I wrote blowing my mind because i had met a guy that came into my life at a time where i was feeling my lowest . It felt good to feel those feelings of butterflies and excitement. Even if it was just for a short moment in time.

This episode touches on my first encounter with dope . And how i felt in the moment of doing it . Regret , enjoyment , disappointment, and reflection.

People come and take parts of us . Each time leaving us either incomplete or rebranded. But with each piece taken or given. We are truly never the same afterward.

This was some pretty woman shit for real. I fell so hard for this guy and it all came crashing down. FUCK !

This is my self reflection, asking myself why can’t i see past myself and see within myself. Running from my demons , chasing my truth only to search for answers that i may never find .

This episode gives you guys an insider on my struggle with alcohol addiction. Stay tuned for follow up episodes touching on this .

I always find myself vulnerable , nose turned up when it comes to love ... love is the greatest magical gift bestowed unto man . Often abused and rarely cherished .

Despite it all , i just want to be loved through it all. And yet i find myself again and again facing the mirror asking where are you ? Aren’t you tired of going through the cycles of dating, just to be left alone ?

At one of the peak times of my emotional journey with a guy i was seeing . He never really could see the bigger picture and how bad my heart was at risk of being broken.