Everyone around you is in love and you are just feeling like you are missing out on something important. Do you feel like your peers have something that you don't? And you question what's wrong with me?

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Do you ever just want to text an old friend a random fact of the day but you scroll down and realise that the last time you talked was 5 months ago? Do you remember them from time to time but find it weird to just drop in a text saying that? Here is to old friendships that have lost touch but they still matter to us very much!

I am not that good at this. Maybe I am not exceptional. Maybe I am just bad at things. I used to think that I was special and gifted. I wish I was great at something. I wish there was something that I could be proud of. Maybe I don't deserve the things that I do get either. There's this frustration here. I am just average now, no longer the smartest one in the class. And I hate it. https://linktr.ee/secretsinthedarkthepodcast

I wish you didn't look at me like I could be something that I am not. It has been so hard for me to accept this, but I am not this person, I can not be this person. I hate you for loving the veesion of me that doesn't exist and will never exist. https://linktr.ee/secretsinthedarkthepodcast

Hello, Happy New Year. I am sorry I can't make it to your party today. I mean, I honestly don't know how to say this, but I don't want to be this person anymore. I can't keep drinking my life away. I did that for a bit, and only I know how hard it has been to be telling you this. I don't want to ruin your celebrations. I am glad that you thought of me. I just can't anymore. I hope you understand. https://linktr.ee/secretsinthedarkthepodcast

Last year we had made a pact, we watch movies lying on my floor and talking. It was nice when you were around and I could watch all the gay movies right next to you and then hold you close. But now that you have left, Christmas doesn't feel like Christmas. https://linktr.ee/secretsinthedarkthepodcast?utm_source=linktree_profile_share

You have to wake up in the morning and get to this class and so you set your alarms, right on time so you don't miss it and then as you get ready to go to bed your mind plays its games on you. Spirals out of control. It talks about things you did not know about and it just keeps talking. Never stops. Convincing you of your worst fears and you let it. https://linktr.ee/secretsinthedarkthepodcast

The letter reading in the group therapy for Children who have been victims of Domestic Violence continues. This letter, unlike the first one, talks about why violence is necessary to love. T.W. For abuse and violence. https://linktr.ee/secretsinthedarkthepodcast

The first part of a two part story about domestic abuse. In this support group for childhood survivors of domestic abuse, we find two people- this is the story of person 1. How did they deal with it? Not too well, now they love someone who isn't very nice either because that's what they are used to. Listen to the entire story. Part 2 will be out next week. Till then, stay tuned 💜 https://linktr.ee/secretsinthedarkthepodcast

I wouldn't do this if it was anyone else. As much of a doormat I am, I still wouldn't do this for anyone. Its just you. You who I'd wait for. And I wonder sometimes if I just hung around would I have you? Is there any way that I could have you? Links: https://linktr.ee/secretsinthedarkthepodcast