Soul hugs

In today’s episode, I’ll talk about my last four weeks, which were filled with uncertainty and visa issues. It’s not only an update, but also includes some lessons and wise moments I took from it and went through. Additionally, I’ll share my visions not only for the podcast but the beginning of not just a new chapter, but a whole new life. Cheers to new beginnings!

In this episode, I’ll finish up with my last three texts and continue with my Whistler Wisdom — what I’ve learned and what I wish I had known before coming here. Hopefully, it will help you understand Whistler, its people, and its dynamics more quickly, and make your settling-in easier.

I want you to have a broader horizon, to stay curious and open, and hopefully become the change yourself in a place like Whistler.

If you hate me for saying the things I said, then please do. I’m okay with people disagreeing with me — as long as it happens in a respectful and open exchange. I’m not afraid to speak my truth, even though I know there’s never just one truth. My intentions come from the heart. I want to help people. I want people to feel seen and heard. I want them to broaden their horizons, to stay open and curious, and to live their lives to the fullest.

In this episode, I talk about what you should know about Whistler – its dynamics, its people, and a different perspective on a place everyone seems to adore.

I’m taking you on a journey through my time in Whistler, sharing the texts, thoughts, and emotions I wrote down to help you form your own idea of what Whistler is and can be — beyond what everyone always says about this place.

How great it is, yes — but also from another point of view: from someone deep, reflective, and curious to truly get to know people.

Chapters:

Introduction – Explanation of my perception

Min 4:00: Highly sensitivity – how I perceive life

Min 7:55: The stage of life I was in before coming to Whistler

Min 9:20: Text 1

Min 12:22: Texts 2–5 – arriving in Whistler, catching the vibes, doubting myself, asking myself how I can connect

Min 15:50: Going out as a HSP – the need to adjust

Min 17:55: Text 6 – The Beauty of Life

Min 19:00: Reminder – take a break, take a breath

Min 20:18: Text 8 – Does That Mean Being an Adult?

Min 22:45: “How do you like this place?” – Text 9, talking myself into being happy

Min 24:17: Text 10

Min 27:08: Text 11 – how much influence people have on our own thinking

Min 28:05: Text 12 – Rock Bottom

Min 33:00: Time after

Min 35:00: How I pull myself out of downs

Min 40:55: Texts 13/14 – admitting where I am (May)

Continuing the episode, I talk about the deep low I went through after Toronto. The stories behind the texts on Instagram. I was in a really bad place — hurt, empty, and alone. But, as life always shows, light finds its way back in. I share how I navigated those dark days, what helps me handling moments like these, how I pull myself out, and how I reached a place where I now can leave Whistler in peace and with a full heart.The next chapter is just around the corner.

In this episode, I open up about what happened after Montreal and why I unexpectedly disappeared for a month.

I share the stories behind the texts I posted on Instagram – the moments of experiencing my soul is dying, no longer recognizing myself, and feeling an emptiness so deep it hurt.

In this final episode of the series, I talk about my work at the Formula One Grand Prix and the warning signs my body sent me after pushing beyond my limits the days before. At the end of the episode, there’s a short clip sharing how it felt being back in Whistler and what I’m planning to do next — which I’ll record in the upcoming episode.

In this episode, I talk about how and why I pushed beyond my limits while already running on empty-and what it led to. I found myself in situations that felt written out of a movie, while being in survival mode at the same time, doubting myself and feeling deeply unhappy with who I was. Between risking opportunities and inner conflicts, I kept going while already feeling exhausted… until I found myself completely alone in an extreme situation, reaching emotional exhaustion, physical overload, and mental overwhelm. This is a story about pushing too far, feeling drained, overwhelmed, and disconnected from myself.

In this episode, I’m sharing the story of how a single question triggered and awakened one of my quiet dreams —

about 72 surreal, crazy, and intense hours, pushing myself to the edge and living moments that felt like a movie.

In the first chapter of my Montreal Series, I reflect on what I already sensed in the previous episode. Things are becoming clearer. From realizing what Whistler truly does to me — how I feel here — to finally accepting it. I went to Montreal without a plan, going with the flow, just following my intuition. But then, my body sent clear signals, and suddenly, I found myself in a mission much bigger than I ever expected.

In this episode, I will talk about the strong feeling of knowing something will happen — about being in a transformation I can’t yet see, but deeply feel. About longing for a feeling for a long time, and now living that longing. About being emotionally drained and tired in a community that performs, but does not breathe. About people, depth, and a sense of belonging.