SECOND CLOCK™

At 43 I found myself caught between societal expectations and what felt right, for me. It was the act of cheating that would lead me to question everything I thought I understood and wanted. Through this rediscovery of my Body, Mind and Soul I was awoken.

To rediscover who I am and what I truly stand for, appreciate and will accept, I first had to evaluate who I currently am, how I got here and what I needed to understand and shed. I started with my Mind. After so many years of toxic relationships with family, friends and employers, I realized I would need to understand how I let them in before I could cast out everything that did not feel right.

To rediscover who I am and what I truly stand for, appreciate and will accept, I first had to evaluate who I currently am, how I got here and what I needed to understand and shed. After looking at my Mind I tackled my Body. I stopped being trapped by labels and started by re-envisioning myself then reshaping myself from head to toe. I grew stronger in who I was and start to embody and align with the way I thought of myself.

To rediscover who I am and what I truly stand for, appreciate and will accept, I first had to evaluate who I currently am, how I got here and what I needed to understand and shed. I started with my Soul. After so dedicating my life to what society said is what I should aspire to have and work hard to keep I started to feel the whispers from inside, questioning it all.

At 43 I was happily married, with two kids, a successful business and found myself lost in societal expectations and having fulfilled my obligations to my biological clock, it was then that I heard the ticking of my Second Clock. A clock I set and that would accompany me as I risk walking away from everything society says women should have if they want "it all.” I turn inward to find what makes me twirl, smile, sing and where my soul finds true delight. 

Each entry is raw, and dives into where I was, where I am, and what I have discovered along the way as I find Clarity, Love, Acceptance, Reflection, to my Awakening.

Join me and maybe you my hear your Second Clock ticking.