how do you feel when you left a place where you call home?

I know sometimes we have to go but what if it's hard to let go?

It's been a difficult time for me to process all the emotions, the thoughts; a mixture of fear, of guilt, and mostly alot of guilt.

I also identify how I am so avoidant of things, waiting until the last minute, and I really do need to try to tell myself that it's probably a phase for me to move forward.

I guess... it is what it is... right?