There are TRUTHS in this life this that are "UNDENIABLE " BUT YET WE STILL ARE VERY MUCH IN DENIAL!!! EVERYTHING FEELS LIKE AN ATTACK/OFFENSIVE WHEN WE DON'T WANT HEAR IT , FEAR IT. .BECAUSE WE HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT....ONCE WE HAVE THE TOOLS!!!!

Have we ever ask ourselves why we are so weak,Followers? Why we follow what we do? Habits, RELIGION, trends, pattern's,popularity, rituals....PEOPLE!!! HAVE WE EVER BOTHERED RESEARCHING/ EDUCATING OURSELVES?? IS OUR NEED TO BE ACCEPTED, FIT IN MORE IMPORTANT THAN THE TRUTH !!!

My MINDSET now i have passed the MIDWAY point of my 40's ...what changes will we make this COMING year? Why do we even bother with new YEAR resolutions...Less than 10% of people actually keep them...have our priorities changed this year? Do we understand what really matters now? What are we going to do with the time we have left?

This year more than ever,are we enjoying the small things? The "REAL" things that matter? FAMILY (whatever our family consists of) do we really mean what we say,post, show our loved one's? Do we really feel BLESSED? Are we stressing ourselves over MATERIAL OBJECT'S? ARE WE COMPARING?GOING INTO DEBT? COMPETING? DO WE GET WHAT WE "THINK WE DESERVE"?

Pick this career/job,how long have you been there? You can't leave, you been there so long!! When are you getting married? When are you having children? Why would you ever possibly ever want a change or to leave??? DON'T YOU WANT THE EXACT SAME LIFE WE HAVE??

IT'S WOVEN INTO US AT A VERY YOUNG AGE. LEARNED BEHAVIOR, TRADITION, RELIGION, GUILT, PERSUASION.....THAT THE LONGER WE "STAY" IN A RELATIONSHIP THE MORE VALUABLE IT WILL BE.... A LONG AN UNHAPPY RELATIONSHIP IS NOT SUCCESSFUL OR VALUABLE......YOU ARE ONLY MISERABLE LONGER!!!

Each year we give thanks on this day, but how about the rest of the year? How about our daily lives, THROUGHOUT our life...We have CREATED a SOCIETY that is UNGRATEFUL and ANYTHING but THANKFUL....we are about "US/ ME" ...SAYING YOUR "THANKFUL " AND YOUR ACTIONS SHOW OTHERWISE...MEANS YOU ARE NOT THANKFUL ~ HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!

As a society we have created "FAKE" on every level, every category, in every aspect of our life. We also "FEED & BREED " the same the same value system in our children and proceeding generations....SOCIAL MEDIA HAS ALLOWED ALL OF OUR INSECURITIES TO RUN WILD, WITHOUT ANY CONSEQUENCES!! WE ARE THE WORST OR BEST REPRESENTATIVE'S OF OURSELVES.....EVEN IF WE AREN'T AWARE OF IT!!

If we acknowledge it or not,most of our BITTERNESS, ANGER, and HATE ...IS AT OURSELVES!!! DECISIONS WE MADE OR DIDN'T MAKE...OPPORTUNITIES WE PASSED UP, RELATIONSHIPS WE FUCKED UP,THINGS &PEOPLE WE SETTLED FOR....WE GAVE UP/SURRENDERED....AND WE'RE PISSED OFF AT OURSELVES......BUT EVERYONE ELSE HAS TO PAY!!

" WASTING TIME, PASSING TIME, KILLING TIME" ....HAVE WE REALLY CONSIDERED AND TOOK INTO CONSIDERATION WHAT TIME ( WE DON'T HAVE) .....IF SO WHY DO WE LET SO MANY PEOPLE WASTE OUR TIME?? WHY WE WASTE OTHER'S TIME? WHAT WE CONSUME? WHAT CONSUME'S US? THIS THE ONE LIFE WE BEEN AWARDED WITH!!