This is a feeling I mostly have when I'm hustling, or when I'm embarking on things that I'm passionate for. As I'd been seeing my friends getting married, having kids, owning a house and here I still running after my passion, creating content, gaming, traveling and creating art.

However, sometimes defying meta and conformation is not that lonely after all, or rather, it is meant to be "this lonely". All we need is a little courage to own our own narrative and journey, and what's waiting for us out there is definitely the better, stronger versions of ourselves.