcing anything before you are ready.
This episode will help you understand your reactions on a deeper level, especially if you experience anxiety, shutdown, anger, tightness in the chest or that constant knot in your stomach.
You are not broken. Your body is trying to protect you.
WHAT WE COVER
What it actually means for trauma to be stored in the body
Why mindset work alone does not always create lasting change
How the nervous system acts as a filing cabinet of past experiences
Why your body can react before your mind has time to catch up
The connection between trauma and survival responses such as fight, flight, freeze and shutdown
How trauma can show up in relationships, intimacy and everyday life
Why anger often feels overwhelming and what is really happening in the body
The window of tolerance and how it supports safe healing
The difference between coping tools and deeper nervous system work
Why some emotions feel unsafe to experience
How somatic healing gently supports release without re-traumatisation
The role of safety, dignity and belonging in trauma recovery
What embodiment really means and why it matters
WHO THIS EPISODE IS FOR
This episode is for you if you:
Feel stuck in patterns you cannot seem to think your way out of
Experience anxiety, overwhelm, numbness or shutdown
Notice physical sensations like tightness in your chest or a knot in your stomach
Struggle with anger or feel disconnected from your emotions
Find it hard to feel safe in your body, even when nothing feels wrong
Are curious about somatic healing and nervous system work
Want a gentler, trauma-informed approach to healing
KEY TAKEAWAYS
Trauma is not just something you remember. It is something your body continues to respond to
Your nervous system is constantly scanning for safety and shaping how you experience the world
You cannot always think your way out of survival responses
Many of your reactions make sense when you understand what your body has been through
Healing does not have to be forceful. It can be slow, safe and supportive
You do not have to do this work alone
CONTENT NOTE
This episode includes discussion of trauma, sexual trauma, childhood experiences, anxiety, eating disorders and nervous system dysregulation.
Please listen gently and take a pause if needed. This podcast is not a replacement for professional support.
ABOUT THE GUEST
Hannah Rzysko is a trauma-informed somatic therapist and coach who helps people move from survival mode into greater safety, embodiment and self-trust.
Her work focuses on supporting the nervous system, helping clients understand how trauma is held in the body, and guiding them through gentle, effective somatic healing practices.
Connect with Hannah:
Instagram: @thisis_hana_r
Website: https://www.hannahrzysko.com/
CONNECT WITH LYDIA
Website: www.ridingthetraumatrain.co.uk
Instagram: @ridingthetraumatrain
Instagram: @right.track.wellbeing
Email: [email protected]
CALL TO ACTION
If this episode resonated with you, share it with someone who might need to hear it.
You can also follow Riding the Trauma Train, leave a review, or send Lydia a message to let her know what stood out for you.
And remember, you do not have to travel this journey alone
In this episode of Riding the Trauma Train, Lydia is joined by neurodivergent coach Emily Edwards to explore what it really means to be late diagnosed with ADHD and autism.
Emily shares how her daughter’s assessment led her to recognise her own neurodivergence, and how that journey opened the door to deeper self-understanding. Together, they talk about masking, trauma, identity and nervous system regulation, and what can happen when you start to truly understand how you work.
They also explore the reality of diagnosis, including long waiting lists, limited resources and why self-awareness can be a powerful first step even without a formal label.
Emily introduces clean language coaching, a gentle, non-judgemental approach that helps you explore your thoughts using your own words, without someone else placing meaning or assumptions onto your experience.
In this episode, we cover:
• Late ADHD and autism diagnosis in women
• Masking and why it can feel exhausting
• The overlap between trauma and neurodivergence
• People pleasing, boundaries and self-awareness
• What stimming is and how it supports regulation
• Clean language and clean space explained
• Hormones, ADHD and executive function
• Why support needs to be a two way process
This episode is for anyone who has ever felt different, overwhelmed or unsure why things feel harder than they should. It is a validating and compassionate conversation that reminds you that you are not alone in your experience.
Content note: This episode includes discussion of trauma, masking, mental health, neurodivergence, burnout and hormonal changes including PMDD and perimenopause. Please listen gently and reach out for support if needed.
Find Emily:
withinsightcoaching.co.uk
Connect with Lydia:
www.ridingthetraumatrain.co.uk
Instagram: @ridingthetraumatrain
Email: [email protected]
In this deeply moving episode of Riding the Trauma Train, Lydia is joined by Joanne, a therapist, bereavement advocate and founder of Souled in Love.
Joanne shares her experience of living through multiple losses, including the devastating suicide of her husband after nearly 40 years together.
This conversation explores the reality of suicide bereavement, the shock of sudden loss, and the long, complex nature of healing. Joanne speaks openly about trauma, guilt, unanswered questions, family dynamics and the small steps that helped her begin to find hope again.
