SECOND CLOCK™

Most of us can name a few singers/ songwriters that we relate to and for me it is Sara Bareilles.

I started rethinking of her and her music when my ex mentioned that now he listens and loves her music too. This was a curious thing to learn because I can't recall him taking much interest in what I loved and now he was.

While he was telling me about his new appreciation for her music I started to think back to a recent memory I had that related to her music. And then my mind wandered on to the people's potential and ideas we have of others.

How could this have happened is a common phrase I hear at work but when I started hearing it among friends, that is when I took notice.

What is about other people's actions that make us think that we are not a part in how things happen? Of course, there are some situations where sadly, this is the case but for many situations, we see the signs, we stay too long and then we get hurt.

Work, work, work - it can be so consuming at times. It can change you. It can alter the way you sleep, think, relate and even take care of yourself.

I found pressing deadlines changing me and although I used to be good with riding these all encompassing work waves, now I was not ok with what I had to give up.

After talking to different people I now wonder if how we show up in relationships is based with how we grow up and how many times we move to new schools.

What lies between Loyalty and Betrayal - Trust .

But before you can trust other you have to be able to trust yourself or you will find yourself going along for the ride.

Trips throw us into different environments and for some of us we resist, bringing our old ways to a new landscape, and then for others - we adapt and leave changed.

A look back on my first solo trip and what I learned along the way.

For some of us it is easy to look out for ourselves and indulge and for others it comes with time and practice.

So I gave myself permission to try and enjoy!

A few seasons back I started to shed being a people pleaser and now that that people pleasing side of me is becoming my past I thought it would be good to take another look at what it is to be a "people pleaser" and how to say goodbye to conditioned behavior.

We carry a heaviness or a lightness into conversations, into how we are perceived and experienced.

What happens when you want to ditch the heaviness and experience what it is to have the lightness of being?