Content note: This episode includes discussion of suicide, grief and trauma. Please listen gently and seek support if needed.
WHAT WE COVER
Multiple experiences of grief before her husband’s death
The shock and trauma of losing a partner to suicide
Guilt and searching for answers after loss
How grief impacts the body, mind and relationships
Why the second year of grief can feel harder than the first
Small, practical ways to cope in survival mode
What helps and what does not when supporting someone grieving
Finding hope again after deep loss
KEY TAKEAWAYS
Suicide bereavement can feel uniquely complex and traumatic
There are not always clear signs before someone takes their life
In early grief, even basic tasks can feel overwhelming
Healing is not linear and often comes in very small steps
The most powerful support is simple presence and listening
Asking “How can I help?” matters more than saying the “right thing”
Hope can return, even when it feels impossible
ABOUT JOANNE
Joanne is a therapist and founder of Souled in Love, supporting people through grief and trauma with both emotional support and practical tools.
Website: www.souledinlove.co.uk
Instagram: @souledinlove
CONNECT WITH LYDIA
Website: www.ridingthetraumatrain.co.uk
Instagram: @ridingthetraumatrain
TikTok: @ridingthetraumatrain
Facebook: Riding the Trauma Train
Email: [email protected]
CALL TO ACTION
If this episode resonated, please share it with someone who may need it.
If you are struggling with suicidal thoughts or supporting someone who is, please reach out to a trusted person, your GP or a support service such as Samaritans.
You are not alone.
Samaritans – Call 116 123 (free, 24/7) or visit www.samaritans.org
NHS – Call 111 for urgent mental health support or visit www.nhs.uk
Emergency Services – Call 999 if you are in immediate danger
Survivors of Bereavement by Suicide – www.uksobs.org
Cruse Bereavement Support – Helpline 0808 808 1677 or www.cruse.org.uk
Mind – www.mind.org.uk
In this episode of Riding the Trauma Train, Lydia is joined by Dr Tracey Evans, a neuroscientist, educator and neuroscience coach who helps people understand how trauma affects the brain and nervous system.
Together, they explore why trauma responses can feel overwhelming, why you are not broken, and how understanding your brain can help you move forward with more self-compassion, clarity and empowerment.
If you have ever felt stuck in survival mode, struggled with triggers, or wondered why you react the way you do, this episode will help things start to make sense.
What We Cover
Dr Tracey’s personal journey from trauma to neuroscience and coaching
How trauma affects the brain and nervous system
The role of fight, flight and freeze responses
Why the brain gets stuck in survival mode
What happens when the prefrontal cortex goes offline
How trauma impacts motivation, reward and daily habits
Why people turn to comfort eating, scrolling or alcohol
Understanding triggers and why they do not mean you have gone backwards
The triad model: neuro lead, neuro drive and neuro safety
Practical tools for managing triggers in real-life situations
Who This Episode Is For
This episode is for:
people who have experienced trauma and want to understand their brain
anyone who feels stuck, overwhelmed or emotionally dysregulated
survivors who struggle with triggers, shutdown or hypervigilance
people who feel frustrated with their habits or coping mechanisms
anyone looking for a compassionate, science-backed explanation of trauma
Key Takeaways
Your brain is wired for survival, not perfection
Trauma responses are protective, even when they feel unhelpful
When you are in survival mode, planning, motivation and emotional regulation can become harder
You are not broken, your nervous system has adapted
Triggers do not mean you have gone backwards in your healing
Small, realistic steps can help rebuild safety and momentum
Content Note
This episode includes discussion of trauma, abusive relationships, complex PTSD, emotional dysregulation, addiction and triggers.
Please listen gently and take a pause if needed. This podcast is not a replacement for professional support. If anything in this episode brings something up for you, consider reaching out to a qualified professional or someone you trust.
About the Guest
Dr Tracey Evans is a neuroscientist, educator and neuroscience coach who helps people understand how trauma, chronic stress and survival mode affect the brain.
Through workshops and one-to-one coaching, she makes neuroscience accessible and practical, helping people build self-compassion and create meaningful, sustainable change.
Website: www.connectionshealthcoaching.com
Email: [email protected]
Socials: @drtraceyevans_phd
Connect with Lydia
Website: www.ridingthetraumatrain.co.uk
Instagram: @ridingthetraumatrain
Email: [email protected]
Call to Action
If this episode resonated with you, share it with someone who might need to hear that they are not broken.
You can also follow Riding the Trauma Train, leave a review, or send Lydia a message on Instagram to share your thoughts.
And if this conversation brought up difficult feelings, take a moment to ground yourself and seek support if you need it. You do not have to navigate this alone.
